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message 1: by Megamarie (new)

Megamarie Hey! I'm Megamarie. I am alone. But I know that I exist. I need others to justify my existence. Let me know that there's someone like me here. Let me know that I am not alone.


message 2: by Magenta (new)

Magenta Periwinkle (magenta_periwinkle) | 2 comments Being aware of being, if I not only know that I am but also that I know it then I belong to the human race, all the rest follows the glory thought, poetry, a vision of the universe. -Vladimir Nabakov.


message 3: by [deleted user] (new)

heya I am thinner, and I've tried to kill myself twice before, I cut, I starve myself, I have axiety-attacks, I stayed in a hospital for 7 days, through 2013 new years (which sucks) i still cut and starve myself, only diffrence is i am on medication sooo yerp


message 4: by Orc (last edited Feb 28, 2013 02:09PM) (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments Hey, I'm Lily.
I've had anger issues since I was quite young and have bitten, scratched, beaten and cut myself as an outlet since before I even knew what self harm was.
I am paranoid and go through phases of pushing myself to hard so I am physicly injured and periods of lacking the will to even move.
I switch between being overly self absorbed to the point of almost narcasism and being unable to look at my own body without feeling nauseous freaquently.

I'm so sick of and apathetic to life I'm physically exaughsted by it.

I don't even remember how honest my smiles are anymore.


message 5: by [deleted user] (new)

Limo! *huggles*


message 6: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments [hugs] Seri...


message 7: by [deleted user] (new)

how are you sweety? whats wrong???


message 8: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments I'm a bit battered.
More importantly...
Were you telling the truth about your eating the other day?

I won't be angry, I promise, I just need to know the truth.


message 9: by [deleted user] (new)

I'm Ollie.
I'm lonely
I have no one
my parents are abusive
I'm bullied
I'm really fucked up in the head, I've been diagnosed with loads of mental health shit
I try to kill myself frequently
I self harm constantly
fuck me


message 10: by [deleted user] (new)

Lime - ♓andmaid to T♓e Condesce wrote: "I'm a bit battered.
More importantly...
Were you telling the truth about your eating the other day?

I won't be angry, I promise, I just need to know the truth."


I was


message 11: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments 8/


message 12: by [deleted user] (new)

what!? what is wrong sweety?


message 13: by [deleted user] (new)

she cares about you, people get mad at you if you lie about something serious


message 14: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments The post you first put on this group, the one I see when I scroll up, was posted on my birthday.

You have no idea how scared I am about you... 8(


message 15: by [deleted user] (new)

ahh sorry sweety


message 16: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments I don't want to worry that on top of everything, you don't trust me. 8(

Sorry if I sound naggy, I'm hungry.


message 17: by [deleted user] (new)

i do trust you love


message 18: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments [hugs] I know, I'm just stupid ok...


message 19: by [deleted user] (new)

no your not, your just hurting, i understand


message 20: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments I wish you didn't have to understand... 8(


message 21: by [deleted user] (new)

but then i would not be able to help you, and i wouldnt be whom i am today


message 22: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments Maybe you're right... It's the tough shit that give us a personality I guess. [snuggles]


message 23: by [deleted user] (new)

ya *snugglez*


message 24: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments 8)


message 25: by [deleted user] (new)

meow~ :3


message 26: by [deleted user] (new)

nyan!! :3 so kawaii, u guys r all friendy and shit!!! ^_^


message 27: by [deleted user] (new)

^^


message 28: by [deleted user] (new)

I have to go know! byes~ loves ay Limo *hugz*


message 29: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments 83 we gotta stick together.


message 30: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments Bye bye seri 8(


message 31: by [deleted user] (new)

i am back~


message 32: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments [hugs] how are you~?


message 33: by [deleted user] (new)

okay


message 34: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments 8/


message 35: by [deleted user] (new)

you?


message 36: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments meh... I managed a consistant not wanting to kill anyone attitude all day.


message 37: by [deleted user] (new)

ahh that good i guess


message 38: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments Mmhmmm, yeah, I guess.


message 39: by [deleted user] (new)

;P


message 40: by [deleted user] (new)

*huggles* i luv Limo!!!!!!!!!!!!


message 41: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments ^///^ [cuddles]


message 42: by [deleted user] (new)

^^ yays!


message 43: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments [snuggle]


message 44: by [deleted user] (new)

^^


message 45: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments Ugh... That moment, when your dad pretty much blackmails you into eating a cake that makes you nauseous to look at...


message 46: by [deleted user] (new)

humm?


message 47: by [deleted user] (new)

yeah, that sucks...


message 48: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments "Come on Lily we have a birthday cake for you!"
"Can it wait...?"
"Uh, no. We made the effort to get you a cake. The least you can do is eat it."

Thankyou dad. Thanks. A lot.

You don't remember that one:
I hate my birthday
Two: I don't even like cake
Three: you didn't have to fucking get me one.

But nope.

I'm ungrateful for feeling sickened by un necessary food that is both worsening my skin and fucked up metabolism.

I'm also grateful for the reminder that I'm a terrible person who should burn in hell for not wanting the cake my father spent his well earned money on. It must have cost him sooo much. It's not like he can afford it, he only has four fucking flat screens in the house and three smaller TVs. I mean, beggars live more luxuriously.

Ugh... I still feel sick from eating that revolting thing.


message 49: by [deleted user] (new)

hummm thats is nasty :\


message 50: by Orc (new)

Orc (orcgoth) | 37 comments Yeah. My dad is the fucking king of messing with my head.

"I have anger issues!"
"No you don't, you're being a stroppy little brat, grow up."

"I'm paranoid!"
"You're just looking for attention."

"I have all the symptoms for aspergers."
"No you just want to be different."

I hate it!
I can't trust my fucking dad!
He fucking hates his screw up daughter and wishes she was a nice, normal little girl.


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