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leanna , I'm back to being me
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Dec 27, 2012 03:19PM
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ive never had anyone close to me die.....larrys grandpa my great grandma but it must b traumatic :( at least we know they'll b in heaven!
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He was the first one besides my mom to hold me when I was born... I grew up with him and my grandma, but mainly I stuck to my grandma, I cried when my grandpa died, but when my grandma dies, she will because everyone dies eventually, I will be heart broken. My grandma has been my favorite person ever, besides my mom, and idk what I would do without her.....
i would prefer not to talk about my memories......... but this topic is amazing!
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♥Caro♥ wrote: "ive never had anyone close to me die.....larrys grandpa my great grandma but it must b traumatic :( at least we know they'll b in heaven!"larry's grandpa died?
Leanna -y can't people just accept me....- wrote: "Caro wrote: "ive never had anyone close to me die.....larrys grandpa my great grandma but it must b traumatic :( at least we know they'll b in heaven!"He was the first one besides my mom to hold ..."
aww
StreAM wrote: "♥Caro♥ wrote: "ive never had anyone close to me die.....larrys grandpa my great grandma but it must b traumatic :( at least we know they'll b in heaven!"larry's grandpa died?"
it was hard for him..
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Thanks caro..
People always make me remember the past. Most people hate me, but that's fine because I hate me too.
Oh, great, I wrote all my good qualities down just to hate myself again. GREAT! D:
Oh, great, I wrote all my good qualities down just to hate myself again. GREAT! D:
It's NOT okay. Everybody puts it like everything I've done is a bad thing and I can't stand it!!!
Brenda the Crazy Hedgehog (Tiny Alien) wrote: "It's NOT okay. Everybody puts it like everything I've done is a bad thing and I can't stand it!!!"Hugs
The past is past. I prefer to look forward. If God doesn't remember my past mistakes why should I bring them back up? Same goes for other people. We all need to learn to forgive AND forget. Maybe things won't ever be wiped from our memories but at least we should leave them be as part of the past and stop bringing them into our future.
It doesn't have to do with forgiving and forgetting.
With some people... Just speaking generally. We shouldn't hate people either. We don't have the right to hate people. Or ourselves, for that matter.
I don't hate others. I hate myself.
Brenda the Crazy Hedgehog (Tiny Alien) wrote: "I don't hate others. I hate myself."
You said people hate you. I say they don't have that right. And you shouldn't hate yourself either! Why do you hate yourself?
You said people hate you. I say they don't have that right. And you shouldn't hate yourself either! Why do you hate yourself?
Well I feel like people hate me.
I hate me because of a mistake I made.
I hate me because of a mistake I made.
And you'd hate me for my mistake too.
But even if you don't, you'd start saying that I'm being evil and need to change my ways! And I didn't even plan for it to happen, but it just did. :(
Hugs buddy want to do out group
I'm not really in the mood to do much right now. I'm so tired. I wish I could sleep all day. And my weight has decreased. I'm about 15 pounds underweight and no matter how much I eat and how much calories the food has, I still lose weight. I get distracted during reading about why I hate me. I just can't stand me.
Want to email me about it I make you feel better
But even you would say that what I did about it was wrong! D:
I mean it you know me better I can help you I know I can hugs love you so much buddy
Do you promise not to judge me for it, buddy?
Brenda the Crazy Hedgehog (Tiny Alien) wrote: "But even if you don't, you'd start saying that I'm being evil and need to change my ways! And I didn't even plan for it to happen, but it just did. :("
Noooo. :( I don't go around telling people they're evil. That's just wrong, IMO. Bad things happen to good people. Good people make mistakes.
Noooo. :( I don't go around telling people they're evil. That's just wrong, IMO. Bad things happen to good people. Good people make mistakes.
No I won't judge you not ever
@Cari
But you'd judge me for it! And tell me to stop talking to my used-to-be crush! :(
@Becca
I know.
But you'd judge me for it! And tell me to stop talking to my used-to-be crush! :(
@Becca
I know.
Brenda the Crazy Hedgehog (Tiny Alien) wrote: "@Cari
But you'd judge me for it! And tell me to stop talking to my used-to-be crush! :(
@Becca
I know."
You know what? I learned to stop judging people a long time ago. A close friend of mine, for instance... she's headed down the wrong path right now, and it hurts me so bad, but instead of judging her, I pray for her. I won't judge you, Maribel. <3
But you'd judge me for it! And tell me to stop talking to my used-to-be crush! :(
@Becca
I know."
You know what? I learned to stop judging people a long time ago. A close friend of mine, for instance... she's headed down the wrong path right now, and it hurts me so bad, but instead of judging her, I pray for her. I won't judge you, Maribel. <3
You sure, Cari? Because once you know it, you can't unknow it.
And I won't stop being my crush's friend no matter what.
Brenda the Crazy Hedgehog (Tiny Alien) wrote: "You sure, Cari? Because once you know it, you can't unknow it."
I'm sure. But you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I just want you to stop hating yourself.
I'm sure. But you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I just want you to stop hating yourself.
Cari wrote: "Brenda the Crazy Hedgehog (Tiny Alien) wrote: "You sure, Cari? Because once you know it, you can't unknow it."
I'm sure. But you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I just want you to stop..."
My hatred for myself kinda involves him even if he doesn't know that yet. If I told him, I know very well he'd try to tell me to stop it and get very concerned. I don't want him to get concerned or anything because I hate making him worry.
I'm sure. But you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I just want you to stop..."
My hatred for myself kinda involves him even if he doesn't know that yet. If I told him, I know very well he'd try to tell me to stop it and get very concerned. I don't want him to get concerned or anything because I hate making him worry.
