“How can I expect anyone to trust me ever again when I don’t trust myself to make the right decisions anymore? When I question everything. Do you know how many times that event plays in my head on a daily basis? I see it over and over and over, and every time, I question what I could have done differently. I don’t trust myself to pick up a gun and wear it. I’m terrified of being faced with those life-changing decisions again. I can’t do it, Amelia.”
