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i am infuriated.

i am INFURIATED. hey at least ivy gained her memory back and she’s still madly in love with emmett am i right🥰. queen mor and bram you traitorous, HEINOUS BITCHES.

“‘have you ever been in love?’ i ask in return. i don’t know what makes me say it.
he nods slowly, like it pains him. ‘just once.’
‘what did it feel like?’ ….
‘like getting run over by a carriage.”

I AM CRYING & I AM INFURIATED. IVY AND BENNETT ARE MEANT TO BE I DONT GIVE A FUCK. YOU KNOW WAHT ETHEL CAIN SAID “IF ITS MEANT TO NE AND IT WILL BE” IT WILL BE. IT WILL💔. FUCK ALL OF YOU.

“i want you to make me forget prince emmett.” WHAT WHAT WHAT??!?!! reading this and listening to ethel cain’s new album is NOT for the weak i repeat, NOT FOR THE WEAK.

“‘i’ll be in hell when i see you on his arm, when i picture you in his bed, but i will watch, and i will burn for the rest of of my life if this id the only way i get to have you.’ … his fingers slip from mine, and it’s over.” the forbidden love is forbidding oh my goodness gracious. hey siri play silver springs 1997 live 😫

“‘i thought you didn’t like me,’ …
he pulls me back enough to look me directly in the eye. ‘like you? ivy benton, i am obsessed with you. it’s going go kill me.’” hey siri play lover you should’ve come over by jeff buckley🫩

i have to see the jeff buckley documentary that comes out tomorrow 😞😞 drag me out of the cinema and you’ll see tears run down my face

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN LADY GREER TRUMMER IS DEAD. SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER WITH JOSEPH ☹️ QUEEN MOR YOU SICK FUCK 💔

what do you mean nick and cassie broke up and they’re “just friends” now .. big news for the unemployed i know but they were so cute together 😞

“he kisses the exact opposite of his brother. he’s not polite at all, it’s like he’s starving for it. emmett de vere you have done it again you sick son of a bitch. the built up chemistry and/or tension, THIS IS WHAT I SIGNED UP FOR THIS YUP UH HUH GOOD SHIT THIS IS SOME GOOD SHIT OH MY DAYS. i should call him..

thinking about the time when stevie nicks said “but never have i been a blue calm sea, i have always been a storm.”

yes i am still tweaking out and/or giggling over words on paper. and yes, i am do not know if i am team emmett or team bram right now. but the yearning and forbidden romance (with ivy and emmett at least) is INTENSE..

happy birthday elliott smith, you were a treasure and always will be

“‘my family never thought i’d make a match, even at the best of times. im awkward and mouthy and not a beauty … how am i supposed to make a prince fall in love with me?’

‘you don’t see yourself very clearly, do you?’

i stop, finally still, but he’s been looking at me the whole time.”

yes i am tweaking, GIGGLING even, out over words on paper. i should call him.🫩

easy white chocolate .. wouldn’t want u to melt …. 😂😅

holy shit i am foaming at the mouth.

im genuinely so excited for autumn

this might be a controversial take but since marrying ted hughes, there wasn’t any quotes that really resonated with me nor made me think “wow, i need a moment to think about this.” basically she got boring 😭😭 (so sorry sylvia i love your fig tree analogy)

“did mothers always try to press on their daughters the itineraries of which they themselves had dreamed? did i?” its not clocking to you that im standing on business (barely) ☹️

started reading this because i left the joan didion book i borrowed from the library 🫩.. also, what made me put off fantasy / romance books for this long?? “the conversation wasn’t that long; whatever she offered, he readily agreed to. then she pulled a dagger from her belt and slashed his palm. the bargain was made.” i love books

im crying for joan

“in fact i did not need to look, nor could i avoid them by not looking: i knew them by heart.”

“oh hungry hungry. i am so hungry for a big smashing creative burgeoning burdened love: i am here; i wait; and he plays on the banks of the river cam like a casual faun.” is this play about me🫩

i think about patti smith and robert mapplethrope daily. i need the illustrated version of just kids 💔💔

i am in desperate need of a bag that can fit the books i want to bring for emotional support🥲

“grief is different. grief has no distance. grief comes in waves, paroxysms, sudden apprehensions that weakens the knees and blind the eyes and obliterate the dailiness of life.” joan did you twist the knife🫩

“i had to believe he was dead all along.
if i did not believe he was dead all along i would have thought i should have been able to save him.”

i love borrowing books from my local library, but then again i would LOVEE to build my own library for my future home

“this entirely meaningless discovery floods me with restored hope, a revived sense of the possible. … when we lose that sense of the possible we lose it fast.” okay i need a minute to ponder thanks ..