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‘But at some point, you have to recognize that you have no control over anybody and you have to step back and be ready to catch them when they fall and that’s all you can do. It feels like throwing yourself to sea. Or, maybe not that. Maybe it’s more like throwing someone you love out to sea and then praying they float on their own, knowing they might well drown and you’ll have to watch.’

‘You can’t love someone back to health and you can’t hate someone back to health and no matter how right you are about something, it doesn’t mean they will change their mind.’

‘I spent the hours of the day we weren’t onstage trying to repair my wounds and it was like I was pulling them back open every night.’

‘And see his big hands with his swollen knuckles playing the piano in front of me and to be singing, from the very bottom of my heart, that I ached for him to love me back.’

‘The vulnerability, the rawness.’

Billy don’t fuck it up again

Work through pain.

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LMFAO Billy throwing out drugs from the vending machine out the window and calling it rock n roll

‘No matter who you love, they will break your heart along the way.’

‘Passion is….it’s fire. And fire is great, man. But we’re made of water. Water is how we keep living. Water is what we need to survive. My family was my water. I picked water. I’ll pick water every time.’

‘My mind wasn’t going to change. I’ve been judged for it every time I’ve said it but I’ll keep saying it: I never wanted to be another. I never wanted children.’ IM SO GLAD THIS IS BEING REPRESENTED BUT I WILL PUNCH THE WRITER IF KAREN ENDS UP “CHANGING HER MIND”😭

‘This dread just seeped into me. It was like it started at my head and filled my whole body.’

‘And when you rediscover your sanity, it’s only a matter of time before you start to get an inkling of why you wanted to escape it in the first place.’

‘It’s funny. At first, I think you start getting high to dull your emotions, to escape from them. But after a while you realize that the drugs are what are making your life untenable, they are actually what are heightening every emotion you have. It’s making your heartbreak harder, your good times higher. So coming down really does start to feel like rediscovering sanity.’ Go Daisy (:!!

‘But if you want to rip peoples hearts out of their chests, bring Daisy back down to earth and have her sing her own songs. There’s nothing like it.’

‘Where’s Niccolò?’
‘That period of my life is over.’

‘He wasn’t gonna kill me but he would let me die.’

‘I looked at him and my heart just sank.’ Thats what I’m feeling reading these 2 pages right here, Daisy

‘And I thought, I want to be normal.’

My stomachs dropping 😦

‘I think it was around the southern leg of the tour that you could tell Daisy was…I don’t know. Losing it. She was forgetting some of the words to the songs.’

‘Dream big, little bird. Love, Daisy.’

‘I stared right at him, and I could feel my breath growing really hot. I could feel my chest expanding up and down. I felt like a lion, like I was capable of destroying him. But I closed my eyes and I stared at the back of my own eyelids and I said, ‘Please do not print that.’ I love Billy’s progress.

‘Then it all just started pouring out of her.’

‘Oh, the tangled messes I’ve created in my life.’

‘Because I thought love was this thing that was supposed to tear you in two and leave you heartbroken and make your heart race in the worst way. I thought love was bombs and tears and blood..I thought love was war…I thought that the other type of love…I thought that was for other types of people.’

‘He was like a bird chirping in her ear, validating every impulse.’

‘Handsome men that tell you what you want to hear are almost always liars.’

At one point, I said, ‘You must think I’m crazy.’
And he said, ‘My Daisy, everything about you makes perfect sense to me.’