It’s so ridiculous… what Shay has done to me, to mum, I should be running for the hills. I don’t forgive him for what he did. Not at all. How could I? I don’t think I ever will. But… I still love him. I can’t help it. Call me stupid. Call me naive. I am. I’m completely twisted and fucked up, and all I know is that the one person I know I love more than anything has betrayed me in the worst way. But, he’s still the one person I care about more than anyone.
Ugh babygirl
