WINNER OF THE 2023 NEW YORK CITY BIG BOOK AWARD FOR VISIONARY FICTION 2023 HOLLYWOOD BOOK FESTIVAL RUNNER-UP, GENERAL FICTION 2023 BEACH BOOK FESTIVAL RUNNER-UP, GENERAL FICTION 2023 ROYAL DRAGONFLY BOOK AWARD HONORABLE MENTION, FICTION
When sixteen-year-old Ashlee Sutton's home life falls apart, she is beset by a rare mental illness that makes her believe she's clairvoyant. While most people scoff at her, she begins demonstrating an uncanny knack for sometimes predicting the future, using what could either be pure luck or something more remarkable. And when she helps her drug-addict father win enough casino cash to accidentally overdose, she becomes the target of violent people determined to exploit her, and she goes on the run. Ashlee reaches out to a distant relative, traumatized war journalist Mike Baker. Soon, at least in Ashlee's eyes, they are both plunging dangerously into an existential rabbit hole where their core belief, that humanity and personal connections are a blight, will be put to the ultimate test. No, You’re Crazy is a multilayered novel that examines the many ways a family can wound and heal us. A page-turning thriller and a sensitive look at faith and neurodiversity, it ultimately dares to ask, Who gets to decide what’s real?
PRAISE FOR NO, YOU'RE CRAZY “Appeals with breakneck plotting…” --Vancouver Sun Newspaper “Irresistible...wonderfully engaging read.” --Sunshine Coast Writers and Editors Society Book Awards “A compelling saga of being lost, found, and coming full circle to recognize the real value of life.” --D. Donovan, Senior Reviewer, Midwest Book Review “Drunkenly dark and magically twisted — as if the spirit of Charles Bukowski woke up in an Elmore Leonard novel and went looking for trouble.” --Peter Darbyshire, the award-winning author of Has the World Ended Yet? and The Warhol Gang. “I’d say I read it in one sitting, but by the time this gritty, inventive novel reached its thrilling conclusion, I was standing on my chair. No, You’re Crazy explores how our relationship to our own body bleeds out into the world and leaves pieces of us everywhere we go.” --Harrison Mooney, author of Invisible Boy, a memoir of self-discovery “No, You’re Crazy is a sweeping, shape-shifting saga of connection, loss, and love…a wildly ambitious exploration of neurodiversity, acceptance and how we define ourselves… an uplifting story exploring good versus evil and free will versus fate…You’ll never look at the world in the same way again.” --Thomas Armstrong, author of the novel Childless and the non-fiction book The Power of Neurodiversity “Intriguing, fast-paced… an enthralling read that will stay with me for a long time … I recommend it to everyone, as long as you understand that it is a novel that cuts straight to the bone of your preconceptions about life and will challenge you.” --Paul Zietsman, Readers’ Favorite "An electrifying literary voyage that defies conventional boundaries, leaving an indelible imprint upon the reader’s soul ... masterful storytelling … grips you from the opening page and never relinquishes its hold … a captivating tapestry that demands to be experienced, a symphony of emotions that resonates long after the final page is turned." --The Bookish Elf “A really well-done thriller novel...” --Kathryn McLeer, NetGalley “A gratifying work of psychological fiction (and) an enlightening and emotionally rich experience.” --Literary Titan “Beamish brilliantly develops a sense of intrigue and adventure…At once dark and uplifting, this title challenges preconceptions about neurodiversity, human nature, and our capacity for commitment and unconditional love.” –U.S. Review of Books
Jeff Beamish is a fiction writer, former journalist and author of the new award-winning novel, No, You're Crazy. His first novel, Sneaker Wave, was shortlisted in 2014 for a national fiction award in Canada. His second novel, No, You’re Crazy, is the 2023 New York City Big Book Award winner for visionary fiction, the 2023 Hollywood Book Festival Award runner-up for general fiction and the 2023 Beach Book Festival Award runner-up for general fiction. He has had short fiction published in four literary journals, The Nonconformist Magazine, Consequence Forum, Litbreak Magazine and Free Radicals Magazine.
Psychological fiction, with its unyielding gaze into the depths of the human psyche, possesses a remarkable capacity to unravel the intricate tapestry of familial connections. Within its pages, these narratives become a window into the bewildering ways in which families can both inflict deep wounds and offer the solace of healing. With deft strokes of the pen, psychological fiction unfurls the complex dynamics that shape our lives, peeling back the layers of human emotion and revealing the indelible imprints left by familial bonds. Through introspective characterizations and intimate explorations of the tangled threads that bind us together, this genre unearths the profound impacts of family relationships, examining the scars borne from pain while illuminating the transformative power of love, forgiveness, and resilience. In the realm of psychological fiction, readers are beckoned to embark on a soul-searching journey, one that invites reflection upon their own familial tapestries, evoking a heightened understanding of the depths to which family wounds can sear and the incredible capacity for familial ties to heal and nurture our very souls.
Within the realm of psychological fiction, "No, You're Crazy" by Jeff Beamish weaves a mesmerizing tale that intricately explores the jagged contours of familial bonds, plunging readers into a world where wounds and healing intertwine in a captivating dance. Set against a backdrop of shattered dreams and addiction's relentless grip, the novel follows the tumultuous journey of sixteen-year-old Ashlee Sutton, whose fragile existence teeters on the precipice of a rare mental illness that blurs the line between clairvoyance and madness.
As the story unfolds, Ashlee's life unravels, revealing the devastating consequences of her parents' drug addiction, which becomes entwined with her alleged ability to glimpse into the future. Beamish's masterful storytelling paints a vivid portrait of a young girl caught in the crosscurrents of her parents' vices, their insatiable desire for drugs propelling them to exploit Ashlee's perceived clairvoyant talents. Yet, when tragedy strikes and her father succumbs to a fatal overdose, Ashlee is thrust into a desperate flight, pursued by malevolent forces eager to exploit her abilities for their own nefarious purposes.
Amidst this gripping narrative, the novel introduces readers to Mike Baker, a war journalist haunted by his own past and burdened by the weight of his choices. As Ashlee reaches out to this distant relative in search of refuge, a remarkable bond begins to form between them. Their journey serves as a crucible where their beliefs about humanity and personal connections are tested to the core. Through the deft interplay of suspense and introspection, Beamish invites readers to question the nature of reality, challenging preconceived notions about what it means to be human and the power of personal connections to shape our lives.
"No, You're Crazy" by Jeff Beamish delves deep into an array of thought-provoking themes, weaving them seamlessly into the fabric of its captivating narrative. At its core, the novel explores the profound impact of familial relationships, delving into the intricate ways in which families can wound and heal us. Through the lens of Ashlee Sutton's tumultuous journey, the story unpacks the complexities of addiction, trauma, and the lasting scars they leave on individuals and their loved ones.
One prominent theme that permeates the narrative is the exploration of mental illness and neurodiversity. Ashlee's diagnosis of Cotard's syndrome, accompanied by her alleged clairvoyant abilities, challenges the boundaries of perception and reality. Beamish skillfully navigates the delicate territory of mental health, inviting readers to contemplate the nature of sanity, the validity of personal experiences, and the intricate connections between mental illness and extraordinary abilities.
Another significant theme that resonates throughout the book is the fragility of human connections. Ashlee's journey brings her into contact with Mike Baker, a war journalist grappling with his own demons. Their relationship, forged amidst chaos and uncertainty, becomes a catalyst for profound self-reflection, questioning deeply held beliefs about the blight of humanity and the power of personal connections. The novel invites readers to consider the transformative potential of genuine human connection and the ways in which it can provide solace and redemption in the face of adversity.
Furthermore, "No, You're Crazy" delves into existential inquiries about the nature of reality and the authority to define what is real. As Ashlee and Mike navigate a world teetering between the ordinary and the extraordinary, readers are prompted to contemplate their own perceptions of reality and the complex interplay between belief systems, personal experiences, and the boundaries of the possible.
In the tapestry of "No, You're Crazy," the characters emerge like vibrant brushstrokes, each contributing their unique hues to the canvas of this captivating narrative. At the forefront stands Ashlee Sutton, a young protagonist whose spirit dances on the delicate tightrope between clairvoyance and the fringes of sanity. Her journey unfolds with both fragility and resilience, as she traverses the jagged landscape of addiction-riddled parents and a relentless quest for self-discovery. Ashlee's existence becomes a symphony of contradictions, where vulnerability and strength entwine, inviting readers to embrace her complexities and ponder the depths of her extraordinary abilities.
Enter Mike Baker, a war journalist scarred by his own haunting memories and burdened by the weight of remorse. With the reluctant grace of a reluctant hero, he finds himself unexpectedly entangled in Ashlee's tempestuous world. Through a cross-country pursuit that intertwines their fates, Mike becomes her guardian, their bond stretching taut across the expanse of their shared journey. In his presence, the boundaries of belief and the transformative power of connection unfurl, pushing the limits of their perceptions and challenging them to redefine their notions of humanity.
Amidst this intricate ensemble, the supporting cast weaves their narratives into the fabric of the tale. Ashlee's drug-addled parents, their love for her eclipsed by their addiction's insidious grip, paint a raw portrait of familial dysfunction and the shattering consequences it bestows. Meanwhile, malevolent forces lurking in the shadows cast an ominous pall, their pursuit of Ashlee thrusting the narrative into a desperate dance of survival. Through these interwoven threads, "No, You're Crazy" becomes a kaleidoscope of human emotion, inviting readers to bear witness to the complexities of relationships, the indelible scars of trauma, and the profound resilience that blooms amidst the darkest corners of the human soul.
With deft strokes of his pen, Jeff Beamish breathes life into these characters, imbuing them with layers of depth, motivation, and vulnerability. Their journeys, laden with twists and turns, invite readers to reflect on their own lives, to examine the wounds and the healing within their own families. The prose dances on the precipice of introspection and adventure, sweeping readers along a current of suspense and emotion. As the characters unfurl their secrets and confront their demons, the readers themselves are transformed, their hearts forever imprinted by the indomitable spirit of Ashlee, the complex redemption of Mike, and the indescribable power of their intertwining stories.
"No, You're Crazy" is an electrifying literary voyage that defies conventional boundaries, leaving an indelible imprint upon the reader's soul. Jeff Beamish's masterful storytelling intertwines threads of psychological depth, family dynamics, and the enigmatic nature of existence itself. With prose that dances like whispered secrets and characters that pulse with vibrant authenticity, this novel grips you from the opening page and never relinquishes its hold. Prepare to be enthralled by the raw power of the human spirit, to question the boundaries of belief and reality, and to emerge from this transformative journey forever changed. "No, You're Crazy" is a captivating tapestry that demands to be experienced, a symphony of emotions that resonates long after the final page is turned. Embrace the extraordinary, plunge headfirst into the depths of this literary labyrinth, and dare to ask yourself: Who gets to decide what's real?
I thought it was good! The war parts were a little long and boring (but that’s a me issue) and some of the plot was confusing, but it wasn’t a bad book. The writing was great. I feel like there was a lot going on at some points that I was just having trouble following, but again, that’s a me issue. I would read from this author again!
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
What I Did Like: +Solid opening chapter. Instantly you want the backstory and you have questions you want answered. It definitely captures your interest and keeps you reading. +Ashlee is a good character. She is creative and logical in her way. Immediately you want good things for her. +The ending works. There are satisfying conclusions made and things come together well.
Who Should Read This One: -Fans of contemporary stories that explore darker themes.
Today, I’m thrilled to delve into Jeff Beamish’s "No, You’re Crazy," a novel that takes readers on an extraordinary journey through the intricate maze of mental health and its profound impact on individuals and their connections.
The narrative centers around sixteen-year-old Ashlee Sutton, whose world crumbles as her family life unravels, triggering a rare mental illness that convinces her she possesses clairvoyant abilities. This compelling story presents a profound exploration of mental health, raising questions about reality and perception. Beamish skillfully plunges readers into Ashlee's tumultuous psyche, allowing us to witness her occasional, eerily accurate predictions, blurring the line between mere chance and something more profound.
Ashlee's life takes a tragic turn when she inadvertently aids her drug-addicted father in a high-stakes casino game, leading to a devastating overdose. Fleeing from violent forces determined to exploit her newfound "gift," Ashlee reaches out to her distant relative, traumatized war journalist Mike Baker. What follows is a riveting journey where their shared belief in the blight of humanity and personal connections is challenged, pushing them into an existential abyss.
"No, You’re Crazy" is a multi-layered masterpiece that skillfully dissects the wounds and healing within a family. It seamlessly combines elements of a page-turning thriller with a sensitive exploration of faith and neurodiversity. This novel compels us to ponder who holds the authority to define reality.
Jeff Beamish's narrative prowess shines brightly in this novel, mirroring the complexity of Ashlee's mental state. His prose isn't just storytelling; it's an emotional rollercoaster that immerses readers in the depths of Ashlee's psyche. The metaphors and analogies he employs enrich the narrative, inviting readers to dissect each sentence for deeper meaning.
Moreover, "No, You’re Crazy" boldly addresses the stigma surrounding mental health. Through his characters, Beamish challenges societal stereotypes, encouraging readers to confront their own beliefs and biases. The story becomes a mirror reflecting the urgency of acknowledging and respecting mental health issues.
In conclusion, "No, You’re Crazy" by Jeff Beamish is a potent exploration of mental health that resonates with readers, especially teenagers, and anyone seeking a profound understanding of this intricate subject. It celebrates the resilience of the human spirit and underscores the significance of empathy. This novel lingers in the mind long after the final page is turned, making it an ideal choice for discussion among fellow book enthusiasts. So, grab a copy and embark on this unforgettable emotional journey!
*** I was sent a copy of this book by the author in exchange for a review.***
Ashlee Sutton’s life hasn’t been easy. The 16 year old’s parents have never made a lot of money – dad’s an artist and mom cuts hair to support the family — and they’re both drug addicts.
Ashlee either has a mental illness or she can see the future, or maybe it’s a bit of both. Her parents take advantage of her abilities, using her foresight to beat the casino, which enables them to increase their drug intake. When her father dies from an inevitable overdose, Ashlee spirals, eventually running away from home.
Mike Baker, a former war journalist who grew up in foster care and now lives in a Miami hotel, never leaving the property, may or may not be her biological grandfather. Baker has never settled down to a life with kids, but he has a history of unprotected sex, so surprise children are a possibility. The last thing he wants is to be drawn into a family drama, but before the reader knows it, he’s on a cross-country hunt for Ashlee that begins in Miami, leads to Sedona and climaxes somewhere outside of Las Vegas.
No, You’re Crazy is Vancouver author Jeff Beamish’s second novel. His first was 2013’s Sneaker Wave, the haunting, memorable story of four teenagers at a party where something goes terribly wrong. Beamish has a talent for seeing inside people’s minds, understanding what makes them tick and connecting their thoughts to life’s meanings and themes. Once readers connect to Ashley and her maybe-grandfather, they're in for an action-packed adventure, with nuggets of wisdom sprinkled throughout.
No, You’re Crazy reminds me of Begin at the End, an acclaimed 2021 novel by Chris Whitaker. Some of the themes – family instability, drug abuse, honour, shame – are similar. Mental illness takes a lead role in this novel, and specifically the spaces between insanity and intelligence. Ashlee has been diagnosed with Cotard’s Syndrome, a mental illness that makes you believe you are dead. Ashlee believes that she no longer has or requires a physical body, but she can use a shell physical body to communicate with others. Despite her delusions, she has wisdom to share.
In her words, “We talk about life’s biggest mystery, where consciousness comes from. I even give him the answer: our amazing souls mixed with God’s love. Each word I drench in hope, maybe enough to make him ache for me to be right.”
And still later,” Because time doesn’t exist, there is no future to worry about and no past to regret. Not really. All that should matter to you right now is this very moment.”
Beamish takes readers on a hell of a ride, but there’s a little heaven mixed in there too.
No, You're Crazy by Jeff Beamish offers an enigmatic narrative centered around the teenage protagonist, Ashlee Sutton. Raised amidst a family plagued by addiction and substance abuse, Ashlee possesses an uncanny clairvoyance or luck that has benefited her father's gambling pursuits yet also led her on a collision course with mortality. Despite being diagnosed with Cotard's Syndrome, a condition that society deems as madness, Ashlee's interactions and communication throughout the novel leave her grandfather and ex-war journalist Mike Baker questioning the authenticity of her illness and even the possibility of it being something more profound. Ashlee's desperate flight, not only from external forces but from herself, her family, and her unwavering conviction that she inhabits a higher plane of consciousness, forms the core of this introspective tale. Meanwhile, Mike finds himself sifting through the repercussions of his past choices, seeking answers that have led him to his current circumstances.
This fascinating book delves into the depths of reality and existence and leaves the reader questioning both. The novel skillfully navigates psychological intricacies, exploring mental illness, serendipity, clairvoyance, and perhaps even the hand of destiny. From its captivating opening chapters that immediately engage the reader to the constant allure of the unfolding narrative, I found myself enthralled, eagerly anticipating each subsequent twist and turn. The story maintains a swift, effortlessly comprehensible pace while still addressing sensitive subjects such as suicide, pregnancy, insemination, substance abuse, death, and deeply held beliefs. The novel's writing style artfully invites readers to perceive the world through Ashlee's unique lens, fostering a deep sense of empathy and emotional connection with the character's life and innermost emotions. As a result, it is both an enlightening and emotionally rich experience. In addition, the plot, replete with thrills and interactive elements, kept me engaged.
No, You're Crazy is a gratifying work of psychological fiction with a coming-of-age element that I would readily recommend. However, suppose you are inclined to novels that explore the neurological aspects of life and faith or stories that offer a profound emotional connection. In that case, this exceptional work is undoubtedly tailored to your literary interests.
"No You're Crazy" by Jeff Beamish is a complex and thought-provoking novel that delves deep into the intricacies of mental health, personal trauma, and the human capacity for resilience. While this book was a challenging read for me, it's impossible to deny its power and the raw emotions it evokes.
The story revolves around Mike, a character I found myself truly invested in. His perspective is masterfully crafted, even when tackling profoundly disturbing content. Beamish's writing style shines in Mike's parts, providing a much-needed anchor for the narrative. As the title suggests, "No You're Crazy," the novel explores elements of mental health that often feel bewildering. Having worked with individuals dealing with varying degrees of delusion, I appreciated the authenticity in Ashlee's character, despite her seemingly fictional nature.
The book excels in portraying the depth of human emotion and the struggles individuals face in their daily lives, especially when dealing with traumatic experiences. The exploration of childhood sexual assault was undeniably uncomfortable, but it serves as a poignant reminder of the harsh realities many people endure. Mike's flashbacks to his own childhood were challenging to read but added depth to his character and the overall narrative.
I did find some aspects of Ashlee's point of view difficult to connect with, but I recognize that my personal preferences played a role in this. It's worth noting that this book might resonate differently with readers who are not mental health professionals and are not regularly exposed to traumatic stories. Perhaps my familiarity with such topics made the reading experience more challenging for me.
I strongly encourage prospective readers to take a close look at the trigger warnings before diving into this novel. "No You're Crazy" deals with heavy and sensitive subject matter, and it's essential to be prepared for the emotional impact it may have.
"No You're Crazy" is a gripping and emotionally charged exploration of mental health and personal resilience. While it may not be for everyone, it offers a profound and authentic look into the complexities of the human psyche. For those who are willing to engage with its challenging themes, this book has the potential to be a deeply rewarding and thought-provoking experience.
This story has an intriguing plot about what could be in a person's mind. There could be genuine good nature in every people, but also the darkness. The storyline revolves around the USA's urban area, with clear rustic images where hints of civilization come into contrast with the original countryside and its people with their raw nature.
There's also dark emotion in people with whom the two main characters, Ashlee and Mike, come into contact.
While certain social issues made this book a challenging read, what I like the most is Ashlee's personality, which reveals her selfless side from time to time. The course of her life had made it so that any people would find it hard to stay sane. Yet, she made it through to the end and knew when to forgive, even those who hurt her the most.
I found it a bit harder to understand Mike, the second main character.
Though, he struggled hard to make sense of the world. His and Ashlee's standing in society might be different. However, there's also the similarity in that both were fighting their war. Life in itself is war. I believe this is the theme of this book. War is not just on the battlefield. It could be in our everyday life, in our own family. People aren't perfect. Parents could act up parenting and lose to drugs. Even police could turn traitors to the justice they swore to serve and become villains themselves.
But, even when life became confusing, you found it hard to trust anyone. You have to live on through the dark time, for the sake of the light at the end of the tunnel.
This is what I have learned by the end of this book.
Synopsis: Sixteen-year-old Ashlee, is balancing life between managing her own mental illness and living with drug addicted parents. Recently diagnosed with Cotard’s Syndrome, Ashlee lives in a world of delusions and out-of-body experiences that allow her to view the world with a clarity that just might verge on enlightenment. When her world starts to fall apart, she reaches out to a stranger, Mike, who she believes to be a distant relative. Mike, a grown man struggling with his own traumatized life and looking to be left alone, must decide if helping a delusional teenage girl is a rabbit hole he’s ready to go down.
My thoughts: The idea of this book is quite interesting, but unfortunately it just wasn’t a good book-fit for me. I liked the character of Ashlee and reading about her perspectives on life and reality, but I wasn’t as interested in Mike and all his back stories of trauma (which was a good portion of this book). There were a lot of disturbing scenes that will make you question how people can be so damaging and malicious to another human being.
💕You might like this book if: 🔹 you like books that explore the effects of trauma and drug abuse 🔹 you like characters that make you feel on edge 🔹 you are ok with some disturbing scenes / topics
2.5 ⭐️ / 5
A huge thanks to NetGalley and Roundfire Books for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
A teen with drug-addled parents and a rare mental illness experiences her first taste of familial strength and loyalty in this young adult metaphysical thriller. Sixteen-year-old Ashlee Sutton believes she’s transcending her physical body and has occasional clairvoyance. Because of her parents’ addictions, Ashlee almost raises herself and is often forced to act as the sober adult in the family. Her father quickly embraces the possibility of acquiring a fortune using Ashlee’s psychic abilities to gamble. But the large financial windfall from their one and only casino jaunt fuels his accidental overdose.
Ashlee’s desperate mom, a part-time hair stylist, tracks down help in the form of colorful, cynical Mike Baker. She insists the retired journalist is her father-in-law and Ashlee’s real paternal grandfather. Battered by memories of an unfortunate childhood spent in foster and group homes and his rugged news assignments in the Gulf War and Afghanistan, Mike smells a scam and wants nothing to do with the situation. . .