That was the thing I was learning to appreciate about the man I’d been falling for over the past few months. He possessed a certain maturity that I hadn’t experienced before. Definitely not with Jarvis but that was mostly because we’d gotten together so young and didn’t understand what it meant to transition into a healthy, mature relationship. The drugs that Jarvis relied on weren’t the only thing that was pulling us apart. For years, my spirit had been yearning for something that he could never give and not because he was incapable, more so because he didn’t want to. For Jarvis to love me in
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