This is not an easy read. It's not structured like a memoir or biography. It's bits and pieces of journal writing of a very intelligent, talented young writer, but it's not edited for clarity or readability.
I can't imagine reading it without already having some experience and profound empathy for other sufferers of mental illness. It's hard to imagine choosing to do the things Lara describes unless you know that so much of the behaviour, the running, the hurt, doesn't come from choice.
One of my favorite books of all time. A profoundly intelligent and wickedly honest look from the perspective of someone who was way too wise beyond her years. It's rare to read something so emotionally honest (after all, she's writing for herself and not anyone else) and absolutely disturbing when she speaks of thoughts too many of us are afraid to admit that we have ourselves.
I'm challenged and inspired by her mind, deeply humbled. Strangely enough, this book makes me feel less alone whenever I read it. A must for those who seek greater self awareness in their lives.