“Look, if you don’t want to do this, then that’s completely okay. But please don’t try and make it sound like it’s because you don’t think I want it. I’m a grown woman. I know what I want, and I know that I want to have sex with you. Not because I think I have to, not because it’s in the heat of the moment, and not because I just want to lose my virginity and get it over with. I want this with you.” She looks away from me and shrugs. “But if you don’t want it with me, then that’s totally fine. Just… tell me.” I’m stunned into silence. She wants this with me. She wants me. That’s all I’ve ever
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