I love you, Cadoc. Don’t stop. No. No. No. I had to stop, or it’d kill me now without him. He left my world and broke me, shattered me into fucked up pieces that would never fit together again. I was destroyed, hopeless, panting on the floor of my room, begging the devil to take me, kill me, end me once and for all and put me where I deserved to be.
