Journey of Souls: Case Studies of Life Between Lives (Michael Newton's Journey of Souls Book 1)

by Michael Newton

Dr. N: (I move my subject into the present while she remains in the superconscious state) Let me understand your reason for choosing to be a woman in this life. You wanted to help the same sort of people who you were unable to help as a man in your previous life—is this correct? S: (sadly) Yeah, but it’s not the best way. It’s not working out for me like I thought. I’m still too strong and macho. Energy is pouring out of me in the wrong direction. Dr. N: What wrong direction? S: (wistfully) I’m doing it again. Misusing people. I chose the body of a woman who is intimidating to men, and I don’t feel like a woman. Dr. N: Give me an example. S: Sexually and in business, I’m in the power game again . . . pushing aside principles . . . getting offtrack as before. (as Ross) This time I manipulate real estate deals. I’m too interested in acquiring money. I want status. Dr. N: And how does this hurt you, Hester? S: The influence of money and position is a drug to me, as it was in my last life. My being a woman now has done nothing to change my desire to control people. So . . . stupid . . . Dr. N: Then do you think your motivations were wrong in choosing to be a female? S: Yes, I do feel more natural living as a man. But I thought as a woman this time around I would be . . . more subtle. I wanted this chance to try again in a different sex, and Clodees let me take it. (client slumps down in her chair) What a blunder. Dr. N: Don’t you think you are being a little hard on yourself, ...