If that’s the case…so be it. I’ll just drive my car into a tree.
Wow! Way to spell it out for me word for word, the case is closed I guess Watson, sherlock has solved another one in a matter of fucking seconds.
Do you think we are that dense that you had to ACTUALLY spell it out for us, wouldn’t it have been better to end things with a little ambiguity because it’s clear her mental state is not great at this point and now the only person she “cared” about doesn’t want her so it can be understood that she feels helpless in this moment and that would result in these harmful thoughts but also how can you fully trust everything she wrote at this point, she could be lying for some reason. ALSO you make it sound so romanticized if that’s the right word for it. you should never write a thriller book again because it was clearly not something you are good at, the sex scenes are boring and revolting, and I’ll end it here for now because I can continue rambling on if I wanted to but I really wanna finish this stupid book more

