And I’m not being insensitive or crass with the word love like they used to tell us in church—that people use love too liberally and don’t really know what it means . . . blah blah blah. I absolutely mean this. I feel love big. I feel everything very big. I don’t feel one thing small. I feel big happy and big sad. I feel big excitement and big yikes. I feel big anger and big love. It’s just all big. I used to dislike that about me. That everything was BIG.
