First of all, if you haven't read Finding Claire Fletcher, I would highly recommend it. Though Losing Leah Holloway is not about Claire, she is aFirst of all, if you haven't read Finding Claire Fletcher, I would highly recommend it. Though Losing Leah Holloway is not about Claire, she is a character in this story that gets pushed into the drama and to understand her character and her struggles, reading Finding Claire Fletcher will help you understand Claire better.
I gave this story four stars but that's not to say I didn't enjoy it, I just didn't love it. And I think I didn't love it because the "main" characters played more of a secondary role in the story, which makes no sense and on the surface sounds really weird, but in this story, it worked, I just wish the story centered more on the main characters and less on Claire.
Though Claire is an interesting character and the reader feels like she knows Claire through the previous book and she is central to the beginning of the story, (her and her sister witness the car driving off the bridge and Claire is the one who saves the children), she's not really who the story is about. She is a character who keeps things moving - the glue that makes the story stick together.
This story is not about Claire specifically, it's about the story that happens around Claire - on her peripheral, and it's ...... interesting.
Once again, the premise is different and disturbing. Though I ultimately predicted where the story was going I wasn't quite sure how it would end. It was somehow satisfying for Claire to be the catalyst at the beginning of the story and then be the inhibitor at the end of the story as well. That approach felt well rounded and complete, somehow, even though the main story wasn't really about her.
I know this sounds confusing, but Ms. Regan does a good job of making it work and I appreciated the creative approach to this story. It was almost as if Leah's story was told through Claire.
And though interesting and entertaining, I still felt like it missed something. Though the author takes us back in time and you can see Leah's rationale for doing what she did, I still felt like I didn't really know her, D.J. or Rachel. I would have like to get inside their heads a bit more just to fully flesh out the story.
But I understand why Ms. Regan didn't approach it this way because again, it was a story that happened TO Claire, it wasn't Claire's story.
At any rate, I really enjoyed the bread crumbs that Regan dropped into the story. Things are definitely not as they appear and Leah's life is all about appearances. I find this concept fascinating because it makes me wonder what sort of lives people are TRULY living when they drop their facade.
We all have a public face, a public persona, but who are we, truly? I can tell you with 100% conviction my public face is NOT who I really am.
What goes on behind closed doors? What are people really thinking? How exhausting is it to maintain that facade? What is the thing that makes that carefully constructed castle finally crumble?
This is really what this story is about. Human endurance and reaching the breaking point. It's a story about desperation and depression and the lengths people will go to mask those feelings and fake normal. It's about finally opening the "forbidden" drawers in your psyche, pulling out the horrors folded within and allowing them out to air dry.
And if that doesn't sound pretty, it's because it's not....more
Disclaimer: Sandra Brown is one of my all-time favorite authors. If I ever get off my lazy butt and actually write something, her style of writingDisclaimer: Sandra Brown is one of my all-time favorite authors. If I ever get off my lazy butt and actually write something, her style of writing appeals to me and I would want to emulate that to the best of my ability.
So I'm coming at this review a bit biased. But I will try my best to be objective and fair.
I haven't read a Sandra Brown book in quite some time. Mainly because I'm on a Kindle Unlimited kick and I refuse to pay money for books when I have so many options at my fingertips for $10 bucks a month through Kindle Unlimited.
I was so surprised when I saw a Sandra Brown book pop up in Kindle Unlimited that I snatched it up.
The reviews on this story surprised me a bit, at least on GoodReads - it has 4.3 out of five on Amazon.
I usually go by the reviews on GoodReads as opposed to the reviews on Amazon as I have found my peeps on GoodReads seem to align with my personal tastes better.
But Play Dirty on GoodReads only has 3.92 stars out of five.
And I think I know why.
The premise of the story is unusual and ethically questionable. It's disturbing but fascinating at the same time and that's a large reason why I liked it; it was different and interesting. Most stories follow a certain format and I appreciated the fact that this story did not.
At first, I was a bit repulsed by the premise. A wealthy couple pay for a stud. Our star quarterback basically prostitutes himself out to get back on easy street and at first, you don't like Griff but you can understand his desperation and reasons why he might decide to do this deed, though you may not like it very much.
And though the reasons why the wealthy couple go this route as opposed to other more conventional routes makes sense ... in a bizarre, okay it's your money and if you're willing to do this way then go for it.
Still weird. But interesting enough to keep me reading.
What I thoroughly enjoyed from this story was the unpredictability. Nearly every scenario took me somewhere I wasn't expecting. It's like Ms. Brown got to a comfortable spot in her story, stopped and thought, "what new hell can I put these characters through?" And I LOVED it. I get so tired of reading stories that follow a formula. True, writers can vary how they get to the answer of the problem but ultimately, we all get there eventually.
And though this story ultimately reaches a satisfactory ending, it's more of a REALISTIC ending.
I like unusual, real stories. Life is messy and weird and confusing at times and though the premise of this story is unusual and likely not probable, it's possible. Which for me, is the only thing required. I can buy pretty much anything if leading up to the situation is possible.
Truth really IS stranger than fiction.
I liked how Griff wasn't a wealthy, asshole alpha male. Wait, let me rephrase that, he was until he cheated and landed himself in jail. I love how Brown started the story AFTER all of that occurred though it would be interesting to read a story about Griff's life BEFORE he went to jail, too.
Griff is majorly flawed. He allowed his greed and big ego to overshadow common sense and it landed him in big trouble. So when he was released from jail, he wasn't broken but he was certainly different.
When you're first introduced to Griff, he's a douche. He cheated. He went to jail. He is looking for a fast buck to get his life back on track. Everyone hates him because of what he did. He's pretty much at the bottom of the barrel and at first, your sympathies lie with Foster, a wheelchair-bound man just trying to achieve his greatest desire, to have a child. I didn't really feel much for Laura at first. She's just the vehicle stuck between the two men doing what she is being told. If anything, I felt impatient with her and couldn't understand why she would go along with her husband's unusual request.
But then, Brown starts to throw me bits and pieces of character backstory and motivations and suddenly my interest piques and my sympathies shift.
And instead of giving me these tidbits all at once, Brown does a great job of spoon feeding me more and more as the story progresses so that by the end, it's not the same story you began with.
I LOVED that aspect of the story.
I also really love how Brown writes. She provides just enough detail to place you in the scene but leaves out enough for your imagination to kick in and fill in the blanks. Her dialogue was snappy and realistic and the story just kept moving forward. I didn't really feel like there were any stagnant parts, every part had something interesting.
Though the parts where Griff and Laura meet for the first few times are incredibly awkward and cringe worthy, it was believable and horrifying at the same time. Brown placed those characters in an impossible situation and yet somehow, they made it work.
Whenever I stop to think about story ideas for my own writing, THIS is the sort of plot I'm looking for. I want to write something that makes my reader squirm, shift loyalties and be surprised. I want to write about messy lives and awkward situations and put my characters through hell. This story does all of that and Brown does an excellent job of balancing different genres,: mystery, thriller, romance, into one cohesive, entertaining read.
Definition of cozy mystery - "a sub-genre of crime fiction in which sex and violence are downplayed or treated humorously, and the crime and detectionDefinition of cozy mystery - "a sub-genre of crime fiction in which sex and violence are downplayed or treated humorously, and the crime and detection take place in a small, socially intimate community. Cozy mysteries do not employ any but the mildest profanity. The murders take place off stage, frequently involving relatively bloodless methods such as poisoning and falls from great heights. The wounds inflicted on the victim are never dwelt on and are seldom used as clues. Sexual activity, even between married characters, is only ever gently implied and never directly addressed, and the subject is frequently avoided altogether."
That definition sums up the Morgan Dane mysteries. Clearly, I like the character enough to keep coming back, this is my fourth time and there is a fifth story that I will read at some point but it is simplistic and though not entirely predictable, the author does a good job leading us down the path to a very probable solution.
Morgan is a defense attorney and I like how her character is learning about investigating crimes the same time as her readers. I like how she's a strong female and has a level head about her but is still a female and does have physical limitations. Hence the reason for her love interest, Lance.
I also really like that Morgan is a non-traditional female in that she has lost her husband and is raising three small girls, lives with her grandfather and employs a rather interesting nanny. Nothing about her "family" is traditional, though more and more common nowadays and yet it works for me.
Though I personally prefer my mysteries to be a bit more gritty and messy, it's nice to read a cozy mystery from time-to-time if for no other reason than to cleanse my rather disturbing palate.
If you're looking for an easy, entertaining read, I would recommend the Morgan Dane series....more