Control (The Protocol, #1)

by Lasairiona Lewis

I shoot off a text to Sub Club telling them that project “Mount the God” is a go, and that if I disappear tonight, never to be heard from again, don’t avenge me. Let Thor keep living his sexy god lifestyle, killing women with ass smacks and countless orgasms. If I’m gonna die, that’s how I want to go.

I’m struggling to find my fucking joy. Maybe Thor will find it in my panties.

This is why I don’t adult. It never works out for me. I need constant adult supervision.

Many experienced dominants have that in their pocket as a soft rule for partnerships. I wouldn’t trust a flogger who had not been flogged themselves. And while it doesn’t work for every role, it works for many. Especially when instruments are involved.

After a heavy moment of silence, Addison’s head snaps up the same moment mine does. There’s movement in the upstairs window of Harold and Julie’s house, the blinds fall back into place as a figure disappears. Someone in the neighbor’s house got quite the show. I hope Harold and Julie are about to have the best sex of their fucking lives.

There are as many red flag submissives out there as there are red flag dominants.”

But only you can know if your dynamic can recover from this. If the trust is lost completely, it can be hard to repair. But the relationship is often stronger because of it.”

It feels like he’s dominant, rather than a dominant. But he’ll grow into it. I’m sure of it.

I sure am hoping he gets a book.

Clear communication is the foundation of the lifestyle.”

“I think the fact everyone thinks dominants are invincible, strong as fuck assholes with no feelings really does us a disservice.”

“If you hated us you wouldn’t have sent up the dom-signal.”

He showed up for me even when I panicked and ran away. He didn’t hide, or leave, or knee-jerk break up with me, he’s here.

Some submissives are so broken they’d do anything to please their dominant. It's why our roles are so important, it’s why paying such close attention, learning our partners so intimately is so important.”

“You can’t fix autism, Thor.”

I need this to be real

“It’s symbolic, I guess. You’re taking back control of the item that hurt you.”

But I’ll be damned if I don’t want her sucking his dick while I pound into her from behind.

Fuck. Slade’s telling her how pretty she looks when she comes for me. If I hadn’t already blown my load, hearing my best friend tell my girl how good she looks when she comes for me would have sent me off the deep end.