nadia | notabookshelf’s Reviews > The Foxhole Court > Status Update

the way i bit my book three times and there are now outlines of my teeth on the cover. read number five of tfc went great you guys

"Let's see the man who replaced Riko Moriyama at Kevin's side. Introducing Neil Josten" no but kathy was acc wild for that. mad insane. lives were changed that day

"The thought of getting on stage and letting a camera get a good look at him was nauseating, but not as frightening as Kevin cutting him off" bro's being hunted by the mafia, possibly two or three clans in fact, but the weight of a stick in his hand feels too good if ya pickin up what i'm puttin down.

like, no, kevin doesn't recognize neil. he doesn't remember the wesninski kid at evermore, he can't put the name to the face because the face is so different and the life is not the same. but he recognizes himself. like. he sees so much of himself in neil it would make him sick and mad if he were any more scared or any less obsessed himself. kevin would never drag neil down to the ravens but he'd push him ahead. i'm

i need to scream this in someone's face rn but an update will have to do: kevin saw neil and latched onto him just as neil held onto kevin and his obsession and the way they both got a death grip onto one another for wildly different but essentially the very same reasons makes my head feel like there are worms crawling under my skull and like i can BURST with grief for them jesus FUCKING christ. merry christmas

overdosing on serotonin every page i read so this is as fast as i can go

i just. ive said everything i could possibly say about this book like four years ago or in the years after. and yet. like. no dynamic in the world literature compares to that of the monsters. its a compliment and its a curse

the essays im writing on kandreil on the margins of like every other page deserve a full ride ivy league scholarship i fear

im so sorry to do this to you but i have to remind you that the floor of the fox stadium press room is "white tile with orange paw prints" and bright orange benches and two mismatched doors, one white and the other orange. i just want you to have a mental picture of andrew straddling a bright orange bench. and that floor. thank you

"Neil twisted his fingers through the metal links and wished he could break the fence down. 'Let me in.'" do you guys know that meme with eric andre and a wire fence. you know what im talking about