Eileen never understood how tight her shackles were until an old gardener and a set of journals opened doors she did not even know existed. She begins a journey with Victor, the old gardener, to the extreme limits of her tightly knit world and into a swan dive off the cliff at the edge. Age, wisdom, youth, raw erotic energy, religion, criminal intrigue, and unbridled passion clash in this sweeping tale of lives lost and found, fate bound loves, radical priests, and brutal gangsters. Scavinold has crafted another elaborate journey through the complex and erotic beings we are. Eileen takes us from what we have, to what we want, and on to what we truly need, and the transformation is an exhilarating ride.