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“You smell like sex, Lilly Darling,” he tells me gruffly, his words falling over my lips and making me quiver. “You have two minutes to get on that plane, or I’m adding to the scent right here on the runway.”
“Naughty, disobedient princesses are taught their manners when they forget them,” he tells me, his voice a husky growl, threaded with arousal that sends a shudder running through my body, ending at my pulsing mound. “And how to follow orders.”
“Would you two, ever, you know, be up for some...sword crossing. Outside of my body that is.” Both sets of hands still, and I hold my breath, desperate to see their faces but a little afraid too. “Open your eyes, Pretty Girl,” Loki commands gently, and I do as he says. His smile is gentle, but also lascivious at the same time. “Would that turn you on? To see me with Kai’s cock up my ass? Or mine in his mouth?”
“I’m up for your dick in my chocolate starfish.” “Loki!” I chastise, my nose wrinkling as my head whips round. “What? Would you prefer my ham flower? Or maybe the Hershey highway? The brown puckered eye?” Tears of laughter are streaming down my face, even as I cringe, and I look to Kai, finding him in a similar state, the darkness of moments ago gone, as he laughs at his friend. “I can’t even with you, Loki,” I tell him in between gasps as I step out of the shower and reach for a towel. “What about Gary?” he asks, and even he can’t hold back the chuckles. And now, I’m officially dead.
“I wanna hear you beg, Baby Girl. Beg for my fingers, for my cock,”
“I will never give up on you, Kai. On any of you,” I assure him, my own fingers moving into his hair and gripping tightly, pulling him closer until I no longer know whose breath is whose. “We are bound together, you and I, Kai. And nothing in this world, or the next will be able to keep us apart.”
I gasp as a platinum silver charm bracelet winks back at me. It’s already got several silver charms, which I take to represent the guys and me; a lily, a sugar skull for Ash, a koi for Kai, an angel for Loki, and a Norse style wolf for Jax. There’s also some more; a silver Big Ben to show my birth city, a fairy to represent my favourite Shakespeare play, and a silver American flag for my senior year.
I hear Loki roar with laughter as he pulls out a bright pink fluffy bunny onesie. A grin splits my lips as Jax holds up a huge Incredible Hulk onesie, his lip twitching. Kai takes out a stormtrooper one, a boyish grin on his handsome face, and all traces of darkness gone for the moment. Finally, Ash takes out a red devil one, and they all look at me with adorable confusion.
“I will risk sand in Her Vagisty, Kai, if that’s what it takes to make you smile,” I inform him, my lips lifted in a smirk.
I’m reminded that although we may be Knights, she’s our Queen, and we will follow her wherever she leads.
“Last Will and Testament of Laura Darling. I, Laura Darling, presently of Newland House, England, hereby revoke all former testamentary dispositions made by me, and declare this to be my last will.”
“I also bequeath Lilly Darling the bonds and shares that I own pertaining to Black Knight Corporation in their entirety.”
“The bonds each give you an annual yield of one hundred and fifty thousand dollars, currently just over one hundred and twelve thousand pounds, plus an additional one hundred and fifty thousand upon their maturity, in eighteen months time. The shares make you the majority stakeholder, or shareholder, in the company.”
“Damn, girl! You got yourself one of those reverse harems that you were always reading about, huh?” Lexi laughs, taking in all the guys with a glittering twinkle in her eyes.
“You are worth everything, my love,” I tell him fiercely, feeling his fingers digging into my thighs as I speak. “Every drop of love, every-fucking-thing. You are mine, Kai, as I am yours, and nothing on this earth will change that. Understand?”
“Now, show me you deserve me by taking what you want,”
“See how fucked up I am, Lilly love,” he growls in my ear, nuzzling the side of my neck with his nose, a gasp falling from my lips as I shudder. “Your fear turns me on like nothing else, and I want to hear you scream in pain as I’m buried deep inside you. I want to see your blood running red when I’m using you like you’re nothing but a hole.”
A hiss of pain falls from my lips, my fingers flexing as he draws the blade down, creating a shallow cut, and more drops of blood drip down over my pale flesh. Jesus fucking christ. Who knew Diesel Viper had it right all along?
“I don’t know why I thought I could scare you off with my darkness,” he adds, looking up at me, his eyes holding equal measure of wonder, awe, and pain. “The light you have in you shines so brightly, is so strong, that you can take any amount of darkness, and burn it away. People often mistake goodness as a weakness, but you are stronger than all of us, my darling. We would truly be lost without you.”
“You are my light, Lilly. My soul. Everything that I am, or ever will be, is yours and yours alone. And when we take our final breaths on this earth, our souls will remain bound, travelling the winds together for all eternity.”
“I feel like I’ve loved you for my whole life, Lilly,” he whispers back, his own voice just as choked as mine. “I just needed to find you.”
“Jax is not a good snuggle bunny,” Loki pouts, and it’s so adorable, sexy, and ridiculous that I lean forward and plant a kiss on his lush lips. “And his morning wood should be classed as a fucking weapon of mass destruction.”
“We all hurt when you do,”
“But we’re all here for you, and we’re not going anywhere. Nothing bad will happen to you,”
“We came here yesterday to tidy it up a little.” Ash’s ginger scent washes over me as he leans down to speak. “Apparently, wild violets grow here in the spring,” he tells me.
“Everything I am, or ever will be, is yours,”
“For what it’s worth,” Ryan begins, stepping closer to us, glancing at each of the guys in turn. “You have my approval and blessing. They are good guys, little one.”
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die.’”
Although, they do say that home is where the heart is. And my heart is standing before me, kept safe in the bodies of four beautiful men.
“I told you, you are worth every tear of mine, Asher Vanderbilt. You all are. My tears are not mine anymore but yours, as the rest of me is yours.”
“We best leave now before I change my mind, Baby Girl, and take you back upstairs.”
I swear I'm in a permanent state of horniness whenever I'm around any of these boys!
“So, you’re the cunt leading all our boys around by their dicks?” I hear a gruff voice say, and my head turns sharply to see a guy of similar, if slightly smaller, build to Jax; basically huge and hulk-like, sitting next to Jax. I don’t miss Jax’s mum flinch at his crude words or Jax’s growl. “That’s me,” I smile sweetly at him. “You must be the pathetic excuse of a man who beats his wife and child to make up for his micro penis.”
O, she doth teach the torches to burn bright! It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope's ear; Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear! So shows a snowy dove trooping with crows, As yonder lady o'er her fellows shows. The measure done, I'll watch her place of stand, And, touching hers, make blessed my rude hand. Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.’”
“I love him,” I confess to her, just as quietly as she spoke to me. “I love them all, and would do so much more for them.” “I know,” she whispers back. “And they clearly love you in return. I could see it the moment you walked in. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry for what is about to come.”
It’s always the quiet ones you have to watch out for. They’ll dance in your blood, leaving crimson footsteps in the snow just because it looks pretty.
“Our fucking souls are merged, Loki. Nothing can separate them. Not cuntface, not Black Knight Corp., and certainly not Julian fucking Vanderbilt.”
And as the saying goes, if you can’t beat them...then it’s time to get the knives out.
“Take me out, and suck me like the good little whore I know you can be,”
“That’s it. Be a good, dirty slut and take me all the way in like you did with Jax and Kai,”
“You’re doing so well, little slut,” he croons, and I know that I shouldn’t, but I shiver at the term. It’s fucking hot as hell to be degraded by his words. “You can have a treat. Up on your knees, legs spread,” he commands. “And get back on my dick.”
“Oh, honey,” I reply, my voice sickly sweet as my hand comes up into Loki’s hair, pulling his face down into my neck. He places a kiss there, a small moan leaving my smirking lips as the spot tingles. “He will never be yours.”
“You are a Queen, and we are your loyal Knights, ready to go into battle on your behalf, and bathe in the blood of our enemies,”
“The Black Knights are mine,” I declare, my war cry carrying out across the suddenly quiet room as one song finishes. “Try to take them away from me at your peril.”
“You have formidable blood in you, Lilly. Don’t let them make you forget it,”
Hashtag-firstworldproblems. Or, perhaps it should be reverse harem problems?
“You make me a better man. You complete me, make me whole, and I’m.” Thrust. “Never.” Thrust. “Letting.” Thrust. “You.” Thrust. “Go.”
“They will hurt for what they have done to us, and we’ll be the ones watching them bleed. Before the baby is born.”
Kai turns to me, still gripping Loki’s hair. “And you, Lilly? Are you all in?” he asks, a slight look of uncertainty entering both boys’ eyes. “Fuck, yes!” I gasp out, my voice all kinds of husky and breathy after that show. “I’m all about the MM.”
“Move closer to him, darling,” Kai orders, watching as I scoot down the bed so that my toes brush Loki’s thighs. “Good girl. I’m going to hit you five times with this, Pet,” he tells Loki, caressing his back once more with the cat-o-nine tails. “Then, I’m going to wrap my hand around that hard, aching dick of yours, and jerk you off until I order you to come all over Lilly.” Both Loki and I groan at that visual. “Count with me, darling.”
