I wanted to hear from Wasserman’s own naked mouth that she had colluded with Emma. I wanted to bear witness to my own destruction because how many of us get to see our own undoing. All humans are bad. Most of us merely live our lives with our worst, most unethical acts lying like bodies clad in concrete, undiscovered, quiet, and dark. What is heaven but the hope for righteous acknowledgment, and what is hell but the fear of discovery.

