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Brutal Games – Lila Sharp
This was a five-star read for me, no hesitation.
Brutal Games is a dark, brutal mafia romance that throws you straight into an enemies-to-lovers dynamic and never lets you breathe. The story opens with the MMC, Dmitri, killing the FMC’s brother — and somehow, against all logic, that moment becomes the foundation of one of the most intense and emotionally charged relationships I’ve read in a while.
Alisa has grown up inside the Bratva, shaped by violence, control, and fear. Her upbringing was traumatic in every sense of the word — including a father who broke her down physically and emotionally until survival became instinct. Dmitri’s past is no gentler. He’s feared for a reason: a killer, a monster in the eyes of the mafia, hardened by his own brutal childhood. What struck me most was how their shared trauma quietly mirrors each other, creating a connection that feels raw, damaged, and painfully real.
The premise of the brutal competition — where members of the Bratva complete deadly missions to earn points toward becoming the Pakhan’s heir — adds constant tension and stakes. Dmitri is already leading, completely untouchable, while Alisa is struggling to survive in a system designed to crush her. She hates him, rightfully so, and yet he cannot stop thinking about her. His obsession begins as something dark and dangerous… and slowly turns into protection, loyalty, and something far deeper than either of them wants to admit.
What made this book stand out for me wasn’t just the violence or the spice — it was the emotional evolution. Watching Dmitri crack, watching him learn how to care, how to protect without destroying, and how to love someone when he’s never been shown love himself was incredibly compelling. His obsession with Alisa is absolute: no one touches her, no one looks at her, no one even breathes too close without consequences. And yet, beneath all of that brutality is a man learning what it means to choose someone.
Alisa doesn’t come to him weak or submissive — she comes broken but resilient, angry but strong, and unwilling to forgive easily. Their relationship earns every shift from hatred to desire to devotion, and that slow, painful transition is what makes it so satisfying.
Dmitri is officially a new book boyfriend for me — dark, dangerous, obsessive, and fiercely protective in a way that feels earned, not performative. This book is violent, intense, and emotionally heavy, but it also delivers a love story that feels forged in fire rather than convenience.
If you love dark mafia romance with high stakes, morally gray characters, and an enemies-to-lovers arc that actually hurts before it heals, Brutal Games is absolutely worth the read.