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Ok so it's not mind blowing but I am reading it fast so... good sign?

I had a feeling he's just a big sweetheart (but also his comebacks are fun)

🤭

I am getting a good feeling about this :)

I got an article suggested to me called: 10 cozy shows to watch if you are a fan of Gilmore Girls' or something like that:

Sullivan's crossing
Firefly lane
Sweet magnolias
the summer I turned pretty
virgin river
Ginny & Georgia
Kane the virgin
Hart of dixie
Bunheads
Never have I ever

a) Do I just watch way too much TV?
b) Do I have a type?
c) I believe at least about half of them are book adaptations, right?

"Exassassians really sucked at risk assessment"

"This is very good, this is some excellent self-pity"

Laughing and crying at the same time because I love them

Hello, my name is Noi, and it has been 4 days, 5 hours, and 23 minutes since my last page read.

This chapter, hurt, and also infuriated and also gave me the creeps and I feel for Natalia so much right now

"You can't fix it, if you pretend it isn't broken"

Why did they need to call me out like that?

Well that was one hell of a start

Ok that was 🥵

“Grief was the final way we had to tell our loved ones that they’d impacted our lives. That we missed them so, so much. And there was nothing wrong with me mourning my mom for the rest of mine, even as I carried her love and her life in my heart. I had to live, but I could also remember along the way. The people we lose take a part of us with them . . . but they leave a part of themselves with us too.”

"My mom who had loved me with her whole heart, who hadn’t been perfect but had always made it known that being perfect was overrated. The woman who had taught me that joy came in all different shapes and sizes and forms . . ." 🥺

Spoiler ahead #5



“We love you—I love you—because you’re mine. Because being around you is like being around the sun. Because seeing you happy makes me happy, and seeing you sad makes me want to do anything I have to to get that look off your face. “I want you to come home…”

Spoiler ahead #4


“You’re mine. Just as much as Am is. Just as much as anybody will ever be.”. “You are a part of us,” he said gruffly. “I told you before, didn’t I?” One of the hands on my cheeks moved, and he took my earlobe between his fingers. “I don’t know how anybody would let you walk away, and it isn’t going to be me. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not ever. Are we clear?”

“Home,” they said at the same time.

Yes I’m crying what about it?

It was at this moment (more like a few chapters ago) that I knew I f***** up, should have gotten the Kindle version along side the audio so I could mark stuff up as I went because this has so many good lines in it

"she deserves better than me..."

She?!? She does? Dude get your head in straight

"... You’re always smiling. Always trying to make things better..."

Spoiler #3


"You’ve got the sweetest, kindest heart, Buddy. It wouldn’t matter what you looked like, you’d still be my angel.”

“Did you know the devil is really a woman?”

Honestly that makes sense

“Decency” was a strong word that usually people the furthest away from being decent would use. Because decent people didn’t use the word as a weapon. ... And I was a decent person. Fuck it. I was a good person. These motherfuckers were the ones who wouldn’t know what decent meant if it backhanded them."

Take her down

Spoiler ahead #2!


“Don’t mistake me giving you space as me not being interested. It’s not every woman I let into my bed, much less into my life, and even more into Amos’s life. Before you, it’d been nobody. So just because I don’t know what your mouth tastes like yet doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about it. Doesn’t mean I’m not going to...”

Spoiler ahead!


“Because . . . I’ve been watching you grow for months. I don’t want to be something you grow around. You were with someone who gave you too much shade before, right? I’d rather us take our time than me stunt where you’re going, who you’re becoming.”

"When you lose enough, you learn to take happiness where you can find it. You don’t wait for it to be handed to you. You don’t expect it in big firework-like displays. You take it in small moments, and sometimes those come shaped in a two-hundred-and-fortyish-pound man going above and beyond. I wanted to understand what was happening. I needed to."

“Sometimes I think I know exactly what you’re going to say . . . and then the exact opposite comes out of your mouth,” he whispered back.

“Don’t tell him I told you, but you make him smile a lot.” There went my heart again. “You look . . . you know, like that, and . . . whatever. I don’t care if you like him, and I don’t care if he likes you. I want him . . . you know . . . to be happy..."

Love this kid