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message 1: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
20+∞ Century Boys

In this big world, shattered into nothingness
In this era without dreams, I softly, softly draw breath...
Shrunken by my own helplessness...
I asked myself always and forever what meaning there is in a life that only dies in the end

What can I possibly do?
Having dreams for the sake of dreams...are you laughing at me for being this way​?

Coming Century 20+∞ Century Boys
Change the future, dreams and despair held in both hands...
Dream come true. 20+∞ Century Boys
Those of us who dream and disgrace ourselves, we'll wake up again
Thrown this way and that
My heart and your story...surely, surely, this is not the end
Don't cling to my knees anymore
Don't hurt yourself, listen more and more

What can I possibly do?
Singing just for you...are you laughing at me for being this way?

Coming Century 20+∞ Century Boys
Change the future, with deafening volume
Dream come true. 20+∞ Century Boys
In the distant future...what color will the sun in the sky be?

More than not having dreams at all
It's much better to cry and be hurt for the sake of dreaming...that's what I think for sure

Now...even if I were to die, the world wouldn't change at all
But, you see...by continuing to live, I'll change the future for sure

Coming Century 20+∞ Century Boys
Change the future, dreams and despair held in both hands...
Dream come true. 20+∞ Century Boys
Those of us who dream and disgrace ourselves, we'll wake up again

Coming Century 20+∞ Century Boys
Change the future, with deafening volume
Dream come true. 20+∞ Century Boys
In the distant future...what color will the sun in the sky be?

More than not having dreams at all
It's much better to cry and be hurt for the sake of dreaming...that's what I think for sure


message 2: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (last edited Feb 14, 2011 04:20PM) (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Ai No Baka (Love Fool)

I don't believe in love or anything like that...I'm still sorry, you know! And now...
If it makes me cry like this, I think that I'm just love's fool
Love, what's that, love, what's that anyway...

I haven't lost anything, comfortable with my solitude
I have no one anywhere I can trust, and the desolation of loneliness
Keeps turning round and round, round and round...

The month I was apart from you, I thought about all sorts of things
Being fond of you still, even now, really is disgraceful, you know...
Praising your last girlfriend, comparing me to her
What was so fun about that anyway? What were you telling me?

Love's fool! Don't leave me...
Love's fool! Don't leave me...
Love's fool! Don't leave me...love's fool!

I don't believe in love or anything like that...I'm still sorry, you know! And now...
If it makes me cry like this, I think that I'm just love's fool
Love, what's that, love, what's that anyway...

Though it would be nice to forget you quickly and find someone else
I'm still waiting for you to call...I really am miserable after all...
What about this "ill-tempered, selfish, moody example of a woman"
Did you like so much anyway? Why do I still like you, even now?

Love's fool! Don't leave me...
Love's fool! Don't leave me...
Love's fool! Don't leave me...love's fool!


message 3: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Aishitenai (I do not Love)

"Do you love me?...Do you love me?..."
So much I cannot say
More than you'll ever know...

The trees that lined the road we had to walk
In your small room
You closed your eyes, as if today was your last...
It seemed so short...those days that shined brighter than any others....and you cried

The end of summer...
The slightly cold rain...
It's a night just like the one where the two of us happened to meet
You, with your tenderness, and I, with my habit of making myself seem tough
Just like back then...

"I don't love you..." "I love you..."
"Hey, um..." "Come here..."
What's the matter? Do you not need to be kind anymore?
Don't cry...do that in secret...
Ah...I can't take this anymore...I love you...
I just can't say goodbye...

The unmistakable circumstances
Feeling the distance between us
Kissing somewhere, coldly Were you afraid?
As if my very breath would stop at this sign of our farewell
It's too quiet...plugging my ears...

"Leave me be..." "I can't leave you..."
"Let me go..." "I can't give you back..."
More than that...since it's become so painful, don't hold me close...
Don't cry...do that in secret...
Ah...I can't take this anymore...I love you...
I just can't say goodbye...

"I don't love you..." "I love you..."
"Hey, um..." "Come here..."
What's the matter? Do you not need to be kind anymore?
Don't cry...do that in secret...
Ah...I can't take this anymore...I love you...
I'm so wretched...I can't make the tears stop anymore...
Kiss me...embrace me...
Hey...please...don't leave me...
Share in my feelings...whisper to me...

"I love you...I love you...."
So much I cannot say
More than you'll ever know...and more...


message 4: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Aitai (I want to Meet)

In a classroom with a view of the buildings
Our desks were lined up
As we spent the same years together
I learned a little English,
Some basketball, and
How to fall in love from you

Even after we graduated, you
Still treated me like a child, didn't you
"I might go far away", you said
Half laughing, half seriously
Embracing me

On a winter night, when the low clouds parted
Just like a dream
You died

We'll go to the sea again this year
We'll see a ton of movies together
You promised me, didn't you?
You promised me, didn't you?
I want to see you...

Walking along the beach
Suddenly giving up and going back
All alone on the seashore
Not knowing if I want to be angry or if I want to cry
I keep walking

Suddenly looking toward a voice calling for me
If he were you
If only it was you
Take hold of my shoulders trying to stay strong
Scold me and tell me I'm being a fool
Kiss me gently
Tell me it's all a lie and embrace me
I want to see you...

Tell me maybe you'll go far away
Please, don't leave me all alone
Hold me tightly
Keep on living, here next to me

We'll go to the sea again this year
We'll see a ton of movies together
You promised me, didn't you?
You promised me, didn't you?
I want to see you...


message 5: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Anata (You)

If I would have built a house
I would have built a small house, I suppose
With big windows and a small door
In the room, there's an old fireplace, too
Deep red roses and white pansies
Beside the puppy is you, you
I want you here with me
That was my dream, you know
My darling, where are you now

Spread out on the blue carpet
We live together, amused and laughing
Outside the house, a boy is playing
And beside that boy is you, you
I want you here with me
That was what both of us wished for, you know
My darling, where are you now

Then, I'm knitting some lace
Beside me is...beside me is...
You, you...I want you here with me

Then, I'm knitting some lace
Beside me is...beside me is...
You, you...I want you here with me


message 6: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (last edited Feb 14, 2011 08:49PM) (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Beautiful Name

Today, the children spread their small hands wide again
Calling the light, the breeze, and their friends to them

Someone answers them from somewhere
Shouting that child's name
A name, that is a life that glows
There's only one on this single earth for each person
Every child has a beautiful name
A beautiful name, a beautiful name
A name that can call to you, a wonderful name

Today, the children's voices singing
Are undoubtedly enveloping the huge world
The sadness of the children who are alone
Melts away with the names of their companions
A name, that is a life that glows
There's only one on this single earth for each person

Someone answers them from somewhere
Shouting that child's name
A name, that is a life that glows
There's only one on this single earth for each person
Only one for each person
Only one for each person
Only one for each person

Every child has a beautiful name
A beautiful name, a beautiful name
A name that can call to you, a wonderful name

No matter the child, their unique life shines
A name that can call to you, a wonderful name

Every child has a beautiful name
A beautiful name, a beautiful name


message 7: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Bit Stupid

Irony My Honey Hold on just a second! Are you coming over now?! I can't say no
Quietly Evenly If you turn around the company take out beckons

Suddenly I'm sorry "Something came up at work" Though I'm busy petting the cat
Stop! Make up! Hurry up! Though I get to come back home after cheating on you, I do no more than kiss you

For now, I survey the room, from here on in it's do or die
Is the toilet paper torn?! Are there pictures from the photo booth stuck up everywhere?!
No long hair fell on the floor, the scent of her perfume is gone as well
Well how about that?! It's OK! I've pulled off the perfect crime!

Well, I mean...well you see...this is a biological thing...just the actions of the male psychology
Don't you know? Understand? Of course, I can't help it, so that's an excuse, right?

Don't worry Take it easy "Welcome home" I've destroyed all the evidence, there's not a trace
The lip stick OH! Boo! Sit! It's not hers, is it?! The goddess's judgement isn't ever half-assed

Politely setting up all the sincerity and lies with all that I have
Occasionally showing my strength, being defensive's not the way to go
Am I talking way too much? With a face that reveals everything
Can you crack any case?! Are you a master detective?!

No way...could it be...it's some genetic thing...like a female sixth sense, some kind of instinct?!
Unbelieve. I don't know. By now it's way too late Not even using tears can make this go away?

I didn't mean to cheat on you, It's not that it's any better than being here with you
I'm not just kissing your ass, won't you listen to just one thing?
Though it's just a little quibble, and I do flirt quite a lot
In the end, of course you are so very precious to me

Since the place I return is you and you alone, don't be so steaming mad
If my eyes stray only now and then, I'm just a guy, and a little bit isn't so bad, is it?
Don't you know? Understand? It's a biological thing...just the actions of the male psychology
I love you. Please believe! Please forgive me! I still have two chances left


message 8: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Black Cherry

Moonlight Shadow in solitary
It's just that I'm so thirsty...
The fruit I've sunk my teeth into...
Ravishes me with its sweet, sweet, but deadly poison

Black Cherry...make love to me, give yourself to me
You have to leave your seed to be reborn inside of me...
It's all right if you don't love me...since I don't love you
Don't make me more wretched than this...

The two of us, with this history...it's just a petty fling on the way to something else
Your heart remains a mystery...the number of tears I've shed only account for the nights I spent in your embrace

Red Rouge on your shirt collar
To kiss and swallow words so deeply...
Incanto Shine...a fragrance that's not mine [1]
I can't believe...the movement of those hips
Yet, Ecstasy, Replicate
While you make the wings I prayed for tremble
An obvious scandal, lips studied so closely
Slowmotion impressed upon me...

Don't stop kiss me! I can't be apart from you...
Don't stop kiss me! But, I can't forgive you...AH~ Come inside me!
Black Cherry...make love to me, give yourself to me
Leave your seed inside of me!
It's all right if you don't love me...since I don't love you
Make me wretched like this!

Forbidden Territory...I can never break away now
I feel it, Black Cherry....I can't forget the lingering sensation of your kiss

Don't stop kiss me! I can't be apart from you...
Don't stop kiss me! But, I can't forgive you...AH~ Come inside me!
Black Cherry...make love to me, give yourself to me
Leave your seed inside of me!
It's all right if you don't love me...since I don't love you
Make me wretched like this!
Black Cherry, give it to me...
Black Cherry, give me more...
Even though the truth is I've always loved you...

Our short History...it's just a petty fling on the way to something else
With this, Finally...though...once in a while, remember me like this...


message 9: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Dragon Carnival

On a wooded hill, the first song was sung of an endlessly deep forest
An El Dorado, protected by the gods; a Dragon Carnival dancing in the sky
Animal cries resounding in a sea of trees to an unexplored land shut out by darkness
I can't stand idle anymore, we're hunters on a quest to chase our dreams

How much farther until dawn breaks?
How much farther will we struggle on?
How much farther until I can become strong?
How much farther until I can meet you?

In a distant memory, the dreams I had in my younger days have not vanished
Wouldn't it be great if you and I, the two of us, could make them come true?
Don't hesitate when it comes to the things you believe in, take the hand I've offered to you
After this moment, wouldn't it be great if everything began right now?

Your small worries and big expectations, take them with open arms
People can't do anything alone, you know, no one's really strong after all
From now on, won't you join us, in our quest to pursue our legend?
I can't wait around anymore, I can't control the throbbing in my chest

This world has no end
This world is wrapped in mystery
This world is full of encounters
This world gives us our dreams

Just one legend, a story without limits
Wouldn't it be great if you and I, the two of us, could write it together?
No matter how time passes, we'll always have our dreams
I want to be a traveler searching for the El Dorado in my own heart

How much farther will my hand reach?
How much farther until my dreams come true?
How much farther until dawn breaks?
How much farther until I can become strong?
How much farther until I can meet you?

In a distant memory, the dreams I had in my younger days have not vanished
Wouldn't it be great if you and I, the two of us, could make them come true?
Don't hesitate when it comes to the things you believe in, take the hand I've offered to you
After this moment, wouldn't it be great if everything began right now?
No matter how time passes, we'll always have our dreams
I want to be a traveler searching for the El Dorado in my own heart


message 10: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Winter's Illusion

Your picture is laughing
With that smile I loved
As November's dawn broke
You began your journey to Heaven...
I stuffed my hands into my shirt, weakened by the cold
Since it made you so cheerful, I loved winter...

Flurries of snow, don't stop falling
Don't vanish in the palm of my hand
Since our too-fickle lives cross over one another
With a wavering voice and shaking hands
I'm still searching for you

Since I'm such a crybaby and a coward
I have to find you soon
Even though it should have been nowhere to be found
The scent of winter came upon me
While complaining with "it's so cold..." as if I were utterly a child
Since I was clinging to you, I loved winter...

I can't find you
So torn by the pain I can't sleep
"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm searching for you still
If there is a God somewhere
If miracles really do happen
If just one of my wishes can come true
Let me see you just once more
Since even if it's just an illusion, it's okay...

Flurries of snow, don't stop falling, don't vanish in the palm of my hand
In vain...my voice is unbearable
Even if it's just in a dream, I don't care, I want to see you again
I want to gently offer my warmth to you
I can't find you
So torn by the pain I can't sleep
"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm trying to move on, little by little
But I won't forget you
If there are tears, I will not shed them
Since you live on in my heart
Reflected in this white scenery
Just like your smile that day...


message 11: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Hatsukoi (First Love)

The rains of early spring are emerald green
They make me so sorrowful, these afternoons alone
Falling in love, being lonely
These feelings that didn't reach you burned inside
The first loves where you cannot say "I like you"
Are a deeply troubled heart
You were there, running in the schoolyard after school
I always looked for you there, from afar
It's just a superficial dream, so it can never leave my heart

The glow of the sunset is the color of apricots
On the way home alone, I whistle to myself
The only thing I can't do is call out your name
I looked so intently at the heart so captivated by you, you know
The first loves where you cannot say "I like you"
Are a deeply troubled heart
Like a pool of water disturbed by flower petals blown by the wind
Trying to write the word "love"
I trembled, back then
It's just a superficial dream, so it can never leave my heart


message 12: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Ihoujin (Foreigner)


The children look toward the sky, spreading both hands wide
As if to reach for the birds, the clouds, and even dreams themselves
That image was myself, who before yesterday knew nothing at all
I believed that those fingers would reach you
On the other side of earth and sky
The way to call to a traveler from the past
When it comes to you, I'm just a passerby
A foreigner who just tried to look back, just a little

In the waves of people off to market, I leave my body behind
Wandering in the slow swaying of the paved street corners
Voices of prayer, a distorted sound, a clamor like someone's singing
The innocent mornings I spend in my being left behind

The journey through time is a mysterious road
That somehow buries the wounds of the heart
A letter with just the word "Goodbye" that I hesitantly keep writing
After which, I'm just a foreigner, too overwrought with grief
After which, I'm just a foreigner, too overwrought with grief


message 13: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Jigsaw

Humans full of their greed
Make no sacrifices
Giving's never a deed
They want more than they need
Humans are so sinful
Acts like they love justice
Hold grudge against the others
They hold none for themselves

Forfeit a blessed life
You threat to take your life
Waste blood to drag people's eyes
(But) hesitate to follow through
Not knowing life as a matter
A child conceiving another
Conceiving just to smother
How can you still stay alive ?

If you're alive now
Tell me your voice, your truth
If you are not lying...

I'm dreaming a nightmare
Can it be that your love is for yourself
Tell me that I am wrong
I'm dreaming a nightmare
Your love's not for the ones you say you love
Admit it, it's for yourself

Humans they are all weak
They hate going through pain
Don't love, you only feign
To justify their misdeeds

For the weak you claim to fight
But the cry is just a guise
Your own sins you just deny
Who are you to judge a crime ?
You lecture animal rights
(And) Consume their flesh in delight
For Earth you'd put up a fight
(But) Harm from burning never ends

I'm dreaming a nightmare
Can it be that your love is for yourself ?
Tell me that I am wrong
I'm dreaming a nightmare
You just love yourself, acting like the good
Tell me that I am wrong

I want to play my game
Can you sacrifice your soul, fame and pride ?
In the name of justice
I want to play my game
Can you sacrifice love for righteousness ?
Are you not so sure now ?

That's what makes humans so weak

I'm dreaming a nightmare
Can it be that your love is for yourself
Tell me that I am wrong
I'm dreaming a nightmare
Your love's not for the ones you say you love
Admit it, it's for yourself

I want to play my game
Can you sacrifice (your) future, soul and gold ?
For the ones that you love
I want to play my game
Can you stand for love ?
As you turn your back, back against righteousness

I know I can't, I'm only human


message 14: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (last edited Feb 16, 2011 01:58PM) (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Koi Hitoyo (Night Of Passion)

The first night you showed yourself to me
Your hair soaking wet
My heart wept
While I held you close
Falling in my loneliness over and over again

With just my lips alone, probably
I can't give you an answer
Even though I believe in my fevered skin

Closing my eyes, I thought
My prayers had been answered, in that instant...
Unfailingly, I still have a deep love for you

I don't know, I don't know, what has become of me
Endlessly, endlessly, my quivering heart
Going mad in your arms, I want to be broken completely
How deeply should I care for you? There's no end to my tears, but why?

The tips of my fingernails
Fall down the back of your shirt
Like a dizzying storm, I call for you

As if I've found what I'm looking for, I grasp you
The warmth I was sure I had, back then...
Unfailingly, my love still burns for you
It's so painful, so painful, this hoarse voice

It's suffocating, suffocating, this night that won't fade away
A blessed dream where we can be together, I don't want to be part of those lies
How strong should I become? Strong enough to break free of this pain

I don't know, I don't know, what has become of me
Endlessly, endlessly, my quivering heart
Going mad in your arms, I want to be broken completely
How deeply should I care for you? There's no end to my tears, but why?


message 15: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Kokoro No Iro (Color of the Heart)

From the other side of the receiver I can hear your tearful voice
You've lost someone
Fluttering about the city
You're like the yellow swallows, aren't you
Don't let this taint your heart

The ascending sunrise, raise your face to it for me
Return to yourself again
No matter when, I'm here for you
So go and meet the morning sun
Walk through the springtime, live through the heat of today
Walk through the summer, and then a lullaby
If you know of kindness, then you can meet it laughing

Your thin voice, vanishing in a noisy crowd
You loved someone
When it became sincere
I saw you with those yellow swallows
Letting it all go

The burning sunset, start singing for me
Those distant, innocent days
If you look back, I'm here for you
So dance in the evening sun
Walk to the north, live through the cold of today
Walk to the west, and then a lullaby
If you know of loneliness, you can love someone

Sunrise...meet the morning sun
Sunset...dance in the evening sun
If you know of kindness, surely you can meet it laughing

Sunrise...meet the morning sun
Sunset...dance in the evening sun
If you know of loneliness, surely you can love someone

Sunrise...meet the morning sun
Sunset...dance in the evening sun
If you know of kindness, surely you can meet it laughing

Sunrise...meet the morning sun
Sunset...dance in the evening sun
If you know of loneliness, surely you can love someone


message 16: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Matsuwa (I'll Wait for You)

That child shaking you off cutely
Saying "I must not be good enough, huh"
I said that over and over again, then
Living was so painful
Coming and going and passing me by
The love of you and I
Someday, somewhere
We'd be able to be bound together
That was my never ending dream
The vast blue sky
It belongs to no one
A single cloud blown by the wind
Drifts by, and is pushed away

I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you forever
Even if you
Never look back for me again
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you forever
Until the day
Another rejects you

Enough that it's sad
In front of you I always
Show the clown that jokes around
Who doesn't have tears to cry
Even if I try saying it halfheartedly
Obviously kidding around
The times when I'm alone
The tears fall in secret
No one can see
Into my heart
But I wanted you alone
To understand it

I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you forever
Even if you
Never look back for me again
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you forever
If only I can keep finding you there

I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you forever
Even if you
Never look back for me again
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you forever
Until the day
Another rejects you


message 17: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Monochrome Venus

I want to forget I'm amusing myself
I want to forget I've been in a false love until now

You passed me by in your car
The profile of your face even thinner than it was that day
Surely, it was you

Even though I threw myself into the view of your back mirror
As if you didn't notice at all, you disappeared into the city
Even if my loneliness changed to hatred
I still believed in the day I would be able to meet you again
In the corner of my heart

It was too quiet, every day
I cried out with the pain of suddenly coming across you again

I closed off my heart, you are Venus
Surely if the two of us could return to before that day
We would be able to love one another more than before

Reflected in the show window, I am alone
Just like an old picture, you're not here
Even though I'm looking for something now
It's too far away, and we became a couple who could no longer gaze at one another
The seasons change

I want to forget I'm amusing myself
I want to forget I've been in a false love until now
I closed off my heart, you are Venus
The profile of your face even thinner than it was that day
Surely, it was you


message 18: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Murder Licence

Can't You feel? This beat is changing.
Blood can't stop. My heart, my soul cries.
Don't stop me! I wanna change.
You understand? You changed me.

Can't you feel? The weight of your crime.
I'm just tired. Did you pull the trigger?
In that Way. You should escape.
A broken thing is never restored.

I'll never forgive your mind. Break Down

Scream in a dream.
Where is your justice?
Just say it now!
Don't cry. Close your eyes.
It drives me crazy.
Get out of my sight.
I hate your guts.
Give me, Murder Licence.

I'll never forgive your mind. Break Down

Can't you feel? The weight of your crime.
I'm just tired. Did you pull the trigger?
In that Way. You should escape.
A broken thing is never restored.

I'll never forgive your mind. Break Down

Scream in a dream.
Where is your justice?
Just say it now!
Don't cry. Close your eyes.
It drives me crazy.
Get out of my sight.
I hate your guts.
Give me, Murder Licence.

I'll never forgive your mind. Break Down

Can't You feel? This beat is changing.
Blood can't stop. My heart, my soul cries.
Don't stop me! I wanna change.
You understand? You changed me.


message 19: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Nemuri Hime (Sleeping Beauty)

I grew a little stronger with every smile you gave
Smile for me once more

Hey, your long eyelashes and hair are beautiful
Hey, I love your dimples and teeth when you smile
Hey, I want to touch the heart lying deep within your tender eyes
Hey, even now, I still want to know why you cried that day

Let me hear your voice a little…show me what you see

I grew a little stronger with every smile you gave
I loved the joyful look on your face every time I said, “I love you”
Someday, when we’re reborn a miracle might happen
We could meet again, but being with you now means more to me
Smile for me once more

Hey, it’s smelling like the sun so I’ll open the window a little
Hey, I can’t do anything for you but I’ll never let go of your hand

Can you hear me? I’m here…can you feel it? I’m right beside you

I grew a little stronger with every smile you gave
This time I want to be the one who makes your smile blossom
With the words we loved the most
I shouldn’t show any tears every time I say, “I love you”
We’ll take our time
I grew a little stronger with your smile
I’ll always take your hand and tell you, “I love you, I love you, I love you”
Smile for me once more

Hey, your long eyelashes and hair are beautiful
Hey, I could see you smile a little as the soft wind curled around you
Let me hear your voice a little…let me hear your voice a little


message 20: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Prologue End

Until now, how many important things do you suppose I've lost?
Without even realizing it, I suppose I've hurt someone over and over again, haven't I?

If we assume that it's just fate for people to sin over and over from the moment they're born
Do my own mistakes repeat over and over as well? Along with this sorrow...

Can our past really disappear someday?
Can I really become strong?
Is it all right, even if I cry sometimes?
Having met you...changed me

Do you suppose my meager courage...could have saved someone?
Do you suppose in the time I can't turn back...I've restored my faith in something?

If we assume that one who can be saved just by knowing the love of another is weak
Can you forgive me now for loving you? And this joy, too...

Is it all right for me to dream again?
Is it all right for me to move on?
Is it all right, even if I cry just a little?
Closing my eyes, I am touched by what it means to live

Since I swore to love you
Since I swore to live my life with you
Since I swore to protect you
I will pledge my whole self to you...

In our fleeting lives...so that the sad times...never leave you in tears...

Even if all I can do is save you, do you suppose that makes me a little stronger?
For the sake of your happiness alone...

With the voice of the gentle breeze
And the tenderly green colors around me
Under the bright light of the sun
With the strength you gave me, I can carry on

Since I swore to love you
Since I swore to live my life with you
Since I swore to protect you
I will pledge my whole self to you...


message 21: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Rakuen (Paradise)

Unfeeling warmth... this paradise has
Ravaged light and chastity
Has left me with cold isolation
Everything in me has changed completely...

Sleepless ecstasy... this paradise has
Made me take the narcotic known as "you"
Then it destroyed my heart
That paradise... I still... love it

Crazy love. Crazy mind. Crazy days.
The maddening sun
Into the night. Into the moon. Into the soul
So. Please Please call me... Please Please kiss me....

Just stay by my side. Rescue me hurry now.
I'm so lonely... no, seriously... I want to weep... into someone's chest
Just stay by my side. Not here is a heaven. But...
With your beautiful... cruelty... I want to go to a glorious paradise

Pursuing pleasure in love affairs, this paradise has
Forced me to gratify myself in casual sex
Then she had an abortion
Though I have everything... I still don't have love

Crazy love. Crazy mind. Crazy days.
The seed that's all too easy to gather for you
Into the night. Into the moon. Into the soul
So. Please Please call me... Please Please kiss me....

When I get drunk, I always ask the ladies this question. Sweet baby...
So, which hotel do you like?
Ha, ha, ha. Let's try "ABC"!
Then, the ladies will make her choice without doubt and say...
OK!

Love me... just a bit... rougher... harder... always... more... come hard... give it to me just like that...
With those sadistic words... that's it... with that gaze that makes me want you so bad...

Just stay by my side. Rescue me hurry now.
I'm so lonely... no, seriously... I want to weep... into someone's chest
Just stay by my side. Not here is a heaven. But...
Don't hurt more than this body... so tired of being taken
Just stay by my side. Not here is a heaven. But...
With your beautiful... cruelty... I want to go to a glorious paradise


message 22: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
RE:Birth

I hate quiet nights, my anxiety flares up and I can’t sleep
If I cried it out I’d feel better, but crying just makes me thirsty

The truth is, see, even now I can’t stop shaking
I feel like something’s about to break
Don’t just say “It’s OK”
I’m not that strong

In my heart, the words and feelings I’d locked away
Have shaken off reason and begun to run riot again
I get it, already! Don’t glare at me with such a scary expression
Please, just leave me alone for a little while

I don’t want to do the things I love, I’m so afraid of tomorrow I want to die
If I ran away I’d feel better, but if I run away I’ll just want to die of shame

I pretend to be enjoying myself even though I’m not
What for? Who am I doing it for?
What should I do next? Should I smile again?
I don’t know, I can’t find the answer

Shattered, I move to a high place, I’m almost there
But she always keeps getting in the way
There’s something I want so much to tell her, but I can’t say it well
Even though I’m screaming so close to her

I just want to feel better now, but I don’t want to give up
I asked myself again
I keep losing heart, thinking “I can’t go any further...I can’t walk anymore”
But I’ve still managed to keep walking, right?

In my heart, the words and feelings I’d locked away
Have shaken off reason and begun to run riot again
I get it, already! Don’t glare at me with such a scary expression
Please, just leave me alone for a little while
There’s something I want so much to tell her, but I can’t say it well
Even though I’m screaming so close to her


message 23: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Scar

Weeping...dying...sleeping...sobbing...I can't forget you
These memories carved deeply into me...are my beloved scars

A single tear fell and soaked in to my wounds
Though I distract myself with loneliness, I don't hold on to that
In my shallow sleep, you do not fade
If it all ends without tormenting me, then I don't love you

So radiant, the scenery from that day... "the warmth from the embrace you gave" anything...I don't want to see anything else

Weeping...dying...sleeping...sobbing...I can't forget you
These memories carved deeply into me...are my beloved scars

These nights all on my own open these wounds again
"I love you", you say, and even that smile...I don't believe it
I wept loudly for you, mingling in the sound of the rain
I don't need you anymore...I'm fine by myself...don't leave me all alone...

The delay of my heart doesn't fade... "Your voice, calling out to me" anything...I don't want to hear anything else

My hair...my neck...my tongue...my womb...there's not a single place you have yet to kiss
Touch me, sink your teeth into me...wound me again...with those lips

Though I'm used to the small scars
Your voice, your warmth...still, those alone...I don't want to fade away

My hair...my neck...my tongue...my womb...there's not a single place you have yet to kiss
Touch me, sink your teeth into me...wound me again...with those lips
Weeping...dying...sleeping...sobbing...I can't forget you
These memories carved deeply into me...are my beloved scars


message 24: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Shinin' On Kimi ga Kanashii (Shinin' On, You're Melancholy)

Shinin' On, on a night when the stars cannot be seen
An image of you comes to mind, and vanishes

It disappeared, fleeting and secret
Now, after so long, you probably have nothing to be sad about anymore
On the rocks, drinking it all in a single breath
Let's forget, sing a song of Billy Joel
Oh, loneliness, I'm still without anyone
As if my wounds haven't healed
Maybe come back, with nothing but those heartbreaking things
You're not here with me, So Cry

Shinin' On, the sandy beaches of my memories
Every time they come to mind, the tears well up again, so
Shinin' On, though it's only what you looked like then
I won't lose you now, either

The clock passes 12
Hidden in a calm expression
Outside, the snow dances as it falls
Though I feel at ease for a moment
Just the silence pierces through me
I open the window, not knowing what to do
Maybe come back, it's so still, as if it's frozen
Your smile...So Cry

Shinin' On, the sandy beaches of my memories
Every time they come to mind, the tears well up again, so
Shinin' On, though it's only what you looked like then
I won't lose you now, either...it's hard to bear, so

Shinin' On...
Your visage alone is shinin' on...


message 25: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Shoujo No Inori (A Girl's Prayer)

It was so lonely...I was still so immature, showing my true self through being bitter and disobeying
It was so painful...I can't understand it very well, not knowing the meaning of being scolded, not knowing how to laugh

In a dark room, I kept waiting...
All alone, I kept waiting for Mama...
I glanced at the monochrome moon...

Hold me close, I've become so cold...soon, I feel as if I'll just disappear, so come and find me
From this room...from this day...bring my soul back, make me live again

Flashback: Only pain pleased me—my first sacrifice was summer, when I was 14—but love escaped me
Cutting my wrists, taking pills, caked-on makeup, wrapping myself in brazen underwear, I counted all the miserable nights

The cross on a chain my Mama gave me...
My small prayer...
Though you can hear it, you act like you don't know...

Kiss me, don't stop yet...until my very life burns out, make me drown in love
Fleetingly, if I die in this...there's nothing I'm afraid of more than living as I am

A prayer of a girl who wanted to play the game of giving love for free...

I don't need this cross anymore...
I don't believe in a God anymore...
Even so, I'm praying to something I can't see...

Kiss me, don't stop yet...until my very life burns out, make me drown in love
Fleetingly, if I die in this...there's nothing I'm afraid of more than living as I am
Hold me close, I've become so cold...soon, I feel as if I'll just disappear, so come and find me
From this room...from this day...bring my soul back, make me live again


message 26: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Sins

I believe it. Please tell me. Jesus Christ.
Why was I born? Why do I live? Well, don't I have a guilty?
1.Pride 2. Gluttony 3. Envy 4. Greed 5. Sloth 6. Lust 7. Lastly Wrath
The seven deadly sins that you instructed. I'm on BLACK LIST?

As light exists with darkness
I catch a glimpse of betrayal and love
The repetition of nothing but rapture and sorrow

I loved only you
A videotape that suddenly caught my eye--you, straddling someone with vacant eyes
Your hips grinding with "lust"--that day was my birthday
Gone mad with "envy", is "wrath" a sin, too?

Can you hear my voice? Did my prayer reach you? Jesus Christ!
I don't need your smile. Just give me your answer. Could you please!

As destruction exists with rebirth
Despair and hope fall into disorder
The whispers of gods and demons come and go

Pretending not to see the person being bullied in front of my eyes, I harmed myself
"Save me..." Even though those words hurt
Rather than justice, I played at not being hurt through security
Is my sin being wretched in my "sloth"?

The TV news
"Another young life was stolen away"
For me to only feel pity is "pride", is it not?
Do people who never make mistakes really exist?
By searching for an answer, am I "greedy"?

I believe it. Please tell me. Jesus Christ.


message 27: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Slow motion

On the sand with dainty steps just playing alone
When I looked back, a faraway shadow was running on the water's edge

Suddenly, my back stiffened, and I ran innocently toward the premonition of love

Our meeting is in slow motion
Enough as to invite slight vertigo in me
Our meeting is in slow motion
The person reflected in the depths of my eyes

The strides of your long legs slowly catching up to me
You're whistling, a shepherd urging me to follow

A candidate for my summer lover, appearing so quickly...

Our meeting is in slow motion
Only your heart is bold, I see
Your love motion
I can feel it in the words we share

Our meeting is in slow motion
The affairs of passion are forgiving, you know
Our meeting is in slow motion
In the indulgent swiftness of our passion

On the sand with dainty steps...now I'm together with you


message 28: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Spell Magic


Is this some kind of tease, too? You've really cooled off, today will be three weeks
Forget yourself in me, like candy you've had in your mouth that won't melt away
Suddenly, I've become so empty, reaching for a cigarette though it's something I quit
My womb aches again, resurrecting those sweltering nights

La La La...kiss my cherry
Cover and caress me with your fingerprints
The sex of words

I can't stand to "wait", or anything, but I really am submissive
Using your magic so many times, did you make even my pussy your perfectly obedient kitten?

La La La...a biting kiss
Caress me playfully
Finish me off with sex

Just try it! I want your MAGIC BABY! Selfishly tame me!
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! There's something I just can't stand about you!
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! Degrade me in an affair where you're satisfied pleasing only yourself!
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! It's so unnatural that I want you to hurt me, hurt me so badly!

"You don't have to be my girlfriend, you know ♥", those words you fed me were such a lie
On those days we couldn't see each other, sure enough, I did it just as willfully

La La La...kiss my cherry
Cover and caress me with your fingerprints
The sex of words

Just try it! I want your MAGIC BABY! Wanna dance again with a girl of different experience?
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! There's something I just can't stand about you!
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! Such grave misunderstandings...it's so sad, isn't it
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! There's nothing here worth crying over!

Does everyone...turn themselves into idiots saying "I cheated on you"
Miserable, aren't they...turning their discerning eyes to the stray cats out there, do they carelessly laugh
I get it!...I was just trapped in a dream by his magic
Even if it was all a lie...I just know I felt true love there

Just try it! I want your MAGIC BABY! Selfishly tame me!
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! There's something I just can't stand about you!
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! Even if it makes me a fool, I want to be happy
Just try it! I want your MAGIC! I won't give in so cheerfully


message 29: by Katelin (Dollis Marry~), Hyde~ist (new)

Katelin (Dollis Marry~) (hydeist) | 1037 comments Mod
Yasashii Uso (Gentle Lie)

I loved you...and that gentle voice, too
I loved you...and your slightly wavy hair
I loved you...and your chestnut-colored eyes
I love you...even now, I still love you

When I close my eyes, you're laughing
Just like that day, I want to pull you close
Those beautifully happy times are over
Even looking back, you're not there

Those wounds that consumed me are still hurting
Your tender voice echoing, even now
Please, let me cry a little
"Goodbye" to the one I loved more than any other

I loved you...the one who cried more easily than anyone
I loved you...pouting when I got up to my old tricks
I loved you...your willful, blazing jealousy
I love you...even though I loved you like that, too

Saying "I hate you so much", you're laughing
When we embraced, you became dear to me
Even at those times, with your usual tenderness
You gave me a kiss

Even so, I got used to 'love'
Taking your tender lies for granted
Still so selfish
I abandoned you and left you all alone

That day, you held back your tears
I hate you...I really hate you, you said, pulling me into a trembling embrace
Even though I knew it was a lie
In my dishonesty I pretended I didn't notice that at all

You said it, that final lie
You shed them, those last tears
I told you it was over, before dawn
Outside the window, the cold rain

That day, you held back your tears
I hate you...I really hate you, you said, pulling me into a trembling embrace
Even though I knew it was a lie
In my dishonesty I pretended I didn't notice that at all

These wounds that consumed me are still hurting
Since these will be my last tears for you
Please, let me cry, just for today
"Goodbye" to the one I loved more than any other


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