Leigh Taylor I agree, keep reading! I have the kindle edition, so I'm not sure if your page 50 is the same as mine, but if you're still in Part 1 of the book keep going. I had the same struggle. I though that Jamie was dead and if that was how this story was gonna go I didn't want to keep reading,. But, I did, and was so glad I did. Reading Voyager now, and enjoying it so far.