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Aug 08, 2015 07:24PM
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So yeah........... i just moved to America from London, and I am having a hard time fitting in. I miss my friends so much. I have some Goodreads friends, theve really helped.
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My life is like a nightmare right now. The kind you don't wake up from.
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Um....i'm not sure what to write
Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "So yeah........... i just moved to America from London, and I am having a hard time fitting in. I miss my friends so much. I have some Goodreads friends, theve really helped. Anyone can post he..."
I know exactly what that's like, was in the same position several years ago. All I can say is, it gets better. & weird thing is after you've been here for a while when you travel back across the pond, you won't fit in there either, you'll feel like an outsider, but it's all good. Idk maybe you're experience will differ, I was quite young. Anyway, chin up, it will get better, you'll make new friends and your old mates are just a text away. ...I'll be going now, sorry, I feel like I invaded your privacy.
Btw I like the title of your thread.
Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "Yeah...it wasnt my choice"
The same thing happens to me alot. My dad'll get a job and then me and him'll move to somewhere far far away and I'll start new. The when I'm settled he packs up and runs off again. Like now we came from Cali to New jersey nad I'm starting new.
The same thing happens to me alot. My dad'll get a job and then me and him'll move to somewhere far far away and I'll start new. The when I'm settled he packs up and runs off again. Like now we came from Cali to New jersey nad I'm starting new.
Nate wrote: "Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "So yeah........... i just moved to America from London, and I am having a hard time fitting in. I miss my friends so much. I have some Goodreads friends, theve really helped..."
Don't worry you haven't envaded my privacy at all! Thanks for the advice! I like it when people post here and tell me about them/I tell them about me. Thanks!
Don't worry you haven't envaded my privacy at all! Thanks for the advice! I like it when people post here and tell me about them/I tell them about me. Thanks!
Valentina wrote: "Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "Yeah...it wasnt my choice"
The same thing happens to me alot. My dad'll get a job and then me and him'll move to somewhere far far away and I'll start new. The when I'm set..."
Oh...that must be tough. Thankfully, I womt have to move again for a while. :/
The same thing happens to me alot. My dad'll get a job and then me and him'll move to somewhere far far away and I'll start new. The when I'm set..."
Oh...that must be tough. Thankfully, I womt have to move again for a while. :/
Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "Valentina wrote: "Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "Yeah...it wasnt my choice"
The same thing happens to me alot. My dad'll get a job and then me and him'll move to somewhere far far away and I'll start new..."
It is but I've got tough skin. I live through it. Its just me and dad anyways.
The same thing happens to me alot. My dad'll get a job and then me and him'll move to somewhere far far away and I'll start new..."
It is but I've got tough skin. I live through it. Its just me and dad anyways.
Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: Don't worry you haven't envaded my privacy at all! Thanks for the advice! I like it when people post here and tell me about them/I tell them about me. Thanks! ..."gtk I wasn't intruding. np.
I'll keep that in mind and feel free to drop by my thread anytime. g'luck and welcome to the states. (May the force be with you.JK)
cheers
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I have a lot to get off my chest.....
I just found out that my best friend was killed in a car crash. We have been friends forever and now I feel hollow inside. I miss her so so much. I want her back. I am liteally crying right now. I just want to see her one last time. Why is this so hard? I feel like I can't keep living without her. We would do everything together. Now, I will never seee her again. I miss her so much. I feel responsible.I know no one will read this but I just need to write it down. I will never see her again. How can I live? My heart is breaking. I will miss her so so much. I love you Summer. You will always be in my heart.
My parents tell me I'll be ok, that I will move on. They're wrong
Is life really worth this much pain?
yours sounds painful.... but better then mine.kay. later. :P
i gtg too anyways. otherwise i won't be able to wake up tomorrow for high school.
everyone tells me that I'll be ok, that I 'll get through this. They're wrong, I won't. There is a hole in my heart.
I left out one tiny little detall, I was in the car crash with her and I didn't want to drive so she did. She died and I didn't it's my fault she is dead.
And My legs are paralized, I can never walk again
And My legs are paralized, I can never walk again
My heart is aching for you, I'm so sorry for you'r loss. But I'm a little confused.
In one of your later posts, you put "If I was there I could have reminded her to put on her seat belt."
But, as you put in one of your more recent posts, a few seconds ago, you wrote: "I was in the car crash with her and I didn't want to drive so she did."
I wasnt ready to say what really happened because I didn't want to admit to myself that I was responsible for my friends death.
I just had to write the whole truth down somewhere
Aright then. I was just a little confused, thanks for explaining to me. And again, I'm sorry for you'r loss. Everyone goes though the loss of a loved one at some point or another.
Emma ~Darkness~ wrote: "I left out one tiny little detall, I was in the car crash with her and I didn't want to drive so she did. She died and I didn't it's my fault she is dead. And My legs are paralized, I can never w..."
holy shit. dang. that changes things.....
