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e.l.e.c (emma) and Max
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May 01, 2012 02:22AM
"Which means we have 2 to 3 months plan before i get somewhat fat." She said watching him. "Jesse i know you dont want to talk about this but.. i want to marry you and i want it to be before our child is born."
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She sighed, she opened the car door for him then went around to her side and got in.
She started the car and drove home straight away..
he kissed her cheek out of nowhere as they drove
Indi felt a smile appear although she was somewhat upset.
He had an idea "what about next month the thirteenth"
"to get married" he said "the thirteenth next month"
"Nothing i just.. you really want to?"
"my brother your family who ever you want to come"
Indi held his hand. "I dont mind, just want you." She said.
He rested his head lightly on her shoulder as she drove "I am sorry for what I've put you through and now you have to stay home just cause of me"
She looked at him softly then back to the road. "Honestly i dont mind staying home but.. yeah youve put me threw hell, Jesse do you actually understand that no matter how many times you try help someone else its not your fault theyre in that mess.. and do you understand im always going to be with you, you cant push me away."
"I know I'm not trying to push you away I'm really just... I don't know I know I'm a mess but thanks" he said still resting on her shoulder
"Jesse your not a mess, but your not perfect although your perfect for me." She said now parking the car outside his house, she looked at him on her shoulder. "You scare me, a lot, only because you get yourself im mess that you shouldnt have gotten into."
He was about to come clean and tell her but held himself and simply nodded "I still don't get why you stick with me when I do this"
Indi kept watching him, she shrugged. "I dont know, i guess... i guess i just know your always going to tell me the truth and never hide secrects."
Those words felt like a big punch I the stomach he had to tell her "I'm the reason all those people are dead" he said
Indi looked at him. "Its not your fault" She said. "You couldnt help prevent what happened and you couldnt help save them all."
"I am the one who set up the fight" he said tears he was holding back threatening to surface
He nodded sadly "when my brother was sent to prison I made a pledge to fight for them if they protected him but they were gonna get me killed so I had to set that up I wanted to live I don't want to die" he said tears streaming down his cheeks
"I dont get it." She said taking a few breathes. "Y.. I dont get what you mean. what pledge?"
"I promised I'd do it" he said ashamed
P"fight for them" he repeated
"I had to fight or Aaron would have died" he said simply
He said in a frustrated tone "don't you get it! I set up that fight so they wouldn't have sufficient numbers o go into another fight aka they're all dead"
She got a bit scared by what he did, she bit herblip. "you mean... You did that do they would die?"
"so they would die yes but not out of hate they were going to kill me after the fight and I knew it so it was supposed to be a suprise atttack but I warned the other gang so they would die and I wouldn't"
Indi kept taking big breathes to get it in her head. "yo... You didn't to protect yourself and your brother. Baby they were bad guys.. What you did was wrong but it was also right. Please i still love you"
