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Allison
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Nov 16, 2012 02:02AM
I feel the same way, except for the Uni part. When I go I'll be doing it online... no fair.
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It is starting to get cold here in ON but if you have been to Quebec than you know it doesn't get too bad here.
One of the things that annoys me most about myself is the I seem to have a bizarre need to justify my actions to random people through a kind of vague interpretive mime. For example, if I'm walking down a path, not accompanying anyone, and find I have forgotten something, I don't do the obvious thing (turn around and retreive it), instead go through an elaborate mime by rummaging through my pockets, etc. and then turning around. Why do I do this? I know I felt my stuff behind, why bother? I don't (noticeably) care if anyone else thinks I'm crazy, and yet I still seem to need to do this. It bugs me.
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We are just nerdy like that. In English Jeremy called me a super nerd. I was like ok........ Sanchez was upset
He got 89 shhhhhh and he upset then Germy go over and say it not bad and then he points at me making a comment on how you have to be a super nerd like Sarina to get a 98. I'm not sure what I think about that.
Ummm, the spaces are very large. Maybe a bit too large. Kodak we really have to have this conversation again?
Do we really have to go back to the argument we have had so many times on people's capabilities and whether or not it was natural or worked for? I was not born with the ability to score well, learn fast, and to be talented across a broad spectrum
Yeah, I get that. I don't like it when kids in our class point at us and say some comment about smartness. It gets really annoying. Like for real, I'm right next to you and there is no such thing as smartness or the natural ability to have a smart brain. I want to be successful in life and I was brought up to work hard so I just spend my time learning things instead of sitting in front of a TV watching The Walking Dead or something.
Yeah. I can see that. Kind of. No one is ever normal though. People in our school think everyone that knows something they don't is smart. People don't notice me that often so I'm okay. I'm not that advanced either. I always try to get better but I get lazy a lot. I don't really absorb and understand anymore, lately I feel like I'm just copying. It bugs me so recently I've been trying to get better and it worked, kind of. What really bugs me is that Clara sits there and you know how when you are younger you are more intellectual? Well Clara has been like that lately and she was figuring all this stuff out and I was just sitting there wanting to fall asleep. There are still many people better than us out there but use that as a motivation to get better and pull yourself up there. Since the end of last year, I've been studying extra math at home. I reviewed all of pre algebra, finished algebra, and now I'm moving onto algebra two, trig, and geometry.
Yeah, I'm known as the super nerd, brainiac, or just plain old smart. Katie just has a lot of enemies. Let's just say that there are many people she wants to kill.
Except there are still kids that look at her and go, "Go ask her, she is smart." or "You are smart, you should know that."
People don't exactly admire me. I can't even get a seat on the bus because no one will move in for me or sit next to me and then when I ask someone to move in they swear at me or go tell me to get off the bus or die.
The one about smart as an insult and then me being admired? Or the I don't want to kill them just less annoying one?
Just face it, people like us have issues fitting into society for a reason. We don't seem normal to them, we realize or know to much, and I guess we just get on their nerves.
Yeah, they live in in their little bubble,ignorant of the future. We live in ours, where we think about the future and how to be successful.
I've known that since I was a little kid. I was brought up with my mom telling me as a toddler I have to grow up to be an important and useful person and my dad encouraging me throughout my life and teaching me and stuff. I've been looking into my future since I was seven. That was when I started planning it out and everything. From then on I knew I wanted to do something science related, preferably on animals, climate, or energy.





