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Intentions by Deborah Heiligman
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May 18, 2012

it was ok
bookshelves: arc-or-galley, netgalley, young-adult, contemporary, realistic-fiction

The key positive statement I can make in the aftermath of reading Deborah Heiligman's "Intentions" is that it's a very compulsive, quick read. I stayed up in the wee hours of the morning finishing it. It's very easy to get through if you're engaged in the storyline for what it offers. The story centers around a trainwreck of events in the life of a Jewish teen named Rachel, who ends up questioning everything around her. She falls into her own missteps after several hard hits that change her perspective on more than just the people in her faith circles, but also her family, friends, and peers.

The problem that I saw in retrospect isn't so much that the collective cast has their fair share of flaws, but rather the whole narrative seems to be rather streamlined for drama, not giving much time for development or identification. Rachel herself is an insufferable protagonist, particularly in the beginning when she's self-absorbed and has a flighty attention span to things, it seems. The problems in her life, however, are rather numerous and grow as the story moves forward (sometimes self-inflicted). Her parents are constantly fighting and she fears they may end up divorcing. Her former best friend is no longer speaking to her, and even actively shunning Rachel every chance she gets. Rachel learns that her Rabbi has affairs with many women, including one that strikes close to home. Rachel finds herself falling in love with a childhood best friend, but then has a momentary fling with another boy. Her grandmother is sick and making her whole family's nerves stand on end.

So, admittedly, Rachel has a lot on her plate. On one hand, it's hard not to feel for her when some of the events take their toll and overwhelm her. But I can't help but notice just how disconnected it feels in the overall narrative. The characters aren't all that particularly dimensional. I felt like I could see glimpses into each of the surrounding characters (aside from Rachel), and while one can tell there are some heavy issues in the matter of things, there's not a lot of whys to the hows. I couldn't just take it on the matter of what the overarching novel is trying to say - that no one is as perfect as they seem and at some point, people have to move on and find their own path to life. I got the idea, but I don't think it really hit me as hard because there wasn't a lot of showing of the "whys," coping, and consequence. I wish I could've connected better with Rachel and the characters in the overarching novel. The only one I was able to connect to in some way was Jake, but even the focus on him was spotty and underdeveloped.

Overall, I think it's an okay story, quick read and it will engage with the way that its written as well as the successive turns of conflict that the character faces, but I don't know if it's the kind of novel that grips you and doesn't let go. For me, if it had just a bit more heart - even with its flawed characters, I probably would've liked it more.

Overall score: 2/5

Note: I received this as an ARC from NetGalley, from the publisher Random House/Knopf BFYR.
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Reading Progress

May 18, 2012 – Shelved
August 9, 2012 – Started Reading
August 9, 2012 – Shelved as: arc-or-galley
August 9, 2012 – Shelved as: netgalley
August 9, 2012 – Shelved as: young-adult
August 9, 2012 – Shelved as: realistic-fiction
August 9, 2012 – Shelved as: contemporary
August 9, 2012 –
page 14
5.15% "*raises brows* Okay...awkward scene to walk into in the very first chapter. Huh.\n \n I'm a little weary of Rachel's narrative voice so far. But I think maybe I need to read forward to get to know her character a little more. So far her voice is a tad bit grating."
August 9, 2012 –
page 31
11.4% "Well, the good news is that I'm kind of flying through this book and it seems to be an easy read.\n \n Bad news...I'm not warming up to the main character at all for the moment. Still reading, though."
August 9, 2012 –
page 52
19.12% ""I bet there's a market for this," I say. "Coffee with pot. Get it? Coffee pot!"\n \n Oh the things people say when they're completely stoned. *shakes head* I'll admit I snorted at that though. \n \n I'm still trying to get acquainted with the character. The story does kind of throw you straight into the narrative voice (in this case, Rachel's perspective) without any pretenses."
August 9, 2012 –
page 68
25.0% "Ladies and gentlemen, we have a kiss.\n \n That was...quick. Jake seems like a cool guy though."
August 9, 2012 –
page 86
31.62% "Okay, Rachel. I'm finally getting where you're coming from to an extent. \n \n This is compulsively readable, but it's very hard to relate to the characters because it seems like Rachel's narrative is darting around like a blow fly. You're getting pieces of what's going on, but it's not digging deep. \n \n At the very least, I'm finding myself in the flow of it."
August 10, 2012 –
page 119
43.75% "Ah, so that's what was wrong with Jake. On another note, it seems like so many things are going wrong with Rachel in terms of her relationships. I think she puts too much into thinking people are perfect, though. (Or it may be that the focus of the novel is trying to close in on this overarching idea of focusing on perfection and being let down when people aren't as perfect as they seem.)"
August 10, 2012 –
page 130
47.79% "Ouch! Whoa. Okay, Jake, that was cold. =/"
August 10, 2012 –
page 141
51.84% "What? Wait, WHAT? How did...when...uh...\n \n Okay, I'm just reading forward because that' =/"
August 10, 2012 –
page 162
59.56% "I'm trying to make sense of everything that's happened to Rachel in the last 20 pages or so and my mind's not connecting the dots. Lots of drama. LOTS of drama."
August 10, 2012 – Finished Reading

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