As I grew up, the shame of wearing a Speedo in front of Caio grew with me. I didn’t quite understand what I felt, exactly, but I know that when I was twelve, I started wearing a shirt whenever I went to the pool. And after I turned thirteen, I never set foot in the pool again. At thirteen my body began to change, hair started growing everywhere, and I had this urge to kiss someone on the lips. And I wanted that first person to be Caio.
