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message 1: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind My shelves are full of journals I couldn't bring myself to start, whether I thought the first line wouldn't be good enough or some other hidden reason within myself. But today, I want to prove myself wrong and untangle from the webs of this bane.
This entry 1:

A waterfall in slow motion. Everyone is deprived.

Life come back, I thought we'd spend more time together!

Death is expecting visitors, although I'm not on the list
Long beautiful nails can't make a proper fist

In this void, there's substance, a place between destinations

There are two possible ways to go, but a waterfall in slow motion is always too slow.


message 2: by notsohumankind (last edited Jan 20, 2017 08:27AM) (new)

notsohumankind Entry 2:

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not, please, it's so scary.
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: I love you, slow down.
Guy: Now give me a big hug
*She gave him a big hug*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself, It's really bothering me.

The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her hug him and tell him she loves him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live, even if it meant that he would die.

(Not original)


message 3: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 3:

"Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head."
Tøp

Sometimes when I think of migraines I think of tiny little people in my head having a frenzy. Their little legs running around spilling coffee all over veins. Papers are flying everywhere and now a fire has started, that's why it burns.


message 4: by notyourfriend, supposedly dead. (new)

notyourfriend (amemori) | 19444 comments Mod
not so humankind wrote: "Entry 3:

"Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head."
Tøp

Sometimes when I think of migraines I think of tiny little people in my head having a frenzy. Their little legs running a..."


Nice ^


message 5: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 4:

Win the war without firing a single bullet.


message 6: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Evelyn wrote: "Hi!
Erm...your entries are really amazing!! :)"


Hey, thank you! I appreciate that


message 7: by notsohumankind (last edited Feb 13, 2017 08:25AM) (new)

notsohumankind Entry 5:

How exactly do you put music (that you cannot see), on a CD and place it into a DVD player where it communicates and plays. Then it travels through a wire connected to your speaker, or headphones and the music is played there. When you cut open the wire there is no music.
Logics must have a confusing time at living.


message 8: by notsohumankind (last edited Feb 21, 2017 07:23PM) (new)

notsohumankind Entry 6:
Turn the noose into a leash and tell your brain "you belong to me".


message 9: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 7:
This entry is about something that happens to me and I cannot find it on the internet. It has happened many times, the first being while I was sick, others at random but now I am able to conjure this feeling. The only thing I can think to compare it to is the feeling you get on a rollercoaster. It feels like my body is zooming manically forwards and backwards while it is completely still. It feels like my spirit is being yanked but then snaps back. It's so strange.
Thought I'd share.


message 10: by Luci (new)

Luci (luciamovilla) | 162 comments I love your journal


message 11: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Lucía wrote: "I love your journal"

Thanks!


message 12: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind "In war there are no winners, only widows."


message 13: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Trying to finish the things I've sta...


message 14: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind "Whatever you are physically,” he said, “male or female, strong or weak, ill or healthy—all those things matter less than what your heart contains. If you have the soul of a warrior, you are a warrior. Whatever the color, the shape, the design of the shade that conceals it, the flame inside the lamp remains the same. You are that flame.”
-Clockwork Angel by Cassandra Clare


message 15: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind It's a wire city
The streets are looking pretty when it's veined with electricity
The house
The boat
The sky
You're a private island until the lights all die
Shadows grow curious in the dark
You only had, your best interests at heart
Stranded on your island where you can't go free, like paint you bleed
But you don't want to be
You're own enemy


message 16: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind jacqueline wrote: " i dont know if commenting is allowed
but im awed"


It is. Thank you for your emotion


message 17: by blue (new)

blue (hermiionegranger) | 10482 comments not so humankind wrote: "Entry 7:
This entry is about something that happens to me and I cannot find it on the internet. It has happened many times, the first being while I was sick, others at random but now I am able to c..."


how i'm feeling now


message 18: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind blue wrote: "not so humankind wrote: "Entry 7:
This entry is about something that happens to me and I cannot find it on the internet. It has happened many times, the first being while I was sick, others at rand..."


An experience without a medical term. Life's way of being spontaneous


message 19: by blue (new)

blue (hermiionegranger) | 10482 comments not so humankind wrote: "blue wrote: "not so humankind wrote: "Entry 7:
This entry is about something that happens to me and I cannot find it on the internet. It has happened many times, the first being while I was sick, o..."


Yep


message 20: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 12:

"Pick a personality for free
When you feel like nobody"

-Marina and The Diamonds


message 21: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 13:

The world, it feels so hallow
My heart, it feels so shallow
Love you from the bottom, but you'll have to find that first




Surprise, surprise distracted by sunrise
Life's an empty purse
All of your thoughts are not your own
Because your mind's a empty home





You arise just to see black skies, and when you die just to see black dirt
But it all matters, but it all matters
Your mind's peeling like plaster
Stop lying to yourself and just cry for help

But nothing's real and nothing's certain
Took a peek behind the curtain
Mirrors reflecting a different person
And now your life is really hurting
Now your alive and you don't know why




Your mind is like an apartment, furniture all rearranged
Now you can't find the way in which you came
Scattered, completely not right
That explains why your tripping over shit at night
The world was filled with wonders, and now it's all shit that pulls you under
Happiness it lasts a second, "why is life", is what I'm asking
Nothing really matters, nothing really matters
Just waiting for disaster
I quit lying to myself but I still won't cry for help

Because nothing's real and nothing's certain
Took a peek behind the curtain
Mirrors reflecting a different person
And now your life is really hurting
Now your alive and you don't know why


message 22: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 14:
"I find it kind of funny. I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."


message 23: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Entry 15:

You take me from the shelf where I was among friends
Then you take me into a foreign place, you call your home
It's dark in this paper bag, and there's too many strangers
Ouch, you dropped me!
I feel your fingers finally wrap around me, now I am being lifted. Hey I can see your ceiling
This surface I'm now on, I think you should one day clean it
Oh no, please! I'm afraid of the dark, but you shut the door in my face
Now I'm alone
You don't go shopping very much do you?

It's been six days, I guess I'm not as enticing as the rest
I've met a few crumbs but they only talk about what they once had
Something even tried to bite me once, but I'm too raw to be enjoyed

When I thought all hope was lost, a crack of light soon became a window of light
I see a face, an actual face
I am so happy
I feel touch
And now I'm waiting
There are noises,
Bubbling water

Fingers are prying me open, seeing what is inside
Now I'm exposed completely
What!? What are you doing?? It's too hot. Please.
I'm drowning

Please.


Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) (dhammarune) | 686 comments This is beautiful~


message 25: by notsohumankind (new)

notsohumankind Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) wrote: "This is beautiful~"

Glad you like it


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