Rowan and Dante's Dorm

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Rowan kissed her back, pulling her to him in the air. Their first kiss had been in the air, so that made something like this more special. Even if it wasn't real...

[~Fangirl~]

Terra smiled softly but then frowned as a sort of chiming filled the air. It was a clock. Terra smiled gently at him. "Time to wake up, Rowan.... I'll see you after you return from the Party. And you can tell me all about it." She said gently, cupping his cheek.

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Rowan frowned because he didn't want to wake up. "Do I really have to go to the party...? I'd much rather stay here with you, honestly. When I'm awake, you hate me....All I get to be is heartbroken and guilty."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra frowned a bit and smiled softly. "Then pretend that this is the real me... and the other is the dream..." She said because truthfully, this was her true self and the reality Terra was the fake front she preformed. Terra wanted him to know how she felt in the dream was how she truly felt.

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Rowan sighed and examined her face. He chewed his lip as he thought about how to handle this. "I......I might be able to do that..." he said and sighed again. "I'll try."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra smiled softly and kissed him gently. "Wake up." She whispered to him, closing her eyes.

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Rowan bit his lip and then gave her one last kiss before nodding. He didn't want to wake up, but he needed to. "I'll see you later," he whispered back just before he finally awoke.

[~Fangirl~]

Terra sighed softly as she slipped out of his dream and back into her normal body and consciousness.

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Rowan groaned as his eyes opened. His phone was flashing with a text from his sister, but that only made him wish more that he hadn't woken up. If only he could stay asleep with Terra in his dreams all the time.

[~Fangirl~]

((so wait till he gets back from the party then?))

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((Yeah I guess so))

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Rowan was still so very anxious, so worried about Terra with no way to talk to her. He had almost called her two or three times, only to hang up before it even started ringing. He didn't want her to get in trouble for that. Before long, he was just finished with all of it and went to bed. If nothing else, maybe he could talk to the dream apparition of Terra...

[~Fangirl~]

Terra sensed Rowan fall asleep and sighed softly in relief. She was bruised and bloodied but as long as Rowan was alright, it didn’t matter. Terra curled up on her bed and slipped into his dreamscape easily, just like she had all those other times she’d visited him.

Terra smiled softly when she saw Rowan standing there unharmed and alright. “Rowan.” She said, walking towards him. When she saw his worried and upset expression, however, she stopped. “What is it? What’s wrong?” She asked.

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As soon as she appeared, Rowan went over to hug her. He had no words, partially because he didn't believe she would actually hear it, and partially because this was all he'd really wanted to do since he'd seen her with Jeremy

[~Fangirl~]

Terra's eyes widened but she smiled softly and hugged him back, gently running her fingers through his hair to calm him down. "It's alright. I'm here. Everything's alright now." She whispered soothingly to him.

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"I'm sorry..." Rowan said quietly. "I'm sorry I didn't save you sooner. And I'm sorry that you're still with him. I should have killed him when I had the chance. I just wish you hadn't still gone with him..."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra's eyes widened at his words and she bit her lip, blinking back tears. "It's not your fault... I wish I could explain it all... I wish I could make you understand... I wish I didn't have to go with him... but I have to Rowan..." She told him and sighed softly, knowing he probably thought all her words were a part of his dream.

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"I know, but we're going to get you out of it, I swear. And then Clu can't hurt you anymore. No one will hurt you, I promise. Even if you don't want me around, I'll still protect you," Rowan told her seriously.

[~Fangirl~]

Terra's eyes widened slightly and she pulled away. "They.... they told you, didn't they? Bad and white....." She murmured and frowned slightly. "So... you know now where I went when I left campus?"

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"My dad told me. Grandma and Bad both refused to," Rowan said, clearly still a bit mad at all three of them. "I can't believe they kept it from me. I feel like there's still more they haven't told me, too..."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra sighed softly. "There is.... because I asked them not to." She said softly and pulled away from him. "Remember that girl who went missing? They thought a rogue vampire had killed her? Well... it was me. I... I slipped into a bloodlust and she walked up to me to see if I was alright and..." Terra choked up as tears filled her eyes. "I'm a monster, Rowan." She sobbed.

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"What?" Rowan asked, utterly confused. Something here was very wrong because he would never imagine that Terra was a murderer of any sort. Not even a wild dream would make this of her.... His mind was reeling, but instinct kicked in. "What, no! You're not a monster," he said and pulled her into a hug again. "It wasn't your fault."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra cried bitterly as he hugged her. "You don't believe me.... but it's true." She told him between sobs. She pulled away and looked him in the eye through her tears. "Rowan, this isn't just a dream. it's really me. I've been slipping into your dreams with my powers... everything I told you is true." She told him.

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Rowan stared at her for a moment, shocked because he could actually believe that was the truth. "Terra...." he said, holding his arms out to her. "Please, even if you did that, I know you didn't want to. You're not a monster."

[Haaley, ᙏoᑯ oƒ ᙏᥲ⳽tᥱɾɩᥒɠ ᙃᥙᥒɠᥱoᥒ⳽]

(Aww man. When are we going to get her back?)

[~Fangirl~]

Terra’s eyes filled with more tears as she went back into Rowan’s arms and cried bitterly into his chest. “I’ve missed you so much....” she whispered. “You have no idea how badly I wanted to tell you the truth. How horrible I felt for making you think I didn’t love you...”

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((I'll PM you later to figure something out, Haaley))

Rowan hugged her tight, rubbing her back gently. Even if this was still technically a dream, it felt every bit as good as holding her for real. "I've missed you more than anything," he whispered. There was no reason she wouldn't have noticed that he had been horribly messed up in terms of emotions, so he didn't even bother to tell her that part.

[~Fangirl~]

Terra buried her face in the crook of his neck, feeling a weight being lifted from her now that he knew the truth about everything and that she really did care about him. "I love you." She whispered back to him, wanting him to hear it and know it was the truth, that she wasn't angry anymore. She loved him. And now he knew it.

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"I love you too," Rowan whispered. "And soon, we can actually be together again. Don't cry anymore, please... It's all going to work it out." He felt so much better hearing those words from her and knowing that she meant them, meaning that it wasn't just a dream apparition.

[~Fangirl~]

Terra nodded and slowly calmed herself down so she wasn't crying anymore. She rested her head against his chest and sighed softly, feeling happier than she had ever since before the whole stupid library drama went down.

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Rowan looked down at her for a moment, deep in thought. But there was not many thoughts that would formulate at the moment. "I can't wait until I can really hug you and really kiss you," he said softly. "Being able to see you in dreams is great and all, but...it's no substitute."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra sighed and nodded in agreement. "I know, I hope we're able to be together soon... but it's too dangerous with Jeremy around." She told him softly and sadly.

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"Well, maybe you won't have to worry about him much longer," Rowan said. Personally, he wanted to kill Jeremy, but he knew that wasn't acceptable. Whatever his father and them had planned he just had to live with.

[~Fangirl~]

Terra frowned slightly in confusion and looked up at Rowan. “What do you mean? Are the others planning something?” She asked, slightly fearful but also hopeful. Maybe this could all finally be over soon.

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"I think they are," Rowan said. "I sure hope they are. They can't keep you in this situation. And I'm pretty sure they know that I'll do something if they don't, and nobody wants that. Especially because I definitely would."

[~Fangirl~]

Terra frowned and grabbed his hands tightly. “Please don’t. I know you think you can take them but Jeremy and Rinzler are more powerful and ruthless than you know. They were programmed to kill and never let anything stop them from their mission. Please stay out of it till the whole thing is over. I don’t want you hurt.”

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"I promise that I won't," Rowan sighed. "But I still wish I could... I may be reckless, but I'm not a complete and utter idiot, so I'll just stay out of it." He kissed her temple and sighed again. "That a good enough promise?"

[~Fangirl~]

((OMG IM SO SORRY I THOUGHT I REPLIED TO THIS!!! *sobs*))

Terra smiled softly and nodded, kissing him lovingly. When she finally had to pull away and rested her head on his chest and sighed softly in contentment. “Im just happy is almost over. And now that you know... it feels like a weight has been lifted off me... I’m so sorry for what I put you through, you can’t even imagine. I’m so so sorry, Rowan....” she whispered softly, feeling the guilt rise within her.

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((It's alright ^-^ I meant to remind you, but I didn't want to bother you))

Rowan hugged her tightly once again. "Don't be sorry, Terra, really. I....it's better now. Of course, it will be better when we're really together. And it will be soon, I promise," he said and kissed her head. "Everything's going to work out."

[Haaley, ᙏoᑯ oƒ ᙏᥲ⳽tᥱɾɩᥒɠ ᙃᥙᥒɠᥱoᥒ⳽]

((Are we planning when we're saving Terra?))

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((I had asked you about it, I think Haaley. But I can't recall if we talked about it much more))

[~Fangirl~]

((do we have a plan? lol cause this is just them saying the same stuff over and over. also, I can't remember, did terra tell him how she killed someone yet?))

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((Not for this roleplay. And yes, she did just tell him. I think we just need to get some characters free and then we can do the big plan to get her back. :) ))

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Rowan leaned on Raelynn as she led him back to his dorm, since as they kept walking he got progressively less stable. It was like the alcohol was taking its time setting in, and now he was worse off than before. Everything seemed to look a little blurry too.

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"Is it this one?" She asked him, since she wasn't sure what number was his. They'd only gotten this far because she knew what House he was in.

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He squinted at the sign beside the door to see if it was his name. "Yup, this is it," he said. It was a good thing it printed his whole name, since the last thing he wanted was to end up in his sister's room. He was aware enough to know she would definitely rat him out for this.

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Raelynn nodded before she let go of him carefully, but only so that she could dig into his pocket for a key.

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Rowan fell back against the wall when she let go of him, because what was the point of standing up anyway. The sleepiness paired with his already messed up state made his vision and mind blurry. She almost looked like Terra....the height, the red hair, the muddled facial features he could see...

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Raelynn didn't notice that he was looking at her until she finally pulled the keys out, but only because she looked up at him. "What?" She asked, since he had a funny look in his face.

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Rowan reached out and tucked her hair back behind her ear. Gosh he missed her, already. He leaned in, a little, wanting to apologize even more than he wanted to kiss her. "I'm sorry," he whispered.