If life is a game, then I've done a poor job of playing it. My time on Earth has been boring and uneventful. I've wasted so much of my youth choosing to sit around doing nothing when I was most full of life and energy—playing games, gambling, working at simple jobs, trading my time for just enough money to pay the bills to survive and not really learning anything or traveling. My middle years were spent foolishly also as low motivation led to me abuse my body with lack of exercise and junk food. I wouldn't treat an automobile as poorly as I've treated the vehicle in which my mind lives and
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