If you’ve been pining for some literary-quality dystopian fiction, look no further. I love, love, love dystopian fiction. Some people like lighthearted romances, and some people like to watch the world burn while roasting lighthearted romances over the fire, and this book is in the latter category—so naturally I love, love, love it.
This book is a delicious slow burn—this was not the kind of book that I wanted to blow through, it was the kind of book I sat back and savoured. The pacing was still fine and it was never boring, but I didn’t want it to go fast. I wanted to step inside of it, wrap myself up in it and live there, and that’s what it delivered for me. Every word choice and beautifully rendered sentence was a little spark of pleasure to read, building to an inferno, and often I found myself lingering over each delicate turn of phrase.
I actually have a lot to say about this book, so believe it or not, this review will only highlight the most pressing topics.
There are a ton of great secondary characters in this—and by great, I mean characters that stick with you long after their roles in the book have been played out and long after you put the book down. I had a few favourites, which I will be naming, but ultimately what made each of them so great for me as a reader was how complex they were. They were all very much three-dimensional. People say that a lot, but in this case I felt the level of nuance granted to each character is what made them feel so real—none were purely good or bad, each had a different degree of both, and all were deeply flawed. Flaws make the characters for me.
My favourites were Zee, Jenny, and Suit Two. Of these three, Jenny was this soft beautiful soul who shows our MC that there is good in the world and there are people worth knowing (the Mary Magdalene character, perhaps?). That character arc nearly killed me but I won’t spoil it here. Zee presents himself as a good guy, a friend, and in some ways he is, but he’s also a very complicated Judas-type, manipulative and abusive, and he and the MC have an equally complicated relationship. I wanted to hate him but he was just so human I couldn’t. Suit Two is a shark—she’s batshit crazy, wildly disturbed, arguably pure evil, but also just damaged and probably one of the very best characters in this book as well as one of the best characters I’ve read in a long time. The relationships that the Main Character forges with each of these characters lifts both the characters and the MC to a new level and contributes tremendous depth to their characterization, their arcs, and the plot itself.
The author also chooses not to “name” the main character in this, at least until the end, but this isn’t for the usual reasons. Not only is that a bold choice in general (and often executed poorly), but in the case of this specific story it’s a choice that plays beautifully into one of the story’s overall themes of identity. The choice has a purpose and that purpose is executed skillfully over the course of the book (and that could not have been easy). Instead of leaving me confused, I never found myself at a loss in terms of following this structure and in fact it contributed massively to my overall enjoyment of the narrative.
We have a main character here who lives many different lives, takes on many aliases, and is never truly certain who he is or where he belongs, and that’s reflected in the choice not to name him. Oftentimes his name is simply ‘the assassin’ which I found fitting because it is used at times when the MC identifies as “what he’s good at” (assassination) (conflating this with his identity/who he fundamentally is). When he’s younger, he’s Mouse, at a time when he’s small, vulnerable, sometimes scared and is still tentatively searching for his place in the world. And then of course he has a bunch of different undercover identities and his names (aliases) become masks that he pulls on when it serves him, even though none of those masks ever fit him very well—sometimes they represent who he wants to be, or lives he could have lived, or just what he thinks other people want him to be.
Ultimately, we don’t get his true name until the end and that revelation has the exact impact I wanted from it while still feeling like a natural progression. The MC is also arguably asexual—or at least has qualities and experiences that I found reflective of the asexuality spectrum—which I rarely see represented in fiction let alone done authentically or thoughtfully. I couldn’t say whether this was intentional or not on the author’s part, or just a pure reflection of the character himself, but it was very well done and I enjoyed this facet of his personality. He was very complex and layered.
To me, this was a character-driven book with a compelling plot. And as with many character-driven narratives, you don’t want to go in expecting a fast-paced, page-turner read that you won’t remember a month from now. It’s a book that will make you think—actually, it will require your active, thoughtful participation in the experience, and you’ll be richly rewarded for it. And as far as I’m concerned, this kind of book represents a dying breed in our twitter-byte zero-attention-span society, so it was a breath of fresh air for me.
All of this is to say that while this book is, indeed, about a post-apocalyptic dystopia, that’s really just the awesome backdrop of what’s ultimately a story about identity. Or at least, that was my interpretation of it. Descriptions and imagery were beautiful and rich, and what I would expect from a high-quality piece of literature, but also lacking the high-brow pretension of literature by embracing its genre, and if you know what I’m talking about with this then you know that’s a damn difficult line to balance—and this book succeeds. I’m really looking forward to seeing if the author will write more in this universe, because I was so attached to the characters that I didn’t want to leave them, and I felt there was still more to be explored by the end. I can say with certainty that this is a beautiful, captivating read and I recommend it highly, without reservation.
I’d say that if you generally love dystopian/post-apocalyptic (without zombies) fiction, stories that subvert tropes and take a unique perspective on religious mythology, or all of the above with a sprinkling of sci-fi, then this should be right up your alley. If you loved Station Eleven, this has a similar vibe to me but with a more supernatural bent. A joy to read and a world I’ll be returning to often.