Oof. I really wanted to love this. Forced proximity meet cute developing into a romance between a member of the public and a massive K-Pop star - sounds great. Instead, for me, it turned from an "oh that's cute, nice mental health rep" impression at the start to a hate read, where I was literally ranting out loud to my husband about the story. He was bemused and I was just annoyed. Anyway.
I'm very much aware that this is a debut for the author, so I don't want to be too harsh, but really, this book needs so much work. Here's why:
Our FMC Amelia meets the MMC, Ki, after they become stuck in an elevator for several hours together whilst both staying in the same hotel in NYC. Ki experiences a panic attack and Amelia helps him through it. It turns out that Ki is a very famous K-Pop idol - so as a result of this interaction, Ki invites Amelia and a friend to their concert, with a VIP backstage pass. Ki is immediately drawn to Amelia, so then he takes her back to his hotel room where things escalate (but only slightly because he's never done anything like this before etc). Meanwhile Amelia's friend whose name I've forgotten, hooks up with another member of the band who I feel was named JJ?
Two days later Amelia and Ki cannot bear to be apart, so she sees him again in her hometown where they are confessing strong feelings for each other. Another two days after that they are sleeping together but ALSO saying "I love you" and Ki is tattooing a padlock on his skin with the letter "A" in it - he hasn't got any other tattoos, but this Amelia means so much to him that he has to do it. THEY HAD ONLY KNOWN EACH OTHER FOUR DAYS!
Not going to lie - I hate instalove in romance books. I can suspend my belief in some circumstances, but this was so wildly unbelievable that it threw me. The author did try to give some justification for the rapid relationship development (trauma), but really it just made no sense. There was no reason why the relationship couldn't have developed over weeks to months, especially since Ki was touring and lives in another country. This also meant that we knew very little about the characters - not just surface level stuff but what actually makes them tick. Why do they feel drawn to each other? What do they have in common? What interests do they have?
That aside, the writing was also frustrating. The characters were almost all caricatures of tropes and the only one who really had any depth was Ki. Amelia's best friend Sam was the typical loud best friend who sleeps around (but also somehow found an instant connection with JJ the male equivalent of her / Ki's bestie). Amelia's job description was weird - there was no detail or depth to what she actually did, but she is also somehow an amazing artist on the side but just for fun? Other than drawing the band I'm not sure what the purpose of that was.
Separate to this, probably my biggest issue with the writing was the all the "telling" in the book, rather than "showing". Every conversation between characters felt so drawn out and boring - just a back and forth between the two without any background thoughts or descriptions of the characters reactions - essentially - she did this, then he did this, then this happened. For the whole book. The conversations were often really juvenile too - I honestly thought to myself "what in the Wattpad is this?". Lol. Sorry. Oh and one more thing - the first time that Amelia had to explain an English expression to Ki as he didn't understand was a nice reference to the language and cultural barriers. The seventieth time she did it I wanted to throw my Kindle across the room. We get it, his English is not perfect. (BUT THEY'RE SO IN LOVE!)
The whole thing needs a major edit. And don't get me wrong, there was potential there - but the execution needs (alot of) work.
For the positives - I have to say that I loved that there was a discussion about contraception and protection before sex, and that the description of Ki's panic attacks actually felt really realistic. I love when characters with mental health challenges actually see a doctor/ therapist / seek treatment so that was a plus for me.
So overall, 2 stars. If you love instalove and don't mind a very basic read, you may feel otherwise.