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[kavi ~he-him~]

my name is Mekaru Black

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie, Ahana I sent you both friend requests

[Hallie]

:(

Thank you!

[Hallie]

Alright I'm flunking this. I don't know a single thing!

[Hallie]

I guess I'll be all alone during the lunch break like yesterday. I had my lunch during the short break because I wouldn't have to eat it all alone

[Hallie]

I got outstanding for my Transfiguration homework!!!!!! How's the, Corvus?! xD

[Hallie]

The test was easy, but I may or may not have screwed up :/

[May͛a]

You'll do fine :) You're like one of the smartest people I know lol

[Hallie]

I still think I screwed up. Lol that's so not true!

[Hallie]

I'm unusually tired today.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Alright I'm flunking this. I don't know a single thing!"

it's okay, I didn't pass most of my hw in that site

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "I got outstanding for my Transfiguration homework!!!!!! How's the, Corvus?! xD"

I got good

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie funny story

in the World of Potter site, in the chat there is this guy named Blaze Drake, and I called him Blake, even tho his name is Blaze, because I read his name as Blake, so I told him that Blake should be his nickname and then I said jk XD and then he said everyone calls him Blake anyways so I said okay I'm just gonna call him Blake XD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "I got outstanding for my Transfiguration homework!!!!!! How's the, Corvus?! xD"

Corvus: *hears his name and glances back, but doesn't see Hallie, so turns away*

Me: Sorry… he's not able to answer right now :( But I'll tell you good job! :)

I thought the same thing about my biology test today…

[Hallie]

*claps for Kavy* That's amazing! Haha Blake! xD

[Hallie]

Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I got outstanding for my Transfiguration homework!!!!!! How's the, Corvus?! xD"

Corvus: *hears his name and glances back, but doesn't see Hallie, so turns away*

Me: Sorry… he's not..."

Alright, now Corvus is annoying the hell out of me by being that way!

Mine was super easy but I might have screwed up....

[Hallie]

First hour sucked. I had Chemistry lab, and those two titrations just turned into a disaster for me even though I got them right.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I got outstanding for my Transfiguration homework!!!!!! How's the, Corvus?! xD"

Corvus: *hears his name and glances back, but doesn't see Hallie, so turns away*

Me: So..."

Sorry about that :( I really want him to make some progress, but life's not letting me roleplay at the moment very much.

Same actually… XD

[Hallie]

Oh, it's alright! Roleplaying isn't all you have to do in life. It's just so hard to see him like that. I mean when I saw him first, he separated Laura from her friends and paired her with someone she didn't like. Now he's....

Looks like we're on the same boat xD But I think you will get a better score than me.

[Hallie]

I need to write a Hogwarts related article, but I don't know what topic to choose.

[Hallie]

I got it! Kavy, Ahana! I need your help!

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Oh, it's alright! Roleplaying isn't all you have to do in life. It's just so hard to see him like that. I mean when I saw him first, he separated Laura from her friends and paired her with someone ..."

Haha thanks, I know but I'm so ready to do it again! I need to finish a character sheet… yeah exactly. I'm feeling nostalgic for the old Corvus as much as I am for the old me. Oh LOL yeah I remember that! XD

Yep! XD No, I doubt that. I don't think I got everything right, and you might have.

Oh also! Monday is the one year mark of the day that I joined the old Hogwarts group :)

[Hallie]

Haha some memories! And I am sooooo excited for your next character! xD Laura was pretty mad at him for that! xP She still would be if not for the closing of the old group.

Well, I think I've got nothing right!

Oooo I'm not sure what I'm supposed to be saying here because my socializing skills are worse than horrible, so I'll say, um, *claps* I'm so glad you joined! :)

[Hallie]

No, I'd never regret ending my life. I may regret joining this school, taking these subjects, being the bad girl, but I'd never regret that. Ever.

[Hallie]

Fingers Crossed

Let's talk about my day: it was depressing. To begin with, the vehicle I go to school in can hold 10 people excluding the driver. For the past two days, I had to squeeze myself in the back because I'm the 11th person. However today, I was the 12th person, so I couldn't adjust in the back. The driver made the two girls in the front adjust and make place for me, but initially I had to sit on another girl's lap. Due to my height, my head kept hitting the top, so the girl let me sit on the seat, and the third girl sit on her lap. I couldn't help but think that if I didn't exist, none of this would have happened.

Fortunately, we reached in around 20 minutes, but the first class I had was Chemistry lab. I had to perform two titrations with a partner. I don't hate my partner, but whenever I'm doing an experiment with her, she often annoys me. Today, we were supposed to wait for the solution to change from colourless to pale pink, and during my turn, she kept directing me to do something when I was trying to do it in my own way for a more accurate result. She wanted be to run down everything from the burette and shake the flask, but I wanted to add small drops and shake it in a more systematic way. We didn't get pale pink (a little more darker shade :/), but the teacher seemed happy with the readings. Here's the not-so-fun part: the bloody pipette. I can't handle that thing. I tried to suck a million times, but I was never able to go over 3ml (we need 10 ml), and my chest hurt, and I was exhausted and....... I'm so depressed about that.

Then in break, my friends mostly chatted away ignoring me. Then my Physics teacher came and asked random register numbers to answer. Guess who got their number called? :/ The thing is I knew the answer. I thought she was asking a different question, so I said I didn't know the answer. I really did :( She made me stand for about 5 minutes as she taught, and then said, "Those you are standing, sit down. The others can't see." And I was like, "Do you think I want to stand?" The rest of the lesson was crap. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction....... When she left, I was thinking of going to the door and slamming it on my finger like I did when I was 8. Except that was inadvertent on my left hand, and here it was a deliberate thought to have another surgery on my right hand to match my finger nail on my left. I almost did it -_-

Then I realized that value education was one of my least favourite classes: "Spirituality in the Materialistic World". I am sooooo interested :/ Positive blah blah blah, aim blah blah blah, don't give up blah blah blah, distract a suicidal person for one second before he commits suicide and he'll be fine blah blah, never give a chance for that one second to come in your life - it was just rubbish. In the middle, the teacher asked who are good at arts and creative things like music, dance etc., and when she mentioned journalism and writing, my friends began to say my name and pat me. Excuse me, but you have never seen me write, nor did you see any of my writings. How the hell do you know that what I said is actually genuine? That class was just rubbish.

I spent the next class day dreaming, the class after that lying down because I felt sick, and the last cursing because it was Math. So there you go.

And I'm most likely in trouble tomorrow because I haven't done something I was supposed to have done a long time ago, but I don't know how to do it, so I'll have to wait till tomorrow to do it. Crossing my fingers that my teacher doesn't come!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "I got it! Kavy, Ahana! I need your help!"

What's up

[Hallie]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I got it! Kavy, Ahana! I need your help!"

What's up"

How did you feel on your first day on that site? What was it like? What did you check out first? What do you like the most?

I probably sound strange. Sorry! I'm trying to write an article.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I felt kind of nervous and excited at the same time. It was really fun and interesting. I checked out the classes first. And I like the Great hall because I can hang out with my friends there

[Hallie]

Thanks Kavy!

[Hallie]

I can't stop trembling :/

[Hallie]

I'm desperately in need of antidepressants. How much would they cause?

[Hallie]

Experimental Lie

I keep forgetting that my journal is in this folder. And I suck at entry titles! Experimental lies?; Seriously? How much more asinine can these get?

Ummmm, so I had a really stressful day. Firstly, there were 11 people in the vehicle to school, and remember it has seats for 10? 11th person, also known as Hallie, almost got injured again where she previously got injured (and extremely sick due to it) because of the same vehicle. Almost. My experiment went wrong somewhere, and the teacher told us (the same partner from yesterday and me) to perform it once again by the end of the week, which is basically today. But my partner couldn't come in the last free hour, so I borrowed another girl's book and changed the values we got without performing it again. Time to lie to my teacher again! I spent the whole lunch break doing it, so this had better work right!

And a few other stuff happened, but I'm too lazy to type. Oh, and I came by the subway with my friends today. Now that was the one of the two fun things that happened today. The other was English class, but we're talking about me in English class: I adore it!

Side note: In the middle of class, I covered by face and began to whisper, "Why? Why?" and my friend sitting beside me gave me this worried look that lasted for two seconds before she ignored me for the rest of the day.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Hallie wrote: "I'm desperately in need of antidepressants. How much would they cause?"

Im happy you're interested in some kind of help. :)
I'd be careful with those, though. They work for some people, but for others it just gives them energy and that energy winds up going towards self-harm/death. I have a handful of friends who attempted suicide with antidepressants. Your best bet is a good psychiatrist or committing yourself..

[Hallie]

Now that you mention it, I'll probably overdose if I do get them...

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Yeah. So I suggest a good psychiatrist, or maybe a good resource online.

[Hallie]

*sighs* I don't know....

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Girl, it sounds like at least part of you wants some kind of help. So why would you risk your life over "I don't know"? Things will only get better if you take the steps to make it that way

[Hallie]

The rest of me doesn't want it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love helping ppl

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Haha some memories! And I am sooooo excited for your next character! xD Laura was pretty mad at him for that! xP She still would be if not for the closing of the old group.

Well, I think I've got ..."

Thanks lol! XD

Oh c'mon! I found out my score and you usually score better than that :)

Aww they're not horrible! Thanks! I am too :) I just realized that and randomly posted it sorry XD

[Hallie]

Alia wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Haha some memories! And I am sooooo excited for your next character! xD Laura was pretty mad at him for that! xP She still would be if not for the closing of the old group.

Well, I ..."

:D


Nah, they are! I don't know what to say in most situations, so I usually wait for someone else to respond and then say something. Aw xD

[Hallie]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I love helping ppl"

And I love you! 💖💖💖💖

[Hallie]

I feel like crap.

The longest conversation I had was with my driver in Irish. For those of you who don't know, I'm bad at languages and even worse at Irish, so the conversation wouldn't have lasted more than five minutes. This means that I barely said anything to anyone else.

[Hallie]

Why do I feel this huge void in me?

[Hallie]

Alright Hallie, Tuesday is all guitar practice for you!

[Hallie]

How come I'm so quiet? I'm not quiet; you don't listen when I talk. Or rather, I'm not welcome to talk because you conveniently turn my friends into your posse.

[Hallie]

I'm so mad at myself I want to murder me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love you too <3

[Hallie]

My character fainted; I wish I fainted right now.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie make sure to feed your character, both food and drinks because if your character faints you have to wait 4 hours before you can use her again