I want this with her more than anything, and I love that she trusts me enough to want it with me too, but I want it to be perfect for her. I want it to be everything she’s ever hoped for, and I want to give her everything the way she deserves. But there’s a small part of me, a part that I try to keep buried away, that worries I won’t be able to make it good for her. That I won’t love her the way she needs, and that she’ll end up regretting giving me a part of her that she’s never given anyone else. I don’t want to hurt her. I want her to feel safe and comfortable and cherished, and I want it
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