I don't take pleasure in rating books 1 star but this book really did not do it for me. I read reviews prior to requesting this book, and many said that this book can be read as a standalone, so I thought I'd give it a shot. Sadly, I was left feeling confused.
It starts off with a 28 year old woman having nightmares about "Stair Man" and "The Cat" and claiming she has psychic abilities. "The Cat" and "Stair Man" are brought up a lot, but it's hard to piece together why without a backstory. To make it worse, she's having wet dreams about "The Cat". Kind of odd. As far as Aria being psychic or having psychic abilities, that is only brought up twice - once in the beginning and once at the end. I figured that her "abilities" would have played a major role with how quickly it was brought up, but it didn't.
The story itself was very choppy. It didn't flow, and there were many times where I found myself confused and feeling lost. Aria had this great plan to get close to Matthew by working for him and then doing some digging, but none of that really happened. She misunderstood the assignment. This book is just a book about a gullible, foolish, 28 year old woman who is dickmatized even before she got the d. And then, after every (sexual) encounter with Matthew, she'd then somehow try to convince herself of her reason for doing it- justice for Jenny. Those were practically the only times she thought of Jenny. She didn't really do anything to try to solve the case. I also found it odd how she was still comfortable and "in love" with Matther after he basically admitted to having stalked her since she was a child (he's 20 years older than her).
The blurb came off pretty enticing and I found myself ready to read a good mystery, with maybe some steamy, intense moments between the two main characters, but unfortunately this is just a story of a woman lusting over an older male and getting.. moist.. for him every other sentence. And speaking of sentences, a lot of the wording is repetitive. I don't know. This book did not give what I thought it would. There was just a lot, but yet nothing going on the entire time, if that makes sense.
Thank you NetGalley, Oliver Herber Books, and K. Jenner for this ARC.