After a slow start and having some trouble connecting with the main characters, this book left me sated with a good ending.
Watchers is set in a truly horrific dystopian nightmare world. This pack of wolf shifters lives in a compound that is not only depressing, but horrifically abusive, as well.
Pack members are given jobs, with no choice as to what job they have. Women either breed, or work to death. Men are either useful, or tucked away into a dark cell to keep the breeders “safe” by watching them on a grainy television screen.
It’s so disturbing, and the setting really came through right from the start.
It seems there are four different “ways” of living for the pack members.
-The apartments for mothers, children, and “aunties.”
-the dorms for those who are actively breeding
-the fields where pack members who can’t breed are worked to death
-the dark and depressing building/dorms where those who watch are housed AND work.
The apartments/family area reminds me of communist blocks. They have divided areas for visiting, apartments for mothers and their children (if they want to raise them), and game rooms that seem super depressing.
The dorms are party and sex central, but in the worst way. Women are encouraged to drink, party, and have as much sex as possible, and never turn down a partner, so they can breed more pack members. They have a few months to breed, or they’re sent to the fields. Each female breeder has her heat induced once a month, and the male breeders come in one after the other to try to get her pregnant. No intimacy, no love, no tenderness, no “unnecessary” touching, and no privacy. In the dorms, they have intercourse everywhere, and the whole building is meant to be used as such (there are chairs and stools in the showers so the women can sit while being railed when they get too tired.)
It’s a massive gang bang at all times. They’re not meant to connect or have favorites. They’re meant to have meaningless sex, at least in the way of emotion.
The watchers and those in the field are called “defective” because they are either unable to, or unfavorable, to breed. They’re ostracized, sterilized, and separated from forming any friendships.
The whole compound is separated and everyone is made “other” from everyone else.
The story truly turned around into an eye-opening experience at the end, when our main characters, Syl and Bash/Ashton finally get past their communication issues.
Syl is selfish, but I completely understand it. She is scared and wants to be free. She wants to be useful so she can live a life where she won’t die in the fields. But, her selfishness means she isn’t very observant. And the mask she wears makes her convince herself that she needs to endure abuse and humiliation. It’s very sad. She’s afraid of feelings, and when she meets Bash, it causes an onslaught of so many of them, she can hardly focus.
Bash is so back and forth on his self-worth. One minute he thinks of himself as nothing, while the next he is confident and knows what to do. Gives the reader a bit of whiplash.
However, I think seeing the turmoil of his self-worth makes his character development really great.
Overall- good read once you get past the first 1/4. Really enjoyed the ending, and the smut between the main characters was great, even tender a lot of the time.