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meryn i kinda like u bitch

i feel like if i had to go through bonding trials all the wolves would want me

meryn feeling guilty lee is spending all this coin on her ??? girl make his pockets hurt stfu

not trusting this lee motherfucker as far as i can throw him

i have a feeling that mama’s psychosis ain’t really psychosis and this bitch is a seeer

I GOT BAD FEEEEEEELINGS

MMC is introduced & immediately, brutally kills a man

& here i am like 🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦 all bc this mf is yet another dark haired tattoo’d man

“Joan is so insignificant and yet, look what God had given her. Look at all that God had given her. Look at what no one will ever be able to take away.

i haven’t stopped crying for 20 minutes

“morally compromised” “sexual deviation”

i’m going to scream .

“When Joan looked back at the Earth, she was overwhelmed with her own life‘s meaning- and the fact that the only meaning it *could* have was the meaning she gave it”
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“Joan wanted to go home”

because the meaning of her life was the people she loved pls😭

babies look up at the sky to see where they came from, and adults spend most of their days looking down, convincing themselves if they just get this one thing, they will finally be happy

okay way to make me have an existential crisis

barbara is gonna catch these hands i’m being so fr

but truthfully, reading between the lines, the girl is clearly in an abusive relationship & i’m so sad that joan & frances are paying the price because of it

“I can wake up every single day and choose you, over and over and over again. If you’re in bed next to me, I will take your hand. If you are not, I will go find you. I will spend the rest of my life, if I get that lucky, seeking you out. Not because I promised you or because you’re there. But because I will want to. I will want to be beside you. Every day. Forever.”

I can’t see through my tears 😭😭

YAY JOANIEEEE 🚀✨🪐🔭

i really love them together and i have a looming sense of grief over my head that things are simply too good right now and they won’t stay that way

everybody knows a barbara and it’s fuckinf miserable to know a barbara

“God *is* the universe. The universe is God in action.”
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“What better reason do we have to take care of this earth and everything on it then the knowledge that we are of one another?”

the way joan explains her belief in god as in a belief in the universe has me sitting here slackjawed & emotional

“I don’t know but I…I want to show you every good thing I’ve ever found.”

what a way to say i love you without actually saying it 😭😭😭

“i’m scared i *will* wait forever, and it will kill me. i’m begging you to tell me not to. please. tell me i’m wasting my time. tell me i’m crazy. put me out of my misery, joan. can you do that?”

“i can’t tell you that. and i don’t want to tell you that”

FINALLLLLYYYYYY GIRLS

i am so fucking scared my heart is going to crawl out of my chest

griff telling joan he knows without directly saying it when joan hasn’t even admitted anything to herself yet ugh 😭😭😭😭

i really don’t like joan’s sister

“Don’t kill my dream. Let me think you’re the best astronaut in the class. Can you give me that? Let me think that right now, the wrong woman won, okay? Let the world be as I see it for just tonight. Without too many gray areas and caveats. Where I know I’m mortal but I’m not sure that you’re not a god”

OH SHE IS DOWN BAD.

the tension of them both not outwardly admitting that they’re into eachother is EATING AT ME


GIRLS PLEASE .

“Joan reached out, unaware of herself, filled with terror, to grab Vanessa’s hand. And Vanessa clutched her tightly in return, as if her hand had been searching for Joan’s just the same.”

EEEEEEEE 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

“Admitting you were afraid always took more guts than pretending you weren’t. Being willing to make mistake got you further than never trying. The world had decided that to be fallible was weak. But we are all fallible. The strong ones are the ones who accept it.”

“She was trying to prove that she could be just like a man to all of them. To Jimmy. To Lydia. Because the world had decided that to be soft was to be weak, even though in Joan’s experience being soft and flexible was always more durable than being hard and brittle.

sprinkling some mythology into here oh tjr you know me

“bravery is being unafraid of something other people are afraid of. courage is being afraid, but strong enough to do it anyway.”

“oh,” joan said.

“neither of us are particularly brave right now, but both of us are going to be courageous.”

“to look up at the nighttime sky is to become a part of a long line of people throughout human history who looked above at that same set of stars. it is to witness time unfolding”

wait what a gorgeous way to put this into perspective 😭✨

SOMEBODY SEDATE ME !!!!!!