SOLVED. YA / Girl aborts baby, book about girl imagining how life would be if she had the baby. [s]

[Cas]

Girl's boyfriend becomes a popular singer, hispanic I believe, possibly named Gabriel
Girl is waitress, plays guitar, her male best friend helps her out a lot with the baby
Girl has a daughter, suspects boyfriend is cheating on her with a backup singer

THIS WHOLE BOOK IS WHAT THE GIRL THINKS HER LIFE WOULD BE LIKE IF SHE KEPT HER BABY

[Lobstergirl, au gratin]

When did you read it? Paper book, ebook, other format? Series or standalone? Remember the cover?

[Cas]

I read it two years ago, paperbook and not sure if series and don't remember the cover :/ been looking for this book the entire time and cannot find it. I just know that she imagines her life after keeping the baby she would've had with her boyfriend. @Lobstergirl

[Ayshe]

Maybe The Original 1982 by Lori Carson?

[Cas]

OH MY GOD YES THANK YOU