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i’m not ok

oh goodness me i’m scared to know how this book ends

SCREAMING

“It's exhilarating and terrifying at the same time because I know that in this moment, he has the power to break me.
And I'd let him.”

AHHHH

“Good gods, I don't even reach his collarbone. He's massive. He has to be more than four inches over six feet tall.”

hehehehhe

“the moon glows using light from the sun. it’s like the moon and sun chase each other from night to day, only to miss one another every time”
“we’ll, if i’m the moon, would that make u the sun?”
“i’m not the sun”
“you are to me”
😭😭😭😭

give me patience to read this book

“They did nothing—other than subjecting us to complete nothingness. For, as is well known, nothing on earth puts more pressure on the human mind than nothing. Locking each of us into a total vacuum, a room hermetically sealed off from the outside world, instead of beating us or exposing us to cold—this was meant to create an internal pressure that would finally force our lips open”

“And, actually, isn’t it damn easy to think you’re a great man if you aren’t troubled by the slightest notion that a Rembrandt, Beethoven, Dante, or Napoleon ever existed?”

“Want is a kind of thief. It's a door in your heart, and once you know it's there, you'll spend your life longing for whatever's behind it.”

i’m too emotional rn

"What if I'm bad at it?" I ask. "Being a parent.
He sweeps my hair back from my neck. "You won't be."
"You don't know that," I say.
"I do," he says.
"How?" I say.
"Because you're good at loving," he says. "And that's all you have to do."

tears

“So much of life is waiting for more of him, and even that torture is bliss.”

“he’s trying to make one night sound like a mere accumulation of minutes. i know better. when we’re together, time never moves at a normal pace”

“Go to your happy place, Harriet, I think desperately, only to realize I'm literally in my happy place, and he. Is. Here.
The very last person I expected to see.
The very last person I want to see.
Wyn Connor.
My fiancé.”

IM READYYYY

“What did he do to you?” Jacks’s jaw tensed when he saw the blood staining her lips.”

any book that has this line in it usually wins my heart

“And it struck her how intimate words could be, how they could be spoken only once, for only one person, and they would never be heard again, they would disappear like a moment, gone almost as soon as you realized they were there.”

“It hurts, Jacks.”
“I know, love. I’m going to take you somewhere safe.”

brb fangirling