Since when has he become such a vital part of my life that I feel on the edge just at the thought of him being hurt? He coerced, threatened, and gave me no choice but to submit to him. He’s as much of a villain in this story as my brother is. Actually, he’s way worse. But I can admit to myself that I’m attracted to him, I’m attracted to how he confiscates my control and leaves me no choice but to let go.
