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[Louis :3]

``Bu....no...hurt yourself....``

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"It doesn't hurt, just a system shock,"

[Louis :3]

``O-Okay...``

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

He continues to carefully apply antiseptic and bandages, still muttering.

[Louis :3]

She stopped whimpering after a while, having had shut her eyes.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

He stroked her hair again, finishing up.

[Louis :3]

She didnt open her eyes back up....seeming to be asleep.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Happy Thanksgiving!)

[Karma Holmes]

(I may have the stomach flu on thanksgiving but happy day)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Oh no...)

[Karma Holmes]

(It sucks)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(I got sick on Thanksgiving last year, nobody believed me despite the fact that I was hurling super loudly and couldn't keep even water down... Said I was just exaggerating and to close the door when I puked [I, in fact, did not have time for that and would have puked on the floor])

[Karma Holmes]

(Your family is shit)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Pretty much. And always convinced that I'm 'being dramatic' [because apparently crying a lot makes me dramatic])

[Karma Holmes]

(Stupid)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Yup)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Everyone's fucking yelling my stepmom is crying god fucking dammit)

[Karma Holmes]

(I’m still at home by myself at that)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Why are you home alone rn-)

[Karma Holmes]

(Mom and sister went to the store)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Ah. I'm trying to hide out in my room right now... Charged my headphones last night and they can last a solid 24 hours, so I should be fine)

[Karma Holmes]

(That’s good)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Yeah)

[Louis :3]

(I got sick thanksgiving once- threw up into my hand- I was scared)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(It got EVERYWHERE that year)

[Louis :3]

(Yeahhh...I don't know what I did wrong- but I'm scared of throwing up now)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Oh noooo)

[Louis :3]

(yeahhhh-)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Anyone wanna rp?)

[Louis :3]

(sure!)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Alr, want me to start or you wanna start?)

[Louis :3]

(can u)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Kk)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(Was trying to find lyrics but the band's too small TwT guess I'm typing it out thru spotify)

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

Jaz was slouched over his guitar, hair pulled back in a bun but still falling in his face as he played, slightly raspy voice ringing out over the electric guitar hooked to his shitty amp.

"what's the point in tellin' the truth anymore?
When there are people waitin' for you to fall through the floor,
I keep my thoughts to myself,
Like a nice young man,
But understand that's only 'cause I think you'd hate me again...
Where's the fun in tryin' your best all the time?
Looks like it's easier to let things flow and not force the rhyme...
At least not all the time..."

[Louis :3]

River was sitting up on the couch, in pain.
``Thats nice singing bubba``
She mumbled, smiling through the pain.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

He managed a small smile, still strumming.
"Good way to let my thoughts out..."
It picked back up a bit.
"Oh, I guess this is life...
And God, I'm alive...
And I will take ir upon myself,
to decide what is wrong from right...
And I'll do what I like...
This is my life...
And ir goes like..."

[Louis :3]

She got up, stumbling towards the kitchen, grabbing a very very small apple.
``Might as well try to eat...``

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

(love this song)

He nodded, still going.

"Wake up an' I'm real pissed off, and my head goes,
'Fuck- fuck- fuck- fuck- fuck you, fuck you,'
Smoke a bit and try not cough, and my lungs go,
'Fuck- fuck- fuck- fuck- fuck you, fuck you,'
How many times in a day do I think to myself?
'Fuck- fuck- fuck- fuck you, fuck you,'
Yeah, how many times in a day do I say to myself?
'Fuck you, fuck you'..."

[Louis :3]

She started humming 'Parachute' by Leil Bar-Z.
``Its a long way downnnn``

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"Made a list of all the things I could do tomorrow,
Instead of sleepin' in...
Oh, I'm sheddin' off dead skin...
And I'm breakin' free of who I once was,
Someday I swear I'll beat the system,
And I'll break every rule 'til I'm nu-u-umb,
And I'm learnin' to ru-u-un,
Away from the things thar scream ru-u-un..."

He hit a sour chord.

"dammit."

[it was Fuck You (Me) by Fredo Disco, btw]

[Louis :3]

``Its okay! It sounded really good!``
River said, taking a very small bite out of the apple.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"Still working on that one... Can't find any tabs online 'cause the band's criminally underrated."

[Louis :3]

``Well uh...maybe I can help you find a tab``
River said, stumbling over to him.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"Nah, plenty have tried, none have succeeded. Besides, can just make my own."
He gives her a worried look at the stumbling.

[Louis :3]

``Im fine bubba, I really am``
She sighed, patting his head.

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"You're stumbling around like a drunk."

[Louis :3]

``Ive never drank in my life...``

[Jasper ~ What a merry way to rot]

"It's not the possibility of you drinking that scares me, but the lack of equilibrium."

[Louis :3]

``the lack of wha-``