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Missing Pieces by Laura   Pearson
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First-time novelist Laura Pearson pulls readers into the life of the Sadler family with the first paragraph of Missing Pieces: "The coffin was too small. Too small to contain what it did, which was not only Phoebe's body, but a large part of Linda, too." Immediately, readers' questions are formed: Who is Phoebe? How did she die? Can Linda survive?

It soon becomes clear that Phoebe was Linda and Tom's three-year-old daughter, and they, along with seven-year-old Esme, have sustained the must unimaginable loss. Each of them responds to the tragedy in his/her unique way. A part of little Esme has been lost along with her younger sister. She carries the weight of what has happened, even though she is too young to fully comprehend the tragedy, much less its impact upon her family. Tom attempts valiantly to hold his family together, even though he carries guilt as a result of his own reaction to the chasm that had broken open in his marriage to Linda even before Phoebe's death. He encourages Linda to carry on for the sake of their two surviving daughters, who deserve to be loved, cherished, and protected. As he looks as newborn Bea, he longs to tell Linda, "I know what we've lost and it's killing me too, but look at what we have. You're missing it."

But Pearson's focus is upon Linda and her crippling grief, guilt, and anger. Pearson realistically crafts a heartbreaking portrait of a woman who is undone and utterly unable to function. It is not easy, but devastatingly compelling reading.

And then Pearson moves the story forward twenty-five years. Bea has moved away from home and been largely estranged from Tom and Esme. She has not seen either of them for a year, and is in a dead-end relationship with a man who is neither equipped nor ready to be a father. But she is indeed pregnant and must decide whether to carry the baby to term. Bea is the only member of the family with no memory of Phoebe upon which to draw. In fact, she has never been told how Phoebe died, much less any of the details about how her family coped in the horrible days following Phoebe's death. As a result she has always felt like an outsider in her own family, "never understanding why they wouldn't -- or couldn't -- let her in." She resolves to go home for a visit and learn the truth so that she can understood her family's history and move forward with her own life.

Esme, now thirty-two, has never married, continues living at home with Tom, and assists him with the operation of his bookstore. She channels her energy into jogging, running for the "sensation of being alive," running "away from the pain and guilt" she has carried since she was a young child. She has never confronted her own emotions about the loss of Phoebe. But she agrees with Bea that the time has come and sets about telling Bea what happened through a series of confessional letters addressed to Phoebe. As with her description of Linda's reaction to losing Phoebe, Pearson pulls readers into Esme's psyche in a convincing, emotionally raw manner. It is an authentic exploration by a young woman at the events that transpired when she was but a child. In the process, not only is the relationship of the two sisters, Esme and Bea, transformed, but both daughters also confront their reaction to revelations about Tom's behavior, their parents' marriage, as well as their mother's suffering and fate. Things begin to change in the Sadler family. Secrets are revealed, difficult conversations had.

Missing Pieces is a stunning debut work, featuring characters with whom readers will readily relate. Pearson reveals the details about the Sadler family history at expertly-timed intervals that keep the action moving and sustain the reader's interest. Pearson deftly explores the characters' responses to the sudden tragic death of a young child with compassion, credibility, and depth, sans melodrama or plot contrivance. Rather, Missing Pieces is a beautifully crafted story about a family struggling to survive an unthinkable event. There are no villains in this story, but Pearson explores each characters' believable strengths and flaws in a manner that makes the characters increasingly empathetic as the truth is gradually revealed. When the full story of the tragic day when they lost Phoebe is finally told, the characters' catharses ring true, as does their strength, resiliency, and capacity to forgive -- and the hope for their futures that Pearson injects into their story.

Thanks to NetGalley for an Advance Readers' Copy of the book.

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