Who gets turned on by this? How could someone who had been raped, viciously at that, want this? But I wasn’t a doctor, so I couldn’t say how my wires had gotten crossed enough that this did it for me. The dirty talk, the rough treatment, and me being absolutely used by him—it all just flat out did it for me.
This >>> I’ve never understood why my body and mind want to crawl out of my skin and physically get sick when I’m being touched by a man gently and intimately. Yet could always do the craziest stuff with men I don’t know and never second guess it. There’s something about a man I trust that my body fears the most
