Finding sunshine within the blues... Excellent Read!
Tracey Dubois, a beautiful spirited young woman who longed to become a famous singer one day just like her daddy. A daddy's girl true indeed. But as her mother would have it, singing outside the church was not an approval granted from her mother but instead a tale of unsuccessful attempts by Tracey to not only pursue a career in singing the blues, but finding out that singing the blues was not all that it was cracked up to be.
I loved the way Tracey Dubois relentlessly not only pursued her dreams but along the journey began to unravel her own inner blues while being a mom, holding a job and part-time singer. Sometimes in life, our own ups and downs are really our own untold stories being written right before our eyes. Tracey's family was always there for her even when she felt they weren't. Especially her mom and her Ma-Me who would be the one to teach her the most valuable lessons in life and love. Too often in life we neglect the most important people thinking we are actually helping the most important people.
Tracey's story of being abandoned by her dad and her half weekend visits from her mom left her to figure out life and love all on her own along with her sister Lynette. The friendships that were formed with her girls like Val, Kenya, Tootie, and Mitra all served a purpose and brought lessons into Tracey's life that were sometimes good and sometimes hurtful. You can't trust all your friends. Something that Tracey had to learn the hard way.
When a father abandons his daughter, it leaves a void. A void that sends her looking and searching to fill. It's a powerful void. Tracey thinks she found it in JP. The church hunk that every girl was after. How wrong she was. Tracey begins to date and lands a Doctor. But soon after some time Carson and Tracey both realize, this isn't working. Tracey is still searching to fill that void. That feeling. As time passes and her relationship with Carson fizzles out, she finds what she thought was love in Jaylen. Her boss. A very married man but loves Tracey in his own way. Just not the way he should. Though torn about Jaylen's marriage, Tracey adores this man to the point that the one who truly loves her and will forever have her back, she ignore. The complicated love triangles that she creates for herself ultimately destroys the very best love she would have. The love of a child. And the one who is there to pick up the pieces is the one you would least expect!
I loved this book and the dynamics of this storyline were powerful! I wished there was more about her dad and JP. I fell in love with Tracey's strength, her family, her will to finally pick up the pieces and finally finding sunshine within her own blues. Excellent read!!