Gora Devi was an utterly selfish woman from start to end. Totally western nuisance with lascivious (sexually inclined), and hedonist life style. A person who thinks that hippies are revolutionary. Hidakhandi Baba once told her that you are hippie in a derogatory tone when she tried to impose her thoughts of western menstruation against Hindu Kitchen etiquette on Babaji. Even though living in contact with Babaji for long period of time she didn't understand the cosmic charisma of Babaji and engaged in sexual activities with some American in Haldwani. In spite of strictly saying 'NO' by Babaji to any sort of drugs or even tea or coffee while living in Ashram she took LSD and started hallucinating thinking that Babaji showed her some magical form. I feel that Babaji out of compassion and out of pity kept her with him knowing that she is lost soul and no one can heal her spiritually then himself. NOT A READ FOR HINDU-INDIAN DEVOTEE OR DISCIPLE OF BABAJI they will not be able to relate this autobiography. She isn't divine as depicted in many pictures of her. She just spent few years with him staying illegally in India (same would be thought very low , if it was an Indian in some Western/European country). If you read Muniraj or Shastri Maharaj (Shiva Charitra Amrit) only then you know full glory of Babaji! This book is more about her point of view in her personal life then about Babaji. Though, I can't complain as it is autobiography. This book is injustice to spiritual presences of Babaji in his full glory. But surely, this book showed one side of Babaji who is unconditional motherly love.