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Catherine Coffman ☆ ¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨)Beg For Mercy~ A Dark Conclusion
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“Because you’re scared, that’s why,” his mother helped. “And baby, that’s okay, it’s normal.”

“There is nothing fucking normal about me, mom,” he barely muttered.

“Don’t you say that, there are tons of things normal about you. Sure you fought and fucked all your life, so have I. You don’t think I was scared?” She stood next to him now, sharing the view with him. “I was terrified. For you, for me. For us. I know terror, I know fear, trust me.”

That, he knew was truth. “She’s… she’s different.”

“Of course she is,” his mom hissed. “That’s why you love her.”

“I mean she doesn’t… understand the things…” No, he knew that wasn’t true. He knew she understood. Too much maybe. “I don’t want her in my shit, mom.”

“Oh honey, that’s too fucking bad,” she said matter-of-factly. “She’s not going anywhere, you can hang that up. And that woman loves you, I see it and I thank God for that! And do you know why?”

“No, I don’t know why. It’s a mystery to me why, it’s a fucking… oxymoron.”

“Because she sees the good man in you, baby!” she squealed.

“There is no good man in me,” he argued, his frustration mounting.

“You’re stupid if you think you’ll convince her or me of that.”

He looked at her. “I’m not going to stand here and pretend that I’m somebody I’m not. I may have been good once upon a time but that’s gone, trust me. I’m not just saying it, you think I want to be this person? Am making this up?” He slapped his chest. “I’m a sadist who loves getting and giving pain of any kind. You think that’s something she needs? In any capacity? An animal that wants to hurt her?”

She shook her head, but the denial kind, making him want to growl. “I get it but that’s not all of you and you know it. You’ve got to reach deeper than that and become the man you are deeper inside.”

“You sound like her now.”

“Then she’s right!” his mom cried.

“Yeah?” He looked at her. “You think I haven’t tried to do that all these years? Tried to not be that motherfucker? Try still to this fucking day not to be him? You would think that having somebody like her in my life would help, but it’s worse than fucking ever,” he hissed.

She stared at him, sympathy in her silver gaze. “I know it’s not easy, sweetheart, I know what it’s like to battle demons.” She gave a sad smile and stroked his face and he realized how true that had to be for her.
He didn’t even want to imagine what kind of demons she battled. No doubt, the same kind Mercy had to. But where they’d fought the monster, he’d embraced it. The can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em mentality. He could almost remember the day it happened, when he thought 'I’ll just pretend, I’ll play the game'. But somewhere along the way, the game played him.

“It’s too late,” he muttered.

“No.” She shook her head emphatically, looking out again. “It’s not, it’s not too late.”

“I don’t…” he looked away from her, closing his eyes, fighting the anger taking him. “I don’t know… how to come back from it. The wires are fried.”

“You just need help with it, Mercy can do that, she’s your soul mate, I see that.”

He snorted full out now. “What a fucking joke for her. An angel lives a life of fucking ruin and ends up with the monster. It’s a good thing I don’t believe in God,” he muttered, “because that right there would be a problem for me.” She gasped the second he said it and he shook his head. “You’re shocked? Yeah, that’s old news, I lost that a long time ago.”

She gave another incredulous sound, more than the first. “That’s it!? Sorry ma? Sorry, I lost my faith!?”

“Add it to the fucking list of faults I have. Sade couldn’t hang, he joined the crowd, he gave in, he embraced the monster." He pinned her with a furious gaze. "You think I wanted that? You think I fucking wanted that? Wanted to begin to wonder why? Why didn’t you love me, God? Why did you give me a father that hated me, hated my mom? A dad that was only nice after he had his way with me? Yeah, I fucking took it,” he seethed as she covered her mouth. “I took what I could, whatever good feelings I could get, how’s that for a good boy? Every good boy just looooves to be fucked by their father to feel one—ounce—of fucking—love!” he roared. “Don’t’ tell me I’m good! Don’t you fucking tell me God is good! Because if he’s good, then that means I’m one, unworthy bastard! And yeah,” he nodded, gasping for air at his mom now on her knees, hiding behind both hands. “I can go with that. Little Johnny's not… worthy enough,” Sade gasped a laugh, gripping the porch rail. “... for even God to…. fucking…” He grit his teeth and slammed his fist into the post. "Fuck this! This is fucking bullshit!"

“When?” she wailed on her knees. “When did he, Johnny. I didn’t know, I didn’t know.” She suddenly shot up to her feet and grabbed his t-shirt in her fists. “I’ll kill him, I’ll kill that motherfucker,” she growled, shaking her head rapidly. “Not that, not that.” Her face crimped and she sobbed, “Not! That, not that, not that,” she wailed. “I didn’t know, I didn’t know, I would’ve killed him! I’m going to kill that motherfucker!” She struggled to get free, like she’d leave that second. “Oh my God, I thought I could forgive him,” she wailed again, collapsing into him. “But not that, not that!”

Sade was trembling and fighting to breathe as he held her head to his chest, stifling her screaming sobs as she repeated, “No, not that.”
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Terrie Meerschaert In this tease, we find out what started the monster in Sade and how he lost his hope and faith. WOW! Give me that book already!

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Cathy Knuth This snippet breaks my heart wide open! The pain felt is realistic and the accuracy of what a person feels when abused in that horrific way is so on target! I can't wait to see how this evolves and how they come to deal with this matter.

Lynne Curry Sade life has been turned upside down and he is lost! Will mercy be able to bring him back? I can't wait until this book comes out!

Danielle Fulton You heart just breaks for Sade!!

Linda I felt this deep down! I can't wait to see where their journey goes!

Tammy Burch During Mercy and No Mercy I have always wondered what exactly made his demons appear. In this snippet, Sade lets us know. It breaks my heart for him and it makes me want to jump through the book and fight those demons for him!

Nathalie Pinette I totally just skipped the teaser as I want to go in blind and not know anything g as I did for no mercy!! Can't wait to jump in and get started on this!!

Katherine DiLauro I'm officially broken. This snippet gutted me. Poor Sade. 9 days left.

Kimmy OMG the emotions! I have my box of tissues ready!! <3 Sade!

Pamela Shorkey This snippet breaks my heart

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Mary Forster I was in tears to see Sade break down like this. I can only imagine what the book will be like.

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Joey Ross Absolutely cannot wait!

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Barbara The wait is almost over!

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