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message 1: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 16, 2016 07:11AM) (new)

❝ᴀ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴅɪʟ's ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ...

Heyyyy. Um ok hi. Sup. Well my name's Idil and I like donuts! Ok maybe I should make a list, yeah, that would be easier. Ok, let's go...

❶ Alright, let's start off with the basics. I'm crazy as hell. And when you've reached that rock bottom of craziness, there's an underground garage.

❷ Me? Sarcastic? Pff never! *nervous laughter*

❸ I love chocolate!! And cookies!! They're basically my life... In fact, raisin cookies that look like chocolate chip cookies are the main reason I have trust issues...

❹ I will mainly post whatever pops into my mind, so except this to be very random, as my train of thought is often chaotic ;) Feel free to comment (If you can actually attain my level of craziness) :D

❺ I have way too many weird existentialist thoughts, so you're definitely going to get confused at some point if you read this journal

❻ OK I just realized there's nothing much more so yeah ok phew



message 2: by [deleted user] (new)

You know you're in trouble when it's 11 PM and you're still procrastinating.... :/


message 3: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 14, 2016 03:27PM) (new)

《ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ sɪᴅᴇᴅ
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜɪᴅᴇ, ɪ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ
ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏ, ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ,
ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ 》

↳How does 21p make it so easy to relate to their lyrics? I could listen to every single one of their songs and be able to relate...


message 4: by Mariama (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments I know!! I love Semi Automatic. XD


message 5: by [deleted user] (new)

Agreed! One of my favourite songs :)


message 6: by [deleted user] (new)

I hate it when you know that you should be remembering something and it's sitting in your mind but you just can't reach it. It's so frustrating, I've been sitting here for like 10 minutes trying to remember


message 8: by [deleted user] (new)

Argh!! so done with life right now...


message 9: by Mariama (last edited Apr 14, 2016 07:28PM) (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments Idil [ ...nah ] wrote: "I hate it when you know that you should be remembering something and it's sitting in your mind but you just can't reach it. It's so frustrating, I've been sitting here for like 10 minutes trying to..."

I have wasted many a day doing that instead of work. XD


message 10: by [deleted user] (new)

XD sounds like me! I'm both excited for and dreading the weekend... I have a huge (and when I say huge, I mean HUGE) test after it, and I keep delaying my studying :/


ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx ★ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴍᴇ, ɪ'ᴍ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ★ | 4587 comments Idil [ ...nah ] wrote: " 《ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ sɪᴅᴇᴅ
ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜɪᴅᴇ, ɪ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ
ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏ, ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ,
ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ 》
↳How does 21p make it so easy to rela..."


You like tøp too!! Yay!
*gets excited*


message 12: by [deleted user] (new)

Yay!! We can obsess over their awesomeness together ;)


ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx ★ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴍᴇ, ɪ'ᴍ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ★ | 4587 comments That sounds like awesomesauceness!! :D


message 14: by [deleted user] (new)

Yep!! Hum hum hum, I'm bored and should probably do homework or go to sleep but I'm not planning on doing either soon...


message 16: by [deleted user] (new)

people keep telling me that!! But I know that I can't so I've kind of given up on myself by now :)


message 17: by [deleted user] (new)

Also, just a random thought... Today I had this amazing chocolate chip cookie at school cause I actually had time to like warm it up and the chocolate was melting and it was so soft!!! ahhh


message 18: by Mariama (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments *drools* Chocolaaaaate....


message 19: by [deleted user] (new)

Don't take life too seriously. You will never get out of it alive...


message 20: by [deleted user] (new)

I was just eating Rice Krispies and i realized that it can be anagrammed into "recipe is risk"... I love anagrams probably as much as I love puns, which is to say a lot.


message 21: by [deleted user] (new)

I was just thinking...

"I'd die for you, " that's easy to say
We have a list of people that we would take
A bullet for them, a bullet for you
A bullet for everybody in this room
But I don't seem to see many bullets coming through
See many bullets coming through


I think it's kind of pointless to take a bullet for someone. Like, if you have time to jump in front of the bullet, do they not have time to move out of its way?


message 22: by notyourfriend, supposedly dead. (new)

notyourfriend (amemori) | 19444 comments Mod
Idil [ ...nah ] wrote: "I was just thinking...

"I'd die for you, " that's easy to say
We have a list of people that we would take
A bullet for them, a bullet for you
A bullet for everybody in this room
But I don't seem ..."


That's a good point.


message 23: by [deleted user] (new)

Yeah... Anyways, there's something that I need to discuss. I was just in the shower, having these existentialist thoughts, and here is what my brain was fabricating:

No one will ever be able to know what nothingness is. Because whenever we try to think of nothingness, we either think black or white colours which is still somethingness. This is getting deep.

Wait.

What if we had this room just filled with mirrors on all the walls. Then would we see nothingness? No, we'd see darkness because there would be no windows or light in that room. Wait so is darkness not nothingness? We can see darkness so darkness is... light?


And then I got out of the shower all confused and disoriented and I was like:

hey, why don't I test this out! Just buy a bunch of mirrors and put them in a box and... wait then how would I see the inside of the box? I would need a camera or something. Which would reflect on the mirrors.... arghhghghg

SOMEONE SAVE ME


message 24: by [deleted user] (new)

I think I confused everyone with that last post, including myself...

I was just looking through some old documents and I found this old bucket list:

(view spoiler)

Well anyways I'm going to keep building up on this until I have the ultimate bucket list... Anyone have any ideas to add?


message 25: by [deleted user] (new)

Alright well I'm going to go try to study now. Emphasis on TRY. It seems that lately, whenever I start doing work, I get distracted after 5 minutes. I'm afraid that I'm going to start neglecting all my schoolwork as I've already started to do and my grades are going to descend... :/


message 26: by Mariama (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments *cough* Me.


message 27: by [deleted user] (new)

Argh at least I tried. I must cram this weekend. After all, nothing keeps someone more productive than doing things last minute ;) I have this huge exam on Monday and Tuesday, and I just can't motivate myself to study. It's just extremely boring and I just want to nap and watch Netflix :(


message 28: by Mariama (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments Nuu! You must do the studying!


message 29: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 16, 2016 05:04PM) (new)

I tried... I got through 1 chapter of the 20 chapter social studies book and then I kind of just gave up :( The bad thing is, it's all in French which is so much harder for me...


message 30: by Mariama (last edited Apr 16, 2016 06:02PM) (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments Ah.

Okay, twenty minute power nap, and then keep going!


message 31: by [deleted user] (new)

Yay! Or twenty minute power netflix ;)


message 32: by Mariama (new)

Mariama (autumnrising) | 2099 comments No. Netflix evil. Power nap good. XD


message 33: by [deleted user] (new)

Arghhh I still need to study. IM SO STUPID why didn't I study until the very last day? Ughghgh I want to bang my head against a wall.


message 34: by [deleted user] (new)

Ok I'm doing fine I guess? I've covered like 1/4 of the material... Ok yeah I'm not doing fine I'm fucking screwed. I have like 7 more hours to study and I know that I'll be procrastinating for half of that, and half-studying for a quarter of it, so I only have 1 hour and 15 minutes of actual studying in which it will be impossible for me to actually finish everything. I hate myself for not studying I'm going to fail school


message 35: by [deleted user] (last edited Apr 17, 2016 12:02PM) (new)

Sometimes I feel like if I had more time, life would be so much easier. If I didn't waste my time, life would be easier. And I know this, but I can't stop wasting time.I don't know. I might have some kind of wrong wiring in my brain that makes me incapable of actually concentrating on something for more than 5 minutes. Being able to study for 30 minutes non- stop is all I ask! That would be great if I could actually do that, but I always get distracted, if not by my computer, then by my own thoughts. And when I just get distracted and realize that I haven't been studying I feel so so so stupid and my friends always tell me that I should try to study more. What they don't understand is that I TRY but I can never do it. It's extremely frustrating. I don't know what to do anymore argh


message 36: by [deleted user] (new)

Well, shit.



message 37: by [deleted user] (new)

Ok some of my friends just helped me study a bit but it just made me feel worse because they know so much and I know nothing. I don't know how to deal with this. I wish I could go back in time and study more, but now isn't the time to regret my past mistakes. I need to focus on the present and on studying.


message 38: by [deleted user] (new)

Ok well I had the test today and argh it was kinda hard but like I don't know. I have the math section tomorrow but I'm definitely not studying for that haha


message 39: by [deleted user] (new)

I AM SO STRESSED. I have a HUGE gymnastics competition tomorrow and my coach hates me and she always yells and puts so much pressure on me, I don't know how I can deal with being around her for three whole days.


message 40: by [deleted user] (new)

Will the real slim shady please stand up


message 41: by [deleted user] (last edited May 31, 2016 05:55PM) (new)

Yay, I have an English term paper due tomorrow and I should probably start ;P I think at this point, I can officially declare that I have mastered the act of procrastinating. Leaving things until 10 P.M. on the day before was an amateur thing, right now, I like to finish my homework right before class.

What a wonderful strategy. *please note the heavy sarcasm*


message 42: by [deleted user] (new)

Two hours later: Boy, am I tired from all this Netflix-watching and procrastinating. Should go to bed now. *sees Netflix open in adjacent tab* Maybe just one more episode, and then I can start my term paper.


message 43: by [deleted user] (new)

Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Oh... tainted love
Tainted love

Now I know I've got to
Run away I've got to
Get away

*hides in shame from complete randomness*


message 44: by [deleted user] (new)

I just spent 2 hours making a template I don't think this is healthy.


message 45: by [deleted user] (last edited Jun 13, 2016 10:47AM) (new)



MY IDOL <3



message 46: by [deleted user] (new)

im bored.


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