"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced."Vincent Van Gogh ◆ Complete Birth Name◆ ➾Ailani Leilani Kealoha✧Pronounced|Ah-ee-LAW-Nee|Meaning High chief in Hawaiian. ◊Alias(es) or Nickname(s)◊➺Lani◆Date/Time/ of Delivery◆➾12th March(1.05)Honolulu ◊Current Age◊➺Eighteen.(18)◆Place of Origin◆➾Honolulu,Honolulu Hale, Hawii◊Nationality(ies)◊➺ Hawaiian/American◆Legal Citizenship(s)◆➾ Hawaiian/American/Britain◊Current Gender◊➺Female◆Current Sexual Attraction◆➾Male◊Apparition to Others◊➺(view spoiler)[ (hide spoiler)]◆Additional Particularities◆➾(view spoiler)[✟Tint of Pupil✟ A deep, soulful brown, that can seem as if your drowning in them at times.✽Approximate Stature✽ 5'2”; 154cm✟Approximate Heftiness✟ 102lbs; 45kg ✽Cicatrice(s)/Ink Branding(s)/Trait(s)✽(view spoiler)[ (hide spoiler)]✟Hair Pigmentation✟ .A soft, honey toned blonde. (hide spoiler)]◊Personality◊➺Lani is one of those people that can only be defined in one word; Sweet. She doesn't do it intentionally, its more just a built in sort of thing. Her common nature is to be that way. She accepts anybody and everybody for who they are, in fact, she will welcome them. You need somebody to help you? Lani is by your side. She won't judge--not unless you ask her to that is--and overall she is just one of those people that really isn't so good a being mean. It's just not how shes designed to be. Most of this probably sprouted from wanting her parents to be proud of her. She had never been just 'that' good enough to reach what they wanted her to be. So instead she turned to helping others as a way to get them to notice her. Maybe is she was nice they would praise her? Would they hell as like. There is of course a bad side to this, people often walk all over her, seeing her as 'soft' and an 'easy target'. She doesn't like telling people no, nor does she like upsetting others. So more often than not she will go along with something, even if she doesn't believe its right.The whole world rests upon her shoulders in Lani's world. The adverts for donating a pound a month for children in Africa bring her to tears, and she is a sucker for falling into that and giving that pound to them, despite the fact that her family barely have enough money for themselves. If she sees a homeless person on the street, its a give in that she will give him or her any spare change she has, however much that may be. And will always try to treat that person as a friend. Maybe even take them to a cafe and buy them a drink. If she were to find an injured animal, she would take it home a nurse it back to health. It's part of the morals she was taught at such a young age. Something that is just there.Sure, Lani's no angel. She isn't flawless. She is constantly vying for peoples approval, wanting to feel needed to somebody. It's probably the reason why she is so nice. She is constantly thinking about what others will think about her, which is why she trys so hard to be nice to anybody and everybody she ever meets. To the point where it comes across as occasionally being annoying. Because everybody wants to see the day when Lani snaps. Everybody wants to see it. Surely she can't keep her angel-like ways up forever, right?And when Lani snaps...Well. Best you think fast in doing something to bring her back down real quick. Because things can escalate fast after the point where she actually breaks. She also tends to bottle up her emotions, another bad trait of hers considering this basically makes her a ticking time bomb, liable to go off at any given moment.◆Enjoys◆☼ Singing.☼ Art.☼ Chocolate in general really. It's her soft spot.☼ Music☼ Animals.(Shame she can't afford to have one.)◊Despises◊☀ Stuck up people.☀ Coffee/Tea☀ People getting to close to her.(Emotionally.)☀ Bullies.☀ Sports.◆◆ ◊Climax(es) in Life as of Now◊➺☈Moving from Hawaii to America.☈Her fathers being sacked, causing their family to lose income and consequently meaning that they were now poor.☈Her grandmother dying.☈Beginning to self harm, and then stopping.☈Finishing off her first big piece of artwork.(Although she still refuses to share with anybody.)◆Valuable Beings in Life◆➾☞ .Kei Alana Kealoha Mother.(38) ☞Michael Owen Kealoha Father.(42)☞Danny KealohaOlder brother.(19)☞Owen KealohaTwin brother.(18)☞Kiele KealohaYounger sister.(8)☞Malia KealohaYounger sister.(6)◊Pet(s)◊➺☃ Lani recently found an abandoned kitten in the back yard. She couldn't possibly leave it there, so instead for the past few weeks has been sneaking food out to it. If her parents found out, they would surely get rid of the kitten. And she doesn't want that.Sooty;(view spoiler)[ (hide spoiler)]◆Notable Data◆➾☄Skilled at singing. She has one of those soul voices, the type that give you chills every time.☄She was taught the rules of art by her late grandmother, although was a prodigy to begin with. She rarely shows her artwork off, not wanting to seem as if she is bragging or trying to be better than others.☄Lani suffers with a lot of personal issues, illnesses, ect. Yes, she has a lot of problems. To begin with, she has severe migraines, of which leave her writhing in pain and wondering whether her brain is actually being crushed and beaten by bricks. And then there are the panic attacks. They creep up on her anywhere, at anytime. She can't stand anybody touching her whilst she attempts to calm herself, and afterwards is left exhausted, a lot of energy having been taken out of her. Although she avoids admitting it, just out of pure embarrassment, whilst it is her 'time of the month' its not rare for her to hemorrhage and she gets pains of which have her in tears. Of course there isn't much she can do about it. Not unless she is prepared to go to the hospital. And then they would probably find out about the beatings. And she would prefer to suffer in silence. Skeleton copyrighted to Sacapuntas.
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